Jul 3 aft 1
Yesterday after brother in law suggestion to keep the mirror in my bedroom.
He said the view was awesome especially at night. He said asked my ID to consider putting a curtain or something to close it when I don't want to see the mirror. He said the mirror is a big one, very expensive to buy.
I was considering his suggestion and recalled the awesome view at night and asked my ID team.
There were no response from them.
Later at night when I was sitting with my shrine, I knew I don't want the mirror in my bedroom.
My bedroom is my oasis, a shut down from the world.
Having a mirror reflecting the view, even though the outside view is awesome; is like bringing in the world into my bedroom...not giving me rest at night..bedroom is my shut down sanctuary.
So I knew then I don't want the mirror in my mirror
As I looked into myself, I realised that the Ace of Diamonds, openness to suggestion.
Even since day one when I saw the mirror I said nope cos I knew that I don't want mirror in my bedroom.
After when I saw the awesome view, I said it is wasteful but didn't change my mind.
And then when my brother in law asked me to keep the mirror...I hesitated.
Thats the Three of Diamonds in me..
From Ace moving to Queen with a Three....truly not easy.
Perhaps this is where my overactive body defence mechanism arise.
Truly must learned to keep parameters..so I can have what i truly want..instead of what others suggested which is possible to me. In the end I have to remember that outwardly I am adaptable, everything is possible. Infact I used to take pride in that..but now I am not so sure.
In the early years, many Eight of Diamonds...and I encountered a few Fives...and some Three.
Lately Ten of Clubs...
Communicate to my ID..she said she prayed I didn't want the mirror
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