May 3 eve
Lunar in Scorpio
As u learn to trust urself, u will know that u are strong enough to get back up again if u fall. U r beginning to realise that u don't need the support of others because u are a mountain of power within urself.
Soul
This is what Today King of Hearts is key for me. The old me would be 'weak' and succumb to my need to bond. I admit there was a tinge and luckily my brother already bought movie ticket for family.
So today I said nope. Got to be sensible. Got to be firm like what Z and Y was to me.
My left elbow joint is swelling. This is first time. Not sure due to angarmadhana or rheumatoid arthritis.
Now checking my cards for the coming Neptune period. Took a peek at Y's card. Yes, Results Ten of Hearts can mean marriage. Also got King of Hearts in Neptune for unexpected pregnancy. Next year challenge is King of Hearts - handling fatherhood. So fast turnaround but he be fine.
This time just see this as his life and I know that's not my path. I don't know what's mine but I know what's not. Just like Z was into children so is Y. Queen of Hearts and Moon in Leo loves children. And he be a great father just like Z.
Mmm, both the guys I was attracted to have great father attribute. I recalled that I have some father issue. I m not close to dad, never was. To me he was just a provider. Also part of me judge him for his lower emotional control. Now he is bed ridden and can't speak. I don't look in on him. To me, he is even further away than before.
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