May 11 eve
Sannidhi Pooja was good. During Pooja song just sat contently. During Brahmananda chanting the human voice came. These time I m okay. I just let them come out and I took over when I want to. After that silent contentment took over. I sat till 6.52 pm. That's a record. Just font want to get up.
Linga chanting can only do one cycle. Shoonya went in deep.
Sadhguru
There is no joy in the world. There is no joy in the soil u walk on, no joy in the air and believe me no joy in heaven.
Joy is only possible within you. When it happening within u it feels the whole world is full of joy because u are full of joy.
Soul
Tot of me and my self judgement. Finally can see it. No wonder I see the world as suffering cos I m always making myself small, incomplete.
This week family day. The first answer is nope cos I got my day plan. Also food issue since I can't eat after 11 am. And I m also not into volunteering for Yoga day. I will be there for interaction only.
But then the other side said I must go cos others expect it or maybe I want to feel needed. Not sure. Then when I tot of going I judge myself for needing others.
Such a losing game.
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