Ace of Clubs - truly a year of new beginnings

Mar 22

Just completed the article on me finally accepting my path of being alone. Finally no longer judged myself for having to be alone. It may seem unfair but it is my past life karma as I was too much in heavy bonding and now need to be alone before I can be safe to bond with another. All the failed relationships was a blessing as I was not truly myself yet. I haven't found and lived on my true values.
I am nearly there. By age 48 in July, I will be having my new lovely condo, having my sadhana room and living on my own. All these items which were being pushed back cos I was waiting for my partner to give me.

Now one last thing..what is the right career for me.

In early 2012, my company was facing a major downturn and I jumped ship to my sister company on an expanding mode. I jumped out partly out of fear of losing financial security and also my craving for excitement in facing and overcoming new challenges, feeling ego-proud cos managing 2 companies and also finally got a CEO that I can be proud of, a Ten of Diamonds.
Alas he was my karma cousin, Six of Hearts.
I was so overwhelmed in terms of the time spent at work, could barely wake up to do my sadhana. WIthout the sadhana, my energy level gone down which further compounded my emotional stability.

Now in mid 2015 again I am facing such circumstances. Now I don't want to jump ship out of fear, out of past craving for excitement. I no longer want to create drama in my life. I know I don't want massive hours on work and I know I don't need massive money to stay comfortable. Even with the purchase of new condo, financial commitment remains the same as car loan ending just in time. I don't want my life to be driven by fear or by the past.

So, in mid 2012, i was also hoping to get support from Z but alas he broke up with me. Thats when I decide to quit as since I am not getting love from him, I can't give unhappiness to myself by continuing to work in such hectic environment that takes me away from my joyful sadhana.

Uranus period..unexpected development..and Ten of Spades come in Destiny
In Uranus Ruling, it is Ten of Diamonds and Six of Hearts, both former boss E's Ruling and Destiny card.

Now looking my Ruling card..which now reflect the inner transformation whereas Destiny reflects the outer movement.

2014/15 Ruling

Long Range
Ace of Clubs
U will have strong desire for knowledge of some kinds and that new plans, ideas and form of communication could have a major impact on u. U may throw urself into some new educational pursuit or some other Mercury-ruled activity such as writing, speaking or teaching. U may purchase a new computer or be exposed to some advanced system of knowledge. This will probably mean that u begin some new job as well.  This is a powerful indicator of new beginnings in many areas of ur life.


Pluto
Queen of Spades
Somehow connected to ur result card you are attempting to develop a sense of mastery from within, a greater level of organisational ability or both. Self mastery comes from inner knowledge and self control. It is knowing u can have everything u want, not by changing the world but by changing yourself.

Result
Nine of Clubs
Much of ur challenges is to let go of outworn ideas, projects, plans or way of communicating. This is a year of completion that may at times seem like disappointing endings.
The Nine of Clubs says that u are completing a major chapter in ur life and it is time to move on to greener pastures. Be open to spiritual wisdom in all forms, as this will help make change easier.

Displacement
Six of Clubs
This card can have a powerful and positive effects on ur career and work. This could be the year that u become much better known or recognised for ur contribution.
This could be a vital time to devote some of ur resources to advertising or to getting into the media because success in these areas is almost certain. All in all, this should be a hallmark year where work is concerned.

Finally this card points to a need for more focus on one's purpose in life. This could be a year when circumstances cause u to reflect on ur life and make a sincere effort to finding the path best for u. Once that path is found, u are obligated on a spiritual level to follow it to the best of ur ability, regardless of external circumstances.
Following the path u have set for urself or just finding path that is meant for u, may be one the significant challenge of this year.

Soul
Just 3 months to go to end of my 2015 year..everything is in accordance with the cards.
Next week..will see..