Aug 20 eve
Feeling tired.
Been a long day and also the buffet at work didnt help. Truly food does not support.
Didnt do my evening practices.
Received some information on Z and wife today. I was able to share with a friend. I was told that Z's wife is completely different than me.
Mind wanted to go into negative tots. I remind myself not to go into psychological mode. Stay in existential mode.
Osho - razor edge
Be sincere and truthful, and ur joy will know no bounds.
Allow that which is dying; help it to die - the sooner it dies the better. Then whatever remains will be ur innocence - the individuality that u had brought into the world, but which the world corrupted.
Soul
Tot of my personality with Z. I was wounded and now i n healed. Allow it to die. I m single. I m back again. I know I will love again.
Osho - razor edge
When too much love descends upon u, its very intensity appears like pain.
Anything which you are unprepared for - it may be bliss, it may be joy - will be so intense in the beginning that it will tend to appear just like pain.
When love comes to u without asking, from a source u never expected, never tot of, never hoped for, u never had the idea that u deserve it or u r worthy of it .., the whole ocean pours into ur heart. It feels as if u r bursting, dying. It is immensely painful. But at the same time u can feel the distinction. It is very close to pain but it is not pain.
Ur mind interpret as pain whereas ur being feels gratitude.
Soul
When I first connected to Dhynalinga back in Dec 2012 after4 years. I recalled I was in such pain. As if all my suffering overflow. Then joy arise and I laugh loads. I can see Dhynalinga with much love now.
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