Allowing friends and myself to be ourselves

Jul 30 aft
I think is time to give my mind new memories. Otherwise it will keep on replaying old ones on Z.
I want to do my Top 5 passions once more.

Just back from lunch with friends. Somehow I just don't feel like talking. I was not interested. They may think I m no longer my talkative self. But I m comfortable being silent. Besides I learned if got nothing positive to contribute, just be silent.
The old me would have felt bit slighted that I m not the preferred choice of friend. But I m no longer the old me. P and I started our journey many eons ago and along the way I took a different path. She is still the same, enjoying her life. She looks good. Me, went thru up and down but I have grown. No longer the same. And our common interest for good food has waned since I no longer eat meat. Food is no longer my priority. Guess we both lost our common ground.

 The same with M, we lost each other. I can't continue to be the old me. I can no longer talk to her like before as we are on different wave length

Today I have my 7thunder card
Seven of Hearts
The spiritual love card
This card promises much success in love if u try a new approach and adopt a more selfless or unattached attitude. If we can allow others to be who they are and not place so much demands upon them, we not only become more aware of their true personalities but also we allow ourself the freedom to be just who we are and experience just how it feels to be free of fear and attachment.

Soul
Yea. Allow P and M to be themselves. We need not change myself to suit each other.