If I am unhappy, don't do it

May 12 eve

Sadhguru
Desire for everything
The very process of life is a longing. The very source of life is a longing. What we are essentially doing in Bhava Spandana is to take u back to that raw longing, not for anything or anyone, but simply a longing for something far bigger than yourself.
A longing that this body cannot contain, a longing that the mind cannot play tricks with because it is larger than you. Just moving with it is a beautiful experience. This is what love means, this is what devotion means, this is what meditation means - to become that unadulterated longing, because life itself is a longing.
Only the infinite will settle this longing of life. If u stay with this fundamental longing, u are naturally spiritual.

Soul
No wonder the Shrine makes me feel complete. No wonder I feel Home when I m with Sannidhi. I found my Home. I found my Love.

Sadhguru
What are u working hard for? If it is hard, give it up.  If you do it joyfully, do it. Otherwise do not do it. If u are going to make urself miserable in the process of working, what is the use is ur work to urself or to anyone else.
If u are going to make it so hard for urself, I am sure u will be making it hard for everyone. If u are going to spread joy in the world, go and do as much as u can. If u are going to spread misery in the world, it is better u do not do anything.

Soul
Yes. My biggest breakthrough was to removed myself from local Isha core team.
I started out of responsibility. Then got attached to it. Stayed on out fear of losing validation.
Then tears of frustration and resentment.
Alas now freed myself making myself happy and others can be freed of being affected by me and grow fast. In reality I was hindering their growth.


Soul
Just now I invited a couple of people to Sannidhi Pooja. That's makes me happy. I knew then I need not go to the Family Day and disrupt my plan for Angamardhana and Sannidhi. I do my own thingy and offer myself willingly.
Again must remember to be happy. If unhappy don't do, cos I won't be spreading joy. I be spreading something else. Guess again that was my Saturn (should) vs Sun (being). Time to learn what makes me happy may not get me validation. But what's important at me being happy on my own instead of working to be happy with obtaining validation.