Finally expressing my beliefs to my family

Sept 4 eve
This morning after my practices I shared about my thankfulness to mom for allowing us to have cosmopolitan religion. I feel proud of our family.
Just now sister just msg and said all path is not the same. She claimed her Christianity is the True path.
This time I expressed my view on religion and children. I also tell her that while we are happy for her; we are not happy when she try to convert us. She then continue to said about Jesus. I told her don't preach, just be our sister.
Father, this is the second time that I opened up. Yesterday night my comment on second sister and today on first sister.
Truly learning to express myself.

Father, looks like my menses is no more. My menopause just came. Not sure but mom said she had menopause at 46, that's my age now. Feel liberated, for sure I can't have children so no more issue. And no more birth control pills. Hurray.

Today reviewed 8 of my stories in volume 4. It will cost me a fair bit to get it proofread. Not sure to give P and G. P is very good, perhaps should give her.
But G is more well versed on my story, so tot of her too. Lets see. For now I just want to  review volume 4 to close the chapter on my past.

Osho - razor edge
One never knows when the right time comes. And by the right time I mean the vulnerability, the openness, when u r ready to receive, when u are not afraid, when u drop all ur defences.

Soul
Yea. I never knew that being with Dhynalinga was so fulfilling. So much love. I never knew I can love Dhynalinga. I recalled Sadhguru says that only when u r defensive, u can't open to Dhynalinga. Well, it took me four and half years to open up to Dhynalinga. I was ready to receive back then in Dec 2012 and the experience deepened in July 2013 and I m going back to feel Dhynalinga in Nov 2013. Truly looking forward to it.

Suddenly tot now should be a right time to read Mystic Musings since I already accepted Sadhguru and Dhynalinga. It would be then my third reading.

Osho - razor edge
Once u have experienced something of the beyond, u cannot fall back. Nature has a certain law: u can only go forward, not backward. Nature has not put any reverse fear in ur consciousness.

Soul
I want to focus on deepening my Silence.
Father, love U. Thanks so much for sending Sadhguru to me.