Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Lingering doubts hanging on

Jul 26

Father, today I woke up, feeling tired. So, I decided to skip hata and tot to do meditation. Still no reply from E and the reply from S was curt. I felt like torn between two lovers. Or rather one is husband, the other is lover.

I would like to stay in new company but not at the hours they wants. If they can give me just Pricing and Legal and Client Reporting for a 3 days job, I am fine. But I would then have to drop old company. I cannot do both.

I just emailed to E. Yea, that's true. I want new company but on 3 days term. I also want to do only one company. Then I have my dream of 3 day job and have my desire of mental stimulation, growth and good food.

Then the 2 days I can do my own stuff.

It really doesn't matter what I do as long as I got my off-days, my dream of 3 days job.







No comments:

Post a Comment