Meditation is the way

Jul 14 Eve
Tots of Z is flowing. Tots of how much I express vs him. Tot of this being one-sided and etc. Then I called him and he didn't pick up.
Anyway, don't worries. We been together for one and half years. He can't let me go.

Osho - In search of celebration
Lieh Tzu
Taking and giving, when we come to the market-place, the meditation is lost. Then, first attain to meditation, then go again and again, and become more and more alert, so that u can become capable one day of relating and remaining alone together; of being in the market-place and yet not being there; of being in the crowd and yet being alone.

Whenever u lose it, u find them and reconnect yourself with urself. By and by, slowly, one day u will see u can stand in the market-place and u remain as alone and silent as anywhere else. Then u have become a lotus; u r in the water and the water touches u not.

Soul
Tot of how wonderful if my job doesn't touch me.

Osho - In search of celebration
Lieh Tzu
First develop, evolve, the shunya - the zero, the emptiness and then bring it to the world. Again and again u will lose it, that's true, but because of that don't try to escape. It is a challenge.
And the highest peak is attained only when nobody can disturb ur inner space - nobody, no situation, can disturb it. Then for the first time u have become a possessor of it. Then u r a possessor and u r possessed by it. Then it is really urs.
But if something can take it away, then it is still not totally urs. U have touched it, but have not yet been a possessor.

Soul
Good motivation for me to do shoonya again. Even teacher said I must go back.


Osho - In search of celebration
Lieh Tzu
Nothing else is there need to be done. U have forgotten who u r. The only thing that has to be done is that u have to remember who u r. Forgetfulness is the world, remembrance is God.
To forget is to be lost.
To remember is to be back home.