Sept 14 Eve
Composite North Node in Pisces
This relationship can help you both learn how to "let go and let God".
Creating a pathway that is in alignment with events as they are unfolding can help both of u to become less judgemental, more flexible and help u surrender to the flow of unconditional love.
Aim for: Understanding and forgiveness; trusting that a Higher Power is in charge; experiencing joy and bliss; letting other people be themselves, accepting that which u cannot change.
Soul
I am learning all that....
Composite North Node in Pisces
The key to maximising the potential in this partnership is to recognise and remain aware that it offers the special opportunity to experience the joys and benefits of a relationship with someone who can also be ur best friend.
U create plenty of energy to work together toward humanitarian goals. The shared dream of benefiting others energises u both.
If a conflict should arise, treat each other as an equal and ask for their input as a friend. Brainstorm with them in order to see the situation more objectively.
Be interested in what is best for them, and encourage them in realising their own life dreams.
Friday, September 30, 2011
Meditation - raise your vibration positively
Sept 14 Aft
Father, I can quit from corporate world when I have 500k in cash, that will take me another 5 years. When I make a windfall from stock market, may reduce it to 4 years. But on the other hand, I am not sure what to do after got freedom. Never mind, just focus on having financial abundance.
I am now at ease with my trip to India. According to M, in Pancha Bhuta Aradhana, they will give us a thread bracelet that has been initiated to remove fear and doubt. Coincidentally, I have been looking to replace my bracelet.
Pancha Bhuta Aradhana
To purify the five elements within the human system. It stabilises body and mind and is particularly beneficial for those suffering from physical ailment, psychological instabilities, a constant state of fear and etc. It is also supportive for the fulfillment of one's ambitions.
Soul
Exactly right for me. Father, U have always delivered tools that I asked for. As for the Pancha, Sadhguru's tools are always effective and it works. So, I will go. Amen.
(Sept 30 - didn't go as the timing is not right. Anyway, I already got my 'outlet', Isha here..need not go to ashram.
Ask and It is Given
If u r really out of sync; in other words, if u can really feel that u r not in a good-feeling place, then a more soothing process that we would recommend would be that of Meditation. Because when u quiet ur mind, u stop tot, and when u stop tot, ur vibration automatically rises.
Father, I can quit from corporate world when I have 500k in cash, that will take me another 5 years. When I make a windfall from stock market, may reduce it to 4 years. But on the other hand, I am not sure what to do after got freedom. Never mind, just focus on having financial abundance.
I am now at ease with my trip to India. According to M, in Pancha Bhuta Aradhana, they will give us a thread bracelet that has been initiated to remove fear and doubt. Coincidentally, I have been looking to replace my bracelet.
Pancha Bhuta Aradhana
To purify the five elements within the human system. It stabilises body and mind and is particularly beneficial for those suffering from physical ailment, psychological instabilities, a constant state of fear and etc. It is also supportive for the fulfillment of one's ambitions.
Soul
Exactly right for me. Father, U have always delivered tools that I asked for. As for the Pancha, Sadhguru's tools are always effective and it works. So, I will go. Amen.
(Sept 30 - didn't go as the timing is not right. Anyway, I already got my 'outlet', Isha here..need not go to ashram.
Ask and It is Given
If u r really out of sync; in other words, if u can really feel that u r not in a good-feeling place, then a more soothing process that we would recommend would be that of Meditation. Because when u quiet ur mind, u stop tot, and when u stop tot, ur vibration automatically rises.
Seven of Spades - trust
Sept 14
Father, everytime I talked to SL, I become appreciative of Z. I have always lamented that it is so suffering that I love a man that doesn't love me. Now I know its worse loving a man that is only using u. Now I know why she is my Environment supporting me in facing my Pluto, Seven of Spades.
1. The Issue
Comparison
Comparison brings inferiority, superiority. When u don't compare, all inferiority, all superiority, disappears. Then u r, u r simply there.
There will always be somebody who is better than u, or apparently happier than u. And conversely, there will always be those who are less than u in all these ways.
The way to find out who u r, is not by comparing urself with others, but by looking to see whether u r fulfilling ur own potential in the best way u know how.
Soul
Reading the cards tells me that I am on the right track with Z.
2. Internal influence that u r unable to see
The Fool
A fool is one who goes on trusting; a fool is one who goes on trusting against all his experiences.
Go on cleaning ur mind continuously; go on dying to the past so u remain in the present, here now, as if just born, just a babe.
If u trust ur intuition right now, ur feeling of 'rightness' of things, u cannot go wrong. Ur actions may appear 'foolish' to others, or even to urself if u try to analyse them with the rational mind.
But the 'zero' place occupied by the Fool is the numberless number where trust and innocence are the guides, not skepticism and past experience.
Soul
I want to bond with him. It is just time. I want to bond even when he told me it would end. I just want to be here Now and enjoy myself.
And I knew he is my Moon.
3. External influence of which u r aware
Adventure
Truth has nothing to do with the past. Truth is radical, personal realisation. U have to come to it. Insecurity is the only way to grow, to face danger is the only way to grow, to accept the challenge of the unknown is the only way to grow.
When we move into the new and unknown with the trusting spirit of a child, innocent and open and vulnerable, even the smallest things of life can become the greatest adventures.
4. What is needed for resolution
Playfulness
The moment u start seeing life as non-serious, a playfulness, all the burden on ur heart disappears. All the fear of death, of life, of love - everything disappears.
One start living with a very light weight or almost no weight.
When the page of fire enters ur life, u r ready for the fresh and the new. Something wonderful is just on the horizon, and u have just the right quality of playful innocence and clarity to welcome it with open arms.
5. Resolution
Politics
Father, everytime I talked to SL, I become appreciative of Z. I have always lamented that it is so suffering that I love a man that doesn't love me. Now I know its worse loving a man that is only using u. Now I know why she is my Environment supporting me in facing my Pluto, Seven of Spades.
1. The Issue
Comparison
Comparison brings inferiority, superiority. When u don't compare, all inferiority, all superiority, disappears. Then u r, u r simply there.
There will always be somebody who is better than u, or apparently happier than u. And conversely, there will always be those who are less than u in all these ways.
The way to find out who u r, is not by comparing urself with others, but by looking to see whether u r fulfilling ur own potential in the best way u know how.
Soul
Reading the cards tells me that I am on the right track with Z.
2. Internal influence that u r unable to see
The Fool
A fool is one who goes on trusting; a fool is one who goes on trusting against all his experiences.
Go on cleaning ur mind continuously; go on dying to the past so u remain in the present, here now, as if just born, just a babe.
If u trust ur intuition right now, ur feeling of 'rightness' of things, u cannot go wrong. Ur actions may appear 'foolish' to others, or even to urself if u try to analyse them with the rational mind.
But the 'zero' place occupied by the Fool is the numberless number where trust and innocence are the guides, not skepticism and past experience.
Soul
I want to bond with him. It is just time. I want to bond even when he told me it would end. I just want to be here Now and enjoy myself.
And I knew he is my Moon.
3. External influence of which u r aware
Adventure
Truth has nothing to do with the past. Truth is radical, personal realisation. U have to come to it. Insecurity is the only way to grow, to face danger is the only way to grow, to accept the challenge of the unknown is the only way to grow.
When we move into the new and unknown with the trusting spirit of a child, innocent and open and vulnerable, even the smallest things of life can become the greatest adventures.
4. What is needed for resolution
Playfulness
The moment u start seeing life as non-serious, a playfulness, all the burden on ur heart disappears. All the fear of death, of life, of love - everything disappears.
One start living with a very light weight or almost no weight.
When the page of fire enters ur life, u r ready for the fresh and the new. Something wonderful is just on the horizon, and u have just the right quality of playful innocence and clarity to welcome it with open arms.
5. Resolution
Politics
North Node - Lesson from Z - soul mate relationship
Sept 13 Aft
Father, all the drama in my mind over new division is nothing. Once I decided I don't need E's validation, I calmed down. Now, I realised there is no revert from him after I told him that we cannot cope.
Sept 13 Eve
Cosmic Love
Z is in my 8th house
Soul Mate Relationship - bring an increased awareness of the value and needs of others into ur personality.
When this is a union between mates, the sexual aspect is always blessed with a depth of emotion that makes the relationship a source of well-being on all levels. They are bringing u the gift of understanding that sex can be a pathway to deep emotional bonding and mutual nurturing.
They won't let u get away with old self-defeating behaviours u may have around relationships. They see past any unconscious blocks and will not acknowledge any barriers to joining with u - they just keep moving forward.
T and M.
This person may give u their gift in a backhanded way - ie they may teach u how to bond by withholding the bond u seek. For instance, if u have had problems with enmeshment and co-dependency in a past life, this person may help u learn to bond correctly by refusing to bond with u in any way that would reinforce these unhealthy experiences - a gift that releases u from the karmic pattern of not having appropriate boundaries.
Soul
So true. I wanted bonding and he didn't and we broke off. Then he tot I am fine, he asked for us to start back and this time I can stand on my own.
Best approach
To always begin with "I think it would be good for us to ..." or "We need ... ", u will trigger the best in them and they are likely to be receptive.
Soul
Not sure about this. I can only remember one time, when I said I am responsible for my body and its outcome from our union. He corrected me and said "We are responsible".
Best approach
As u discover that there are things that are important to u that ur partner doesn't value, their influence teaches u to take care of those needs on ur own. In fact, part of having a healthy Soul Mate relationship has to do with getting ur own needs fulfilled rather than expecting ur partner to meet all ur needs all of the time.
Soul
I valued yoga and meditation and he doesn't. So, I need to ensure I take care of it. I am into Isha, he is not so and I just go on my own
As for my writing, he is not interested and I excluded him.
Aiyah..lots of my things he is not keen....Luckily I am independent.
Past life influences
In past, they were responsible for forcing u to become self-reliant in a way that was not healthy for u and deprived u of the experience of being in a bonded, mutually empowering relationship.
This resulted in a psychic surgery that create an exaggeration of self-sufficiency due to ur fear of trusting a bond with another.
The first time u meet this person, u may feel a tremendous desire combined with deep mistrust. But when u see their willingness to share everything with u so freely, u could come overly excited, blindly accept the bond that had been denied u for so long and just begin living ur life with them.
The challenge is to slow down and determine how their values and goals actually fit what is important to u. Then u can make good decisions that can help u build successful results that are mutually satisfying.
Once u have received their gift and reclaimed ur ability to merge with another in ways that revitalise and empower u, u can continue building with them - if ur values are compatible or go out on ur own.
Either way u will have gained an awareness of ur ability to do what u truly value in the world and have a whole new level of energy, self-confidence, and determination.
Z is my 8th house - gift of soul mate bonding
Me is in Z's 1st house - gift of independence.
This is a unique situation where as a couple they were learning how to be in a committed relationship without losing their individuality - and their personal astrological charts showed that each of them was challenged with learning this lesson. They had subs consciously attracted each other when they were ready, so they both could master it.
As Z accepts my gift and allow me to help him recognise that he can do things on his own, Z's demonstration motivates me to actively begin exploring my independence and pursuing my own talents. In this way, we both empower each other to evolve into the full expression of ur own unique potential.
Father, all the drama in my mind over new division is nothing. Once I decided I don't need E's validation, I calmed down. Now, I realised there is no revert from him after I told him that we cannot cope.
Sept 13 Eve
Cosmic Love
Z is in my 8th house
Soul Mate Relationship - bring an increased awareness of the value and needs of others into ur personality.
When this is a union between mates, the sexual aspect is always blessed with a depth of emotion that makes the relationship a source of well-being on all levels. They are bringing u the gift of understanding that sex can be a pathway to deep emotional bonding and mutual nurturing.
They won't let u get away with old self-defeating behaviours u may have around relationships. They see past any unconscious blocks and will not acknowledge any barriers to joining with u - they just keep moving forward.
T and M.
This person may give u their gift in a backhanded way - ie they may teach u how to bond by withholding the bond u seek. For instance, if u have had problems with enmeshment and co-dependency in a past life, this person may help u learn to bond correctly by refusing to bond with u in any way that would reinforce these unhealthy experiences - a gift that releases u from the karmic pattern of not having appropriate boundaries.
Soul
So true. I wanted bonding and he didn't and we broke off. Then he tot I am fine, he asked for us to start back and this time I can stand on my own.
Best approach
To always begin with "I think it would be good for us to ..." or "We need ... ", u will trigger the best in them and they are likely to be receptive.
Soul
Not sure about this. I can only remember one time, when I said I am responsible for my body and its outcome from our union. He corrected me and said "We are responsible".
Best approach
As u discover that there are things that are important to u that ur partner doesn't value, their influence teaches u to take care of those needs on ur own. In fact, part of having a healthy Soul Mate relationship has to do with getting ur own needs fulfilled rather than expecting ur partner to meet all ur needs all of the time.
Soul
I valued yoga and meditation and he doesn't. So, I need to ensure I take care of it. I am into Isha, he is not so and I just go on my own
As for my writing, he is not interested and I excluded him.
Aiyah..lots of my things he is not keen....Luckily I am independent.
Past life influences
In past, they were responsible for forcing u to become self-reliant in a way that was not healthy for u and deprived u of the experience of being in a bonded, mutually empowering relationship.
This resulted in a psychic surgery that create an exaggeration of self-sufficiency due to ur fear of trusting a bond with another.
The first time u meet this person, u may feel a tremendous desire combined with deep mistrust. But when u see their willingness to share everything with u so freely, u could come overly excited, blindly accept the bond that had been denied u for so long and just begin living ur life with them.
The challenge is to slow down and determine how their values and goals actually fit what is important to u. Then u can make good decisions that can help u build successful results that are mutually satisfying.
Once u have received their gift and reclaimed ur ability to merge with another in ways that revitalise and empower u, u can continue building with them - if ur values are compatible or go out on ur own.
Either way u will have gained an awareness of ur ability to do what u truly value in the world and have a whole new level of energy, self-confidence, and determination.
Z is my 8th house - gift of soul mate bonding
Me is in Z's 1st house - gift of independence.
This is a unique situation where as a couple they were learning how to be in a committed relationship without losing their individuality - and their personal astrological charts showed that each of them was challenged with learning this lesson. They had subs consciously attracted each other when they were ready, so they both could master it.
As Z accepts my gift and allow me to help him recognise that he can do things on his own, Z's demonstration motivates me to actively begin exploring my independence and pursuing my own talents. In this way, we both empower each other to evolve into the full expression of ur own unique potential.
Monday, September 26, 2011
What I want...and will be given
Sept 13
Z - seeking approval from everyone
Me - seeking validation from specific persons
For Z, seeking approval from everyone is by credential like watch/clothes, car, house, degree, being good husband and father in marriage and etc. His credential was dented by his divorce. As long as he thinks he looks good, he is fine.
For me, I used to seek validation from job, and from partner and sometimes close friends. I am not bothered by general public. Guess that's why I suffered acutely when validation is affected.
Father, the more I read and know Z, I can now see him being my mirror.
On my North Node, I used to wait for my partner to fulfill my dream but it didn't happen. Now I found my partner, I know it can't and besides he should be focusing on his dreams. So, I have to earn my dreams, just like what Natal chart says.
Ask and It is Given
Creative Workshop Process
1. My Body
2. My Home
3. My Relationships
4. My Work
1. My Body
I want my arms to be smaller and toned as it is now out of proportion and I like wearing sleveless tops.
I want my face to look toned because I can then look good on photos.
I want my skin to be silky smooth so my partner and me can feel the pleasure in touching my body.
I want my weight maintained at 53 kg because I will look good in most clothes
I want my joints to be fine so I can walk and run as long as I want to.
My Home
1. I want to have a functional bathroom in my room so that Z and I can take shower in my room.
2. I want a good bed with soft bed sheet so that Z and I can spend lovely time on my bed
3. I want to have a new couch as the current one is too worn out.
4. I want to have a maid so that house is clean up.
5. I want a room to be my meditation room, to hold my books, to do my work.
My Relationships
1. I want my relationship with Z to flourish as we are good for each other.
2. I want my relationship with Z to expand physically and I want us to be known to our friends and family because we can both commit.
3. I want colleagues and boss that I can respect and deliberate.
My Work
1. I want a job that let me grow, allow me to show my strength and self-expression.
2. I want a 4 days job that gives me good pay so I have financial security and do my personal business.
3. I want to have my own business of self discovery. I want my website to flourish as it is helpful to people. It is also helpful to me as an outlet for self-expression and for me to share knowledge and experience.
4. I want to be a speaker as I am charismatic and can influence people to initiate transformation in their life.
5. I want Isha to grow as it is a good platform for spiritual development. It is also helpful to me as a mode of services to keep to my values.
Z - seeking approval from everyone
Me - seeking validation from specific persons
For Z, seeking approval from everyone is by credential like watch/clothes, car, house, degree, being good husband and father in marriage and etc. His credential was dented by his divorce. As long as he thinks he looks good, he is fine.
For me, I used to seek validation from job, and from partner and sometimes close friends. I am not bothered by general public. Guess that's why I suffered acutely when validation is affected.
Father, the more I read and know Z, I can now see him being my mirror.
On my North Node, I used to wait for my partner to fulfill my dream but it didn't happen. Now I found my partner, I know it can't and besides he should be focusing on his dreams. So, I have to earn my dreams, just like what Natal chart says.
Ask and It is Given
Creative Workshop Process
1. My Body
2. My Home
3. My Relationships
4. My Work
1. My Body
I want my arms to be smaller and toned as it is now out of proportion and I like wearing sleveless tops.
I want my face to look toned because I can then look good on photos.
I want my skin to be silky smooth so my partner and me can feel the pleasure in touching my body.
I want my weight maintained at 53 kg because I will look good in most clothes
I want my joints to be fine so I can walk and run as long as I want to.
My Home
1. I want to have a functional bathroom in my room so that Z and I can take shower in my room.
2. I want a good bed with soft bed sheet so that Z and I can spend lovely time on my bed
3. I want to have a new couch as the current one is too worn out.
4. I want to have a maid so that house is clean up.
5. I want a room to be my meditation room, to hold my books, to do my work.
My Relationships
1. I want my relationship with Z to flourish as we are good for each other.
2. I want my relationship with Z to expand physically and I want us to be known to our friends and family because we can both commit.
3. I want colleagues and boss that I can respect and deliberate.
My Work
1. I want a job that let me grow, allow me to show my strength and self-expression.
2. I want a 4 days job that gives me good pay so I have financial security and do my personal business.
3. I want to have my own business of self discovery. I want my website to flourish as it is helpful to people. It is also helpful to me as an outlet for self-expression and for me to share knowledge and experience.
4. I want to be a speaker as I am charismatic and can influence people to initiate transformation in their life.
5. I want Isha to grow as it is a good platform for spiritual development. It is also helpful to me as a mode of services to keep to my values.
North Node in Taurus (2)
Sept 12 Eve
North Node in Taurus.
Soul Mate
When they no longer need another person to make them feel whole, only then they will attract the right life partner.
At times they feel acutely lonely, aching for their mate. They long for the comfort of consistent, dependable companionship and this is a lifetime where loyal companionship is their birthright. But as with everything else, they must earn it.
As they work to experience of their own wholeness and direction and become a powerful river in their own right, they can merge with another powerful river that is going in the same direction and together they flow to the sea.
They need to be able to maintain their own psychic energy field as a separate entity before they attempt to bond with another.
Establishing boundaries that support their individuality and self-worth is essential in creating the space Taurus Node people need for their relationships and themselves to thrive.
Healthy boundaries promote self respect and respect for others.
They must not let their partner invalidate them. If the partner says something that they are not comfortable with, they can let him know;"I am not comfortable with that." In this way, they make the partner aware of their boundaries, giving the partner an opportunity to accommodate them and come into alignment with what they need. As the relationship evolves, it will become apparent whether or not this person is an appropriate partner.
They need a partner that will empower them in manifesting their dreams. When others empower them, they too make sure the others are taken care of. So, they need to be the ones that are others support!
Soul
I am on the right track. Z is my Moon in life and spiritual spread.
Sept 26
Father, I am not sure as Z is South Node to my Jupiter. He doesn't validate my dreams. Infact, he cannot relate to my path. What he does is reverse psychology. Because I love him and I need to be on my own right/own security but knowing he cannot give me, I create my own path.
North Node in Taurus
They need first to recognise that their energy is enough - they can live off their own energy. As long as they feel incomplete, they will continue to attract people who also have low self-esteem.
And without untamed neediness driving them, they can take their time in discovering whose energy will actually increase them and bring them joy.
Their body must be able to resonate with the other person. They do not want to pursue a romantic relationship that has no lasting substance on physical level.
They are generally highly sexual. They seek the intensity and excitement of sex and the bonding that is possible through sexual connection. They need lots of physical affection: kissing, hand holding, touching, massaging, really tuning in to how the other person hands feel on their skin and how their nervous system respond to the other person, strictly on a bodily level.
They are learning to appreciate the gift of sharing sexual pleasure with their partner, without any other motive. They are learning the value of the simple, natural pleasures of life: food, sex, being comfortable - enjoyment of the physical pleasures that are the gifts of having a human body.
Soul
I am on track :)
North Node in Taurus.
Soul Mate
When they no longer need another person to make them feel whole, only then they will attract the right life partner.
At times they feel acutely lonely, aching for their mate. They long for the comfort of consistent, dependable companionship and this is a lifetime where loyal companionship is their birthright. But as with everything else, they must earn it.
As they work to experience of their own wholeness and direction and become a powerful river in their own right, they can merge with another powerful river that is going in the same direction and together they flow to the sea.
They need to be able to maintain their own psychic energy field as a separate entity before they attempt to bond with another.
Establishing boundaries that support their individuality and self-worth is essential in creating the space Taurus Node people need for their relationships and themselves to thrive.
Healthy boundaries promote self respect and respect for others.
They must not let their partner invalidate them. If the partner says something that they are not comfortable with, they can let him know;"I am not comfortable with that." In this way, they make the partner aware of their boundaries, giving the partner an opportunity to accommodate them and come into alignment with what they need. As the relationship evolves, it will become apparent whether or not this person is an appropriate partner.
They need a partner that will empower them in manifesting their dreams. When others empower them, they too make sure the others are taken care of. So, they need to be the ones that are others support!
Soul
I am on the right track. Z is my Moon in life and spiritual spread.
Sept 26
Father, I am not sure as Z is South Node to my Jupiter. He doesn't validate my dreams. Infact, he cannot relate to my path. What he does is reverse psychology. Because I love him and I need to be on my own right/own security but knowing he cannot give me, I create my own path.
North Node in Taurus
They need first to recognise that their energy is enough - they can live off their own energy. As long as they feel incomplete, they will continue to attract people who also have low self-esteem.
And without untamed neediness driving them, they can take their time in discovering whose energy will actually increase them and bring them joy.
Their body must be able to resonate with the other person. They do not want to pursue a romantic relationship that has no lasting substance on physical level.
They are generally highly sexual. They seek the intensity and excitement of sex and the bonding that is possible through sexual connection. They need lots of physical affection: kissing, hand holding, touching, massaging, really tuning in to how the other person hands feel on their skin and how their nervous system respond to the other person, strictly on a bodily level.
They are learning to appreciate the gift of sharing sexual pleasure with their partner, without any other motive. They are learning the value of the simple, natural pleasures of life: food, sex, being comfortable - enjoyment of the physical pleasures that are the gifts of having a human body.
Soul
I am on track :)
North Node in Taurus
Sept 12
North node in Taurus
What they really want is to merge with someone else's energy and feel mutual empowerment. They are looking for total, permanent commitment. They want a partner whom they can count on to take care of all their material needs and they will take care of all the partner's emotional needs (vice versa) - a synergistic relationship that is mutually empowering and completely dependable.
They must be discriminating and find someone with similar energy and values. The shared goals must be innately valuable to each of them as individuals.
For this to happen, they must first get in touch with their own values. They must become strong in themselves, aware of what they want, and tune in to what is real and meaningful for them.
Their challenge is to establish their own energy systems and figure out who they are as individuals. As their energy becomes stronger, they will automatically attract mates of similar energy with whom they can form successful partnership.
Soul
I am on the right track.
North Node in Taurus
They excel in professions that are in alignment with what they consider to be truly valuable.
For eg, if they consider massage to be a tool for healing others that could also be profitable for them, then they would be successful in that field.
Soul
Some msg here. I no longer see the value in my job, crisis mgm, solving people problems. I want to create light rather than to solve darkness.
Mmm, I know my website stories and tools are valuable to me and others. I will seriously embark on it.
North node in taurus
Lessons in this lifetime are not easy for these folks. They can experience real extreme in life - ranging from periods of drug, alcohol abuse, to dealing with severe psychological problems, to sitting in boardrooms in corporations, to being on a strict spiritual path.
Their lives run the spectrum from the depths of darkness to the highest place of light.
Soul
That's my life. The only difference is I was addicted to good food. That's the blessing.
North Node in Taurus
Because they have extinguished their own value system, they came into this lifetime with no sense of self-worth apart from the feedback of others. This makes them incredibly vulnerable to adopting the values of those around them.
Although it was correct in the past, in this incarnation it is not set up to work when they focus on empowering their partner with the silent expectation that the partner will take care of them financially or validate them in some other way.
In this lifetime they are learning to build a sense of self esteem directly, by living according to their own value system.
They need to empower others only when it is what they want to do, it fits with their own values and they have no expectation of getting anything in return.
They have a tendency to be distracted by others wants and motives. They need to simplify things: to stop "getting into other people's minds" and just get in touch with themselves. "What do I need here? What do I need in order to feel comfortable with this situation?".
What these folks really want is for their insecurity to be resolved - to know that all their needs will be met.
Soul
That's why I am pursuing the Self Mastery path. I want to feel secure on my own, not to be affected by people, especially my partner since I have already 'removed' the old career.
But of course, now have new career to contend with. Must not fall into same trap.
North Node in Taurus
They are destined to accumulate that which increases their inner sense of abundance.
Their challenge is to slow down long enough to receive the gifts that life offers.
By taking emphasis of specific people as their "source" and by partnering directly with life itself, their insecurities over survival can finally be healed. They will find that life sends the right people - who often show up unexpectedly - to ease their journey as every new need arises.
Soul
I used to take "boss"/job as my source of security. Then it was partner. I also used to take friends.
Alas, I know all is not my Source and I need to find my own. And I found It.
I guess this time, I knew E sees me as a good corporate person and here I am going to disappoint him, lose his validation. But alas, I knew job validation is no longer important. Over here in current company, I will stay and also used spare time to work on my projects and help to promote Isha.
Now my next devt, Z is my Cosmic Lesson to 'challenge' me to another level. God is also nice to gave him my Moon too.
North Node in Taurus
These folks are learning to slow down and carefully build what is important to them - without rushing: a relationship, a business, or manifesting a dream. If they feel uncomfortable, it is a warning that they have missed a necessary step in the building process.
They are learning to trust themselves and to appreciate the peaceful feeling they gain from slow and steady progress accomplished on their own.
Although they need to go slowly to create success, they need also require a certain amount of stimulation to get themselves going. When there is no crisis surrounding their goals, one thing help them is to set time limits.
Once they are committed to a direction, they can use their obsessive energies from past lives to fixate, and then they will get there on schedule no matter what!
Soul
Mmm, I do thrive on crisis. I guess my goals has no crisis. So, good suggestion to start timeline.
North node in Taurus
The first step toward self-acceptance for Taurus North Node people is to acknowledge that there is a needy person inside and to take personal responsibility for filling those needs.
If they try to appear self-sufficient and suppress that needy part, it will come out full-blown to make itself recognised. They have denied and postponed their own needs in so many incarnations that now the needy part is overenergised.
And that is to their advantage, they have earned the right to embrace and encompass that part of themselves.
Soul
Yea, just like 2 of Diamonds, for years I ignore and suppress my needs.
North node in Taurus
What they really want is to merge with someone else's energy and feel mutual empowerment. They are looking for total, permanent commitment. They want a partner whom they can count on to take care of all their material needs and they will take care of all the partner's emotional needs (vice versa) - a synergistic relationship that is mutually empowering and completely dependable.
They must be discriminating and find someone with similar energy and values. The shared goals must be innately valuable to each of them as individuals.
For this to happen, they must first get in touch with their own values. They must become strong in themselves, aware of what they want, and tune in to what is real and meaningful for them.
Their challenge is to establish their own energy systems and figure out who they are as individuals. As their energy becomes stronger, they will automatically attract mates of similar energy with whom they can form successful partnership.
Soul
I am on the right track.
North Node in Taurus
They excel in professions that are in alignment with what they consider to be truly valuable.
For eg, if they consider massage to be a tool for healing others that could also be profitable for them, then they would be successful in that field.
Soul
Some msg here. I no longer see the value in my job, crisis mgm, solving people problems. I want to create light rather than to solve darkness.
Mmm, I know my website stories and tools are valuable to me and others. I will seriously embark on it.
North node in taurus
Lessons in this lifetime are not easy for these folks. They can experience real extreme in life - ranging from periods of drug, alcohol abuse, to dealing with severe psychological problems, to sitting in boardrooms in corporations, to being on a strict spiritual path.
Their lives run the spectrum from the depths of darkness to the highest place of light.
Soul
That's my life. The only difference is I was addicted to good food. That's the blessing.
North Node in Taurus
Because they have extinguished their own value system, they came into this lifetime with no sense of self-worth apart from the feedback of others. This makes them incredibly vulnerable to adopting the values of those around them.
Although it was correct in the past, in this incarnation it is not set up to work when they focus on empowering their partner with the silent expectation that the partner will take care of them financially or validate them in some other way.
In this lifetime they are learning to build a sense of self esteem directly, by living according to their own value system.
They need to empower others only when it is what they want to do, it fits with their own values and they have no expectation of getting anything in return.
They have a tendency to be distracted by others wants and motives. They need to simplify things: to stop "getting into other people's minds" and just get in touch with themselves. "What do I need here? What do I need in order to feel comfortable with this situation?".
What these folks really want is for their insecurity to be resolved - to know that all their needs will be met.
Soul
That's why I am pursuing the Self Mastery path. I want to feel secure on my own, not to be affected by people, especially my partner since I have already 'removed' the old career.
But of course, now have new career to contend with. Must not fall into same trap.
North Node in Taurus
They are destined to accumulate that which increases their inner sense of abundance.
Their challenge is to slow down long enough to receive the gifts that life offers.
By taking emphasis of specific people as their "source" and by partnering directly with life itself, their insecurities over survival can finally be healed. They will find that life sends the right people - who often show up unexpectedly - to ease their journey as every new need arises.
Soul
I used to take "boss"/job as my source of security. Then it was partner. I also used to take friends.
Alas, I know all is not my Source and I need to find my own. And I found It.
I guess this time, I knew E sees me as a good corporate person and here I am going to disappoint him, lose his validation. But alas, I knew job validation is no longer important. Over here in current company, I will stay and also used spare time to work on my projects and help to promote Isha.
Now my next devt, Z is my Cosmic Lesson to 'challenge' me to another level. God is also nice to gave him my Moon too.
North Node in Taurus
These folks are learning to slow down and carefully build what is important to them - without rushing: a relationship, a business, or manifesting a dream. If they feel uncomfortable, it is a warning that they have missed a necessary step in the building process.
They are learning to trust themselves and to appreciate the peaceful feeling they gain from slow and steady progress accomplished on their own.
Although they need to go slowly to create success, they need also require a certain amount of stimulation to get themselves going. When there is no crisis surrounding their goals, one thing help them is to set time limits.
Once they are committed to a direction, they can use their obsessive energies from past lives to fixate, and then they will get there on schedule no matter what!
Soul
Mmm, I do thrive on crisis. I guess my goals has no crisis. So, good suggestion to start timeline.
North node in Taurus
The first step toward self-acceptance for Taurus North Node people is to acknowledge that there is a needy person inside and to take personal responsibility for filling those needs.
If they try to appear self-sufficient and suppress that needy part, it will come out full-blown to make itself recognised. They have denied and postponed their own needs in so many incarnations that now the needy part is overenergised.
And that is to their advantage, they have earned the right to embrace and encompass that part of themselves.
Soul
Yea, just like 2 of Diamonds, for years I ignore and suppress my needs.
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