Opening Isha to my family members

Jul 17
Father, I woke up feeling ok, before alarm rang. Then mind say not so willing. I ignored it because body was fine and so I did my practices. There was no dozing off after hata or meditation, so I complete by 6.30 am - 2 and half hour.

One of the thing I learned is to ignore my mind. I no longer listen to it every time.

Father, for the first time after 4 years, I am inviting my family to Isha. I also sold my first ticket. The dam has been released. I never wanted Sadhguru to be here cos I plan to avoid him all my life. He is a danger to me, someone that can transform me without my control. Alas he is coming.
My heart is clear now.

Also yesterday, I just discovered wrongly calculate tax and now have 10k to spare. But I think that's to do renovation.

External influence
Conditioning
Unless u drop ur personality u will not be able to find ur individuality. Individuality is given by existence; personality is imposed by the society.

Soul
I opened up to my family on Isha. Inviting them to Sadhguru's event. I sold the first ticket to J. What a change.
I guess I was also going thru the changes. I am going to do what I like, which is promoting Isha. I don't like the volunteering part.

What is needed for resolution
Understanding
Just drop clinging to this cage, move out of the cage and the whole sky is urs. Open ur wings and fly across the sun like an eagle.
The small bird is spreading its wings, ready to take flight for the very first time.

Father, suddenly tot of my Mercury - Five of Hearts
I am changing my mode of relationship with my family. For the first time I am giving instead of receiving. I gained so much, expanded so much but I never shared with them. Alas, it is time to do so.
All this towards the ending of my corporate life.