I am going for my Passion

Nov 16
Father, my Top 1 Passion is not a fluke. I didn't pick it out of avoidance of day to day, out of arrogance cos I know so much, but it is my Destiny.
Father, it is not easy n it wil be life transforming and lots of people wouldn't understand n besides neither did I. But I can't ignore it. Now wil jus hav to work towards it.

The Passion Test
As u come to know urself more deeply, ur passions will change less and less over time. You will discover ur passion can be expressed through a variety of channels that all describe the way u choose to live ur life.
Ur passion wld change less often becos the more deeply u dive into any aspect of life, u connect wit increasingly Universal principles that are more stable and unchanging. The surface of life is always changing. The depth of life changes little, if at all.

Soul - I m now less conscious/guilt over my various jobs. I do like variety/changes. But in the midst of everything, my passion for my Self never waver. That shold hav indicated to me where my passion lies. But then I guess I wasn't ready cos I also ignore/dispute d natal chart. It was too audacious to even to think abt it and also to me it was sacrificial. Now, I know if I don't proceed, the sacrifice is me, not others.

The Passion Test
All successful people hav developed the habit of choosing in favour of their passions.
Discovering what gives meaning to ur life and identifying ur core passion is a process.
Just do the test and not worry much about how deep or profound ur passion is.
Don't worry much whether u hav discovered ur "core" passions.
Just take the Test regularly and choose in favour of ur passions. Your "core" passion will begin to emerge naturally.

Soul - Father, u r great. Ego was asking this question creating doubt and uncertainty and U hav answered. You hav come thru for me every single time. If anyone were to say my life is easy, its becos I decide and You help to support my decison n that give me courage to proceed. Yeap, u hav definitely made my life easy.
　
Soul - its either I work part time here or I wil be a Freelance Recruiter. I hav decided and now is the action. I m not even apprehensive of going off for CNY.

The Passion Test
We are the expressions of that fundamental consciousness coming to know our own true nature. The closer you come to that true nature, the more joy you experienced.

Soul - I didn't even knew that. What I knew is I experienced joy daily during meditation and now jus before I sleep when m feeling relaxed, suddenly belly rumble and I start to laugh for no reason. Thank u. This jus reaffirm my acceptance of 85% of my Natal chart and here u tell me I am closer to my True Nature.

The Passion Test
Discovering ur unique gifts, ur special talents, ur deeply felt passion leads u to deeper and deeper realisations that in turn bring more and more fulfillment.
Soon, you will discover this is the whole purpose of life - to experience ever-expanding joy.
That's why we say, "What you love and God's will for you are one and the same". God"s will is for u to experience more and more delight in ur life.
Nature's Guidance System is hardwired into the structure of existence.
When u listen to those messages, taking action when u feel expanded and stopping, taking a break, and reflecting when u feel contracted, u will discover ur life is moving towards greater and greater fulfillment.

Soul - Yeap, I am definitely action orientated. I even drive myself during contraction. Now I learn to take a break. I felt so good that I don't hav to force myself to do meditation on Sunday cos then I can stay late on Sat and also I can do my walking, feeling alert. Actually now thinking of running. Perhaps can run 1 round and walk 2 rounds.

The Passion Test
Becos of the ultimate connectedness of all life, the more deeply u connect wit ur passions, the more joy u will discover comes from giving and serving others. In serving others, u r really serving urself.

Soul - alas I am taking steps.

The Passion Steps
First, u will discover how unique and special u are.
U will realise there is no one else who can do you, as well as u can. And there is no one who can serve the world or the people around you, the way u r able to.
Then as the realisation become clearer and clearer, u will discover the profound joy that comes from giving ur gifts.
And u will be surprised at how ur world seems to almost magically organise to allow u to give ur gifts in ways u cannot imagine right now.

Soul - wow, that's a motivation. I didn't think of outcome. I stil hav reluctance but much lesser and in this week is becos, I hav time so no conflict.
(Amazingly, it is true. when i quit my job a month after this journal, my bosses offer me part time job....)

The Passion Test
Getting to the point of having confidence to follow ur own inner guidance doesn't necessarily come easily.
The Force is wit u.
Both the challenges and achievements of ur life are there to support u in knowing urself.
They are guiding u to fulfill ur purpose and live the fulfilling life u r meant to live.