Great Poornima

Jul 22 eve
What a great night.
It was the most torturous one for me. I left office just after 4.40 pm and arrive at 7.20 pm. There was a massive jam. I think L was a tool for 2 things.

1. I need to assert myself as King against those demanding people. I think L is another Nine of Spades. I told L that we take expressway but she not willing to do so.

I cried and wailing in the car cos I knew I be late. After the tears, I quickly messaged the Team on what to do.

Then I took charge and informed L that I be taking highway and asked her to meet. She said she wants to go home etc and asked me to leave her. This time I said I m sorry but I need to go cos I have to lead the session. To my amazement I reached the house despite taking a wrong turn. And she was just right in front of me. I m happy for her too. While I blame myself for the confusion she didnt even feel sorry for leading us into a massive jam. But then a few cars were stalled. I think is a lesson for me.

The guru poornima was awesome. I cried so much. I laughed too. Head and body shaking non stop. Was dancing towards the end. It was better than Mahashivarathri for me. Others also feel so.
So much release. I am still alert at 1 am. Got to sleep.