When u focus on what u lose, u can't see what you gain

Jul 19 eve
Just tweeted;
@Joyongorg: When u focus on what u lose, u can't see what u gain. That's always two sides to a coin!

As I was walking, I was savouring my aloneness. Suddenly I felt happy; I m freed of relationship. I m already freed financially and not having Z further affirms that as Z got financial issues. 
So I m finally freed of love and money. I m finally released off my Ruling Ace of Diamonds - desire for love and money.

I m not saying I don't want more but I m savouring that I m ok with not having them. Amen.

Evening
Did my evening Shoonya, went in deep. Lost myself.
Samyama without back rest was fine. Towards the end I was able to sit ardasidhana.

I am thankful for the practices.