Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Isha yoga - a method not a teaching

May 21 eve

Sadhguru - means uneducated Guru.
Isha Yoga is not a teaching, it is just a method. If u employ it as a method, it will deliver u somewhere.
If u take it as a teaching, u get some more garbage in ur head.
So I have no teaching at all. But if u are willing, I can deliver u into a space and a situation within urself that u have never imagined possible in human life.

Soul
True. Amen.
Always used it as a tools.
My devotion to Sadhguru is due to overwhelming gratitude for taking me places beyond dimension that I have know.

Sadhguru
Comparison is a problem only if u have a problem in knowing that someone is better than u. U should not have a problem that someone is doing better than u.
I am always seeking someone who can do things better than me because then my life will become easy. I don't want to live with dumb people who cannot do as well as me.
The problem arises because u have a horrible sense of insecurity about urself. Ur whole life invested in looking a little better than someone else. When ur idea of success is about being a little better than someone else, then u will be miserable when u succeed.

U will know the joy of action only when u are blissful by ur own nature. If u r doing ur action to squeeze happiness out of life around u, then once in a way when there is flash of success u r elated, but when it does not happen u will be miserable.
If u are really creating what u love to create and are enjoying the process, and it did not find result and u have to do it all over again - there be no issue.

Soul
In my blog. I did it for me. My website I did for me too. It's my sanity. It's my expression. I can see that my emotional intensity not really welcomed in society. So I can only express in writing.
Now with my family I m learning to express and I can see they not comfortable. In my family we learned to suppress.
In a way I must have been very 'tightly controlled in view of my emotional intensity.

Father, part of me bit envious that core team is flourishing from their volunteering experience in BSP. I can see others admire them
 Mine not going has elevated my sadhana. But again outward expression not there. Physically I still fall sick.
To others I have not elevated at all.
But I m happy where I m. I may be bit envious of them but at least now mature enough to know it is not for me. My path is different and I need not compare. Wonder where I will finally find outward expression of my inward expression of sadhana.

Guess my lesson is learning to know I m enough. I m enough for myself. It's enough that I m happy. I may not be enough for another or to the world. But I m enough for myself. I may not find elevation but I found contentment and I lose the need for drama.

Sadhguru
Nature tells you that this state of being joyful is necessary for u to live a healthy life. This has to be firmed up, established, insured. U have to insure ur joy first and then get into activity. Then it does not matter activity goes up or down, u will not go up or down.

Soul
Yea. Maybe with my strong self judgement; my first lesson is to be joyful.
Let me learned this.
Just as my lesson is aloneness and others is in rships.

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