I am the happiest single corporate exec female

Mar 20

Woke up at 7 am.

Looks like the major customer most likely will go especially since they decide to farm out the main project.

This morning I told Akash, what will be will be. I just go with the flow. The right thing will come to me. I m no longer choosing not resisting. The past with Z and now the purchase and loan on the new condo taught me that.
If it not meant to be, it won't happen despite my best effort or perseverance.
 If it is meant to be, it will come to me without any effort.

Also knowing that my path is to be happily alone meant that at the very least I need to walk alone. My issue is not in rship as I easily surrender to my partner.  My issue is in being alone.
To the world and to me eons ago, others and I see myself as independent single lady; don't need a partner to give me anything. Alas hidden within is a needy single yearning for the right partner to give her; now that is flushed out, I m truly an independent single lady, giving myself everything that I need.

Just like my journey of happy go lucky.
Yesterday I heard a comment that single corporate lady is the worst person to deal with. I told my boss and colleague that it's very judgemental.
They both said it is true. They then tell me that they have never seen a happy single corporate lady like me. My boss even said that I m the happiest single corporate lady that she knows and she met many people. So I m going in that direction.