Osho - Psychotheraphy may help u accept ur wounds, but can't heal u

Jul 31
Father, woke up 7.30 am on a dream. Bit groggy but a good cold shower clears off. Lovely Surya kriya. I went in deep. Towards the end I was singing love songs.
Breathing was not great. I seems to have lost it. Tot I should go back for my Refresher Samyama. Kailash is really expensive and not sure its worth the value.
Shakti was great. I went in deep. Kapala Bhakti improving and I didn't take any rest. Shambavi was good too. Couldnt get in arasidharna Silence in the end. Just feel contented. A tot came my website to be in my passion. Let my creativity and energy shines through.

Was updating my blog and saw this from Osho.

Psychotherapy may help u to accept ur wounds, but they can't heal. Healing comes when u r no longer attached to the mind. When u r disconnected, unidentified, absolutely untethered, when the bondage is finished, then healing happens.
Mind is only ur circumference, not ur center.

Soul
Natal Chart helps me to understand my wound.
 But only meditation can heal me.

I am feeling restless and irritable. Guess I m angry at myself over Z. Feeling restless. Something need to happen. This past cannot continue further.

Five of Diamonds
It signal a time when u will undergo a change in values. If our values or what we really want from life changes, it is likely many other changes will occur.
Today is Mars day. U r feeling energetic and competitive.

Soul
Yes, I truly need to release the past. I no longer trust myself on Z. I still can't manage my mind yet.

Sadhguru in FB
If u try to give up something it will rule ur life. But if u find something deeper in life, the less significant just fall off.

Soul
It is true. I tot I die if I lose meat. Here I can now give up meat without drama when I focus on my health. Knowing that meat is also not supporting my yoga practices.
It is time now to let go of Z. Mind said I can't do it. But do it I must. Life has to go on,  I have to move on.
Dilemma in my mind on whether to delete Z's contact from my phone. I watched the dilemma and asked myself whether by keeping Z contact I m helping or hurting myself.
I checked into his whatsapp contact and saw his new pix. Anger comes in and I just delete his contact.
It's over. No more going back. It is time. A sense of relief comes.
Now alas anger is gone. A good start.
No wonder Five of Diamonds in Mars. The anger give me the push to change, to delete him.