Seeing my own validation issue

Jul 28

Woke up at alarm at 4.30 am. Still want to sleep. But today I got medical appointment and visa application and not to mention the possible refund on the fake Indian online visa payment.

Clear the room with Moola mantra.
Light the shrine and did Bhuta Shuddhi
Mind still wonder about the meditator friend P not returning my call but a tot came. She had the right not to respond just as I have the right to say no to her request for purchase of turmeric from ashram eventhough she usually offer to buy.

Mmm, for me a friend is words. For her maybe gifts or sharing of things. Definitely not a words person cos she tend to be unsympathetic and can be harsh in her rebuke.


Soul
Good one.
It's ironic.
Last month I tot RA will be my life challenge. Now that RA is put aside; I got to grow ahead. No more having RA as an excuse.

July cancer
Summary
With many planets gathering in Cancer, you are raring to put plans in place and get moving. This is doubly true because you have just welcomed Mars into Cancer, to stay until August 8. To have Mars in your sign is always a big advantage, for Mars will give you unflinching determination to succeed. Your passion will carry you forward, despite any odds, and allow you to magnetize influential people to your cause. The appearance of Mars in Cancer also suggests you are about to start a new chapter in your life, or at the very least, to begin a new two-year cycle that will add a new twist or level of sophistication to an ongoing venture or relationship.
This month has a second full moon this time, in Aquarius on July 31, also referred to as a blue moon that will emphasize money that you hold with another person, for example with your mate or with an entity, such as a credit card company, government department or bank. You will likely clear your desk of bills, but you may also be motivated to study ways to make more money, too. Saturn will be in good angle to make sure the decisions you make will stabilize your financial base and put it on a track for growth