No longer need the pleasure of good food

Apr 24 eve
Father, something changed in me. There was no mental drama at all on the email interactions. I can't stop them. But I can stop myself from reacting. And the beauty is there is no reaction.

Two more days and it will be full month since the change if diet. I did have dreams of eating chicken. But somehow I don't want to eat. My tots were on my organs and not on my mouth. Yesterday lunch was very expensive and the seafood dishes taste good but I don't find the pleasure as before. It no longer makes me happy as before. The old me would have raved about it. The new me tot there is no happiness in eating good food. Something in me really has changed.

Osho - Upanishad
Sitting near a master is an art. Listening is very easy, sitting near him is difficult.
The word Upanishad means that which one attains to by sitting near the master - simply by sitting near him, by coming closer to him, by surrendering to him, being a nothingness near him, forgetting oneself near him.
Infact what that is why what the master says is not important as what he is, because what he says is heard, but what he is, is received by sitting near him.

Soul
Exactly what Sadhguru said. No wonder he created Sathsang. And he didn't author books. He said he only speaks so we could sit with him.
For me, the most difficult part was to be near him. I couldn't even watch his videos.
Anyway, after 4 years, I finally overcomes my fear of him. Now I can watch his videos in my room. I can sit comfortably in Dhynalinga.