Finally overcoming my Seven of Hearts - my past childhood misguided interpretation

Aug 10 eve 3

The Secret of Shambhala
The key is to make sure ur mind is focused on the positive path of ur life, not on some fearful expectation.
If we make sure we stay in a state of conscious alertness for the next synchronicity, our minds stay on the positive and off our fear and doubt.
By using the force of our expectations, we can bring forth the process of synchronicity more frequently. But we have to stay alert for the whole process, beginning with the next intuition.

The First Extension
Connecting with the energy and letting it flow through u.
Visualising that the energy forms a field of energy that flows ahead of u wherever u go.

Second Extension
Setting ur field of energy so that it enhance ur life flow. U do this by staying ever alert and expectant.

The Third Extension
Setting ur prayer-field to go out and increase the energy and vibrational levels of others. When ur prayer field reaches other people in this way, they feel a hit of spiritual energy, clarity, intuition.

Soul
I can do with others. But I didn't practice it on Z. Or perhaps I did cos he recovered from his depression. While he opened me up; I too helped him to open up. We are just not meant for each other. I can see he still has rship issue that he needs to work on. He can't 'suffer' to learn with me. Whereas my issue on money is gone, so I need not suffer with him.
Father, I can't teach him anymore cos my rship issue is over.

Father, all these are so great. So timely and everything comes after I decided on Samyama and deletion of Z's contact.

The secret of Shambhala
When u see someone who even slightly resembles someone who has done u wrong, the tendency is to expect that person to be the same way.
We must all get beyond expectations dictated by our past experiences.

Today I can feel loving to my brother, Nine of Hearts.  This is a true transformation. All past is gone.

Father, I was reliving betrayal in rship cos that was my misguided interpretation as a child. The truth is my family members love me. I was hurt when they did what they did. But they didnt do it because they don't love me. In actual fact, they do love me.

All my negative expectation on my romantic partner were on past that were not true. I now let go of the source. The truth is I m truly lovable cos I m joyous. Amen.