Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Spirituality is to enable you to manifest your Passion

Nov 11 Evening


When I was driving from office. I can sense my contraction n compared it wit my expansion in the afternoon when I felt my Greatness.
I then cry and said how? How can my passion be so big, is impossible. How can I? God has given me such a tough passion, it is impossible.


When I reach d restaurant, m glad of chinese vegetarian, love d noodle. Unexpectedly a fellow meditator asked if I was sitting behind her. I said I was infront of her. A fellow meditator said that when I was laughing during my meditation, she felt such energy and she went into deep meditation and she then cry. She told me that somehow my laughter makes her goes deeper into her own meditation.

I told her that I m surprised n thank her for sharing cos I usually tot I am disturbing people and most time tries to control my laughter.
She said nope, I didn't disturb her and infact I helped her.


Father, I wasn't expecting this. I was saying how can I? Where I got such power? And suddenly a fellow meditator sharing this wit me that my laughter helped her. No one has told me this before and I have been doing laughing meditation for the past 1.5 years. Why now??

We'll, I did email Teacher on consecration or Samyama. I wil hear her tots. Either way, m confirmed to go once a year.

Sadhguru
Changing your attitude is not spirituality.

The spiritual process means, in some way, you have liberated yourself from the bubble; your individuality is no more a demarcated area.

Once this is so, there is a tremendous freedom to create anything that you want because the very fundamentals of life are in your hands. You can jus make anything that u want around you, within you or anywhere in the world; suddenly there is no limitation of time and space.

If this capability has to come, the first and foremost thing is to get into estatic states, absolutely mindless ecstasy. Only when u r utterly in an insane state of ecstasy, that u wil be malleable enough to completely reshape who you are. Only when this happen, everything is changed, not jus the surface.

Spiritual process is just a means to break the bubble so that u r out of ur individual nature. It is not about being good, it is not about being ethical, its not about being moral; these things may all happen as a consequence.

Once you have broken the bubble and known the freedom of experiencing everything as yourself, you may be good. You don't have to plan to be good.

When the wall is down, you don't have to think about ur wellbeing or anybody wellbeing. You simply act as life should act.

Similarly, whatever the nature of this one (your Self) is, if you nurture it, it will blossom and finds its original nature.


When there is nothing, then everything flows through you. Whatever has to happen in this existence, it has to flow through you, you become the gateway; if you have the inclination, everything is within your grasp; you can explore almost everything.


Soul - me director and explorer.

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