Feeling sad that my new sadhana room not airy

May 13

Went to condo. Nice view and airy. It was 1 plus pm and place is cool and airy.
Dining with the sofa bench oversees the balcony view. So nice.
All the bathroom intact. Good that bedroom flooding can be refurbished and kitchen tiles and back splash remains. Just need to paint the kitchen cabinets.
So will be laminated timber for living and sadhana room.
Only thing sad is the Sadhana room to be converted from the Wardrobe cum store. No ventilation.
 
Just now cried when doing Sannidhi Pooja. Today back to those normal Pooja.
Did only one cycle of Devi chant cos disturb over the Sadhana room.
Was surprised that I went into deep Shoonya. After Shoonya, clean slate again. No more disturbance. Went deep into breathing mode. Lots of shaking.

After Sadhana, shared with L that I m sad over the Sadhana room. I asked her to see what can be done. I want the sadhana room to be airy, to share the wind..

The renovation costs is quite heavy and my money issue start to tick. I remind myself I have the money; will just be reduced saving. That's my key word; I have.


From facebook. Wayne Dyer
Feeling abundant surpasses the money in ur bank account and transcends what others may think of you.
Yes. Abundance; my key. I recalled my Superpower report. It said that my affirmation; I have abundance of orgasm and money.
Mmm, Ace of Diamonds, love and money.

Okay, 50k from saving and 30k from bonus. I do really have. Next year no bonus. Never mind; be thankful that it came when I want it.