Going to have a good airy Sadhana room

May 15 aft
My Next Year Card
The Ten of Spades

The Ten of Spades is one of the best cards for success and satisfaction in your work and in health, though you may also expect to work very hard when it is present. Overcoming of all obstacles in work and health are the attributes of this card.

Like the Ten of Wands in the Tarot deck, your work may often seem to be a burden under this card's influence, or you may become obsessed with all the things that you have to do. This card can be a 'workaholic' kind of influence. However, if you have a list of specific goals and want to achieve them successfully, there is hardly a better card to have in your reading than this one.

Soul
So we should be having many contract for me to nego...
Or maybe I be meeting clients with him.
Actually with local boss gone,...I may have a chance to go in deeper into this business.
With local boss, she doesn't let me in...I am not sure if she is being considerate so as I need not have to do more work or she don't want me in because....anyway..last time I wasn't ready.
But I think I am now..
I am ready to elevate my role here and I want to get a good increment too..

3. External influences that you are aware
Adventure
When we are truly in a spirit of adventure, we are moving just like this child. Full of trust, out of the darkness of the forest into the rainbow of the light, we go step by step, drawn by our sense of wonder into the unknown. 

Adventure really has nothing to do with plans and maps and programs and organization. The Page of Rainbows represents a quality that can come to us anywhere - at home or in the office, in the wilderness or in the city, in a creative project or in our relationships with others. Whenever we move into the new and unknown with the trusting spirit of a child, innocent and open and vulnerable, even the smallest things of life can become the greatest adventures.


Soul
Not sure if my new adventure with the new team or if J still staying.
But I know J will take my input...lets see. But the problem is that he can't bring in people..and that will be a major disadvantage if we want to revive. Also the existing team can't get along with him, so issue on retention too.

4. Whats’ needed for resolution?
Letting go
 To choose this card is a recognition that something is finished, something is completing. Whatever it is--a job, a relationship, a home you have loved, anything that might have helped you to define who you are--it is time to let go of it, allowing any sadness but not trying to hold on. Something greater is awaiting you, new dimensions are there to be discovered. You are past the point of no return now, and gravity is doing its work. Go with it--it represents liberation.

Soul
This time my value is clear.
I chose Isha for the sadhana. In volunteering..I am only doing promotion.
Hence able to dissolve in the short dilemma on whether to attend the Family Day vs my class in Angamardhana.
I am not keen on hands on volunteering so able to say no the Yoga day volunteering meeting.
When P asked me about volunteering for Guru Pooja..my immediate reaction is nope. Not keen. I want to be participant. Hope they let me in..since I haven't 'pass' and my last session was back in 2009...many years ago unlike the newbies who did in late 2013.

I want to be responsible for my work. It bring me the income to do what I want..the freedom for sadhana and comfort living.
But at my own pace. I can't do crazy phase anymore as I tired easily due to my RA.
Besides I am nearly 48....should be on semi retirement mode
I want my new condo to reflect my values..thats my Sadhana cum shrine room.

And its 'open' for viewing by the glass window'..can have blinds to close up during sadhana.
It also has a collapsible door that enable me to open the door so the wind and akash can come into the shrine place. I want my shrine to experience the wind and energy...truly cloud view.

Alas..will be living my true values soon.

5. Resolution
Laziness

This gentleman clearly thinks he's got it made. He sits in his big over-stuffed chair, wearing his sunglasses, shaded by his umbrella, with his pink slippers and his piña colada in his hand. He doesn't have the energy to get up and do anything because he thinks he's done it already. He hasn't yet turned to see the mirror cracking around him on his right, a sure sign that the place he thinks he's finally arrived at is about to shatter and dissolve before his very eyes. The message this card brings is that this poolside resort is not your final destination. The journey isn't over yet, as that white bird flying into the vastness of the sky is trying to show. Your complacency might have arisen from a real sense of achievement, but now it's time to move on. No matter how fuzzy the slippers, how tasty the piña colada, there are skies upon skies still waiting to be explored.

Soul
This definitely about the work.
I tot I can rest on my laurel..but it is not so...
Company going through total revamp...and this time I am staying put.
Working with new team..and taking bigger role.