North Node in 11th house (Aquarius) - surrounded by Angels and spiritual guides

Jul 2
Father, woke up with tots of Z. I just said forgive myself, love myself.
Tot of L, another Eight of Diamonds with strong values. 
Tot of M. I m avoiding her cos I can't face her without hurting her feeling. I can't tell her she is not being true to herself, exaggerating her feelings.
I am worried that with my anger at the brim, I may burst out of irritation. 
This is her way; who am I to say. I may not know my values but she knows her own. That's the main reason I m avoiding so friendship stays. It may not be honest but may be just me. Although Pe thinks the same way I do.
On S, true I was irritated and tired with her but my advice to her remain. She needs a counselling outlet. I can't take her outburst.
Time to take care of myself.

Did one cycle of Surya kriya followed hata yoga, its definitely improving. Breathing was lovely. Shakti and Shambavi was good.
Deep silence. Towards the end giggle escapes when I say my prayer of thanks.
Father,thanks for the practices. True I may now still have tots of Z but it will pass. Main thing is dont be hooked, don't have negative tots of him or myself. Win win for all.  I forgive myself I love myself.
I can think of all the pains and all the pleasures but in the end its over. Lets end well as i have truly found myself. All my fears and dreams. This year was Nine of Diamonds. A year of ending and next week a new beginning that will strengthen all my newly gained values resulting in change of my life style.
Everything is flowing according to God's plan.


North node in 11th house (Aquarius)
They are surrounded by Angels and spiritual guides. It is almost as though before incarnating they were part of a larger group, and now they are here on earth while other members of the group are in the invisible realm to guide and help them.
Because this native are incarnated in a physical body, they can't always see  ahead clearly. Because they are accustomed to being self-sufficient, they bluster ahead and often got hurt - but they don't have to do this.
All they need is to tune in to their antennae and listen to their guidance and the path will be much easier to follow. This is not a "do it yourself" lifetime; their Guides are part of their destiny and want to help them succeed, but it's up to them to keep the connection open.

Soul
True. My Guides have always been there. At times I m recalcitrant but They always come through for me.

North node in 11th house (Aquarius)
In this incarnation, they are instruments for higher forces. Thus, when they have an idea that is truly in alignment with what is needed on the planet, the universe will set it up so thru connect with the right people to help them manifest the idea.
These folks are eclectic, combining the best of the associations they are involved in under their auspices of their larger life path and inner knowledge about the New Age.
In this lifetime, the idea is for them to transfer some of their strong loyalty to the Infinite, to their own spirituality, and to cooperating with the larger Flow.
In this way, their incredible creative will from past lives can click in and their path to success will become magical. As long as they give credit to "good luck", the Angels or the Universe itself for the ideas they put out, they are totally free to succeed.

Souls
True.
Father, again, perfect timing. Reading this today when my revamped website is launched tomorrow.
This give me the knowing that I m definitely on the right track.
On taking credit. I m on track. I m careful of my own interpretation and others.

North node in 11th house (Aquarius)
Theme Song
To focus on awareness of the bigger picture - the natural order and timing of life - thus empowering them to relax their resistance. They can become aware of and "tap into" the natural Flow, proceeding in a direct path to making their dreams come true.

Soul
Just less than 2 months ago, manage to swim breast stroke. I m definitely going with Flow.
Amen.