Cry much during Sannidhi pooja - felt cleansed

Jul 20 eve

Sannidhi Pooja was quite explosive. While doing the set up for Pooja I switched on Moola mantra to clear the space.
Then when Pooja starts, suddenly I was crying loads to Sadhguru. Tears flow much. These are hard tears, tears that is deep inside my body. Can feel the wrenching in my body.

Then Brahmananda was nice.  After Brahmananda I was singing.

Did Linga chanting. Cry loads when doing the lying down posture.
Shoonya went in deep.

Later I woke up and know that my sadhana room is my little ashram. I m not doing the shrine just for Sadhguru.
I m doing it for my little Ashram. Devi, Dhynalinga and Vijii forms a trinity of grace for me in the outer world.
Hence I informed L that the custom made cabinet will have a raised platform for Sadhguru due to the Guru's lamp requirement.
My shrine..focus not just on Sadhguru.its my little Ashram
Hence it is good I am getting a bigger Sadhguru's Sannidhi pic. So eventhough Sadhguru is not in middle of the shrine, he will occupy at prominent place at his corner.