Declaring my new name, Joy

Apr 2 aft
At first was bit miffed with FC for not doing a good job. Then I stop. Instead of lamenting, I asked her how I can help. Then it was fine. Yea, use my sensitivity to others.
Father, I can now see I m an emotional person. Cancer is finally showing up.

Today, start a new Skype at office using my new name Joy. Amen.

Cancer
By giving others centre stage to express their feelings and vulnerabilities, u emphasise with their suffering and ur vitality increases. Others appreciate your intuitive, loving  nature
By expressing ur gifts for emotional perception in a way that serves others, u realised that ur best security rests in caring for those outside urself.

Soul
Alas, I know. Now letting go of Ace of Diamonds to be Queen of Diamonds. Need not focus too much on my self.

Another new thing. I m surprised I choose juice over coffee.

Moon in Taurus
U associate having a strong financial base with emotional stability and ease. Because u r accustomed to accumulation, u can have a difficult time letting go of anything, even things that are holding u back. This can impede the flow of money coming into ur life.

Soul
True. Need to work on this. Z has helped me to know financial security is not emotional security.

Moon in Taurus
Money and going with the flow
U can have a strong fear of losing ur material security that u actually create a poverty consciousness in ur life, feeling that resources are limited and that u must be very careful how u spend every money

Ur lesson is to learn to trust the universe and be open to the flow of money coming in and out of ur life. U can do this by not focusing so intensely on ur financial restrictions and by simply being open to the universe blessing u with prosperity.
The idea is to focus ur creative mind less on financial worry and more on visualising the universe pouring money on u and ur joyful appreciation.


Soul
With my lunar in Taurus, money is stable. But my romantic rship is not. That's why I hold on to Z cos I tot he is my last hope. Anyway, next year is Ace of Hearts, new love will come in second half of this year. Amen.

Yea, to do Kapalvriksha.