Jul 23 Eve
Father, suddenly I have an A Ha moment. E is like M, my ex-boss, a workaholic.
I didn't want to see it but now I do.
It is a choice for me now.
I don't blame him. He is just being himself. Why am I meeting workaholic again? The last time I followed a workaholic and got RA. I followed him for nearly a year.
I really don't want to wait till year end.
Five of Heart / Six of Diamond
This period could be marked by sudden changes in feelings or a sudden move away from loved ones. Travel, separations and changes could bring emotional turmoil and insecurity during this period.
Soul
I have feelings for my career. But I know I don't want to work for a workaholic. I did it once.
Father, I called V and can't get him. Then I called Z and he got me more worried when he shared his financials. He then says I need not worry cos we r not in committed relationship, we r ships that passed by the night and etc. And he is not giving me money monthly, so I need not worry. I got angry and I hang up on him with an abrupt good bye.
Then I cried. I am all alone. I need to face this.
I then msg him: When I m sad, not only u don't give TLC. U just make me sadder :(
I don't know where we ends up. At least he knows how he shows up in rship.
(Aug 20 - This message of mine make him feel helpless. His talk was just to cheer me up, to reduce my fear. Alas it backfires. Now I understand why he initiated for the break up as I make him feel helpless.)
Ruling Card
Ace of Diamonds is ur Environment Card
This will be a year when new beginnings, both in ur work and in other financial enterprises, will bring many blessings and good fortune to u. This would be an ideal influence for starting a new business or even a new personal relationship. Because this is a year of beginnings as far as ur values are concerned, u may find that u r starting over in many important areas in ur life, areas that will ultimately bring u more joy and contentment. Rest assured that any opportunities for new money making enterprises, new jobs or financial deals will be good for u and bring u greater success.
The Ace of Diamonds is ur Displacement Card
This year could be one in which u experienced some amount of financial limitation, whether real or imagined. A desire for more on the material plane could motivate u into new enterprises or directions or it could just prove to be a nagging feeling of not having enough.
New jobs or money-making ventures may take more effort than u expected and u may feel that all u do is work, work, work. A restless urge may overtake u and inspire u to take a trip or even move to a new location.
Soul
To remember the benefits, to overlook the price. Learn from Z.
All in all, u will need to pay more attention to ur work or financial situation and put in a little extra effort to guarantee that everything works right in ur life.
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