Saturn in 10th house - to transcend material goals for spiritual goals

Jul 22 aft

Just read my Saturn in Aries again

Saturn in Aries in 10th house   
Your Sense of Limitation, Organization and Discipline Is Focused on Achievement and Success
            Saturn rules the Tenth House and this is generally seen as a good placement for Saturn.  Positive Saturnian qualities, such as work ethic, discipline, pragmatism and organization are likely to be strengths for you.  These characteristics are likely to help you to achieve your goals and succeed in your endeavors.  You are likely to have opportunities to build a strong edifice of accomplishment, building on your strengths and on your past achievements.  You are likely to go about achieving your goals in an organized manner, generally taking things step-by-step.
            You are likely to be the type of person who leaves nothing to chance.  Therefore, although your success rate may be high, you are not likely to take many risks and your accomplishments may not be as spectacular as they could be.  However, you will usually be satisfied with a record of solid achievement.
            The other side of your willingness to work hard for your successes is that nothing is likely to come easily for you.  Often, everything that you have achieved, you have had to work hard at.  You may be incredibly responsible, but your seriousness about reaching your goals may tend to make your life a little dull.  If you take undo pride in your achievements, you may think that you have risen to your status by your own efforts and that anyone else who is not lazy can do the same.  Sometimes, you will work excessively hard or you are driven to achieve to the point that you place yourself under a tremendous amount of stress.  These are dangers inherent in Saturn in the Tenth House that you may need to balance out with a more relaxed attitude.

Soul
Well, I was known to be an achiever..an urgent responsible achiever.

Focus of Your Effort and Discipline
            Your efforts are generally concentrated on advancing your career and are also likely to be directed toward achieving any other goals that you have set before yourself.  You are therefore likely to be most disciplined about your career or about working toward some other goal.  If a specific goal is not set before you, you may become lax and unmotivated.

Soul
True..career my foucus.

Focus of Your Insecurity and Your Challenge to Overcome Limitation
            You may have to face some obstacle in your career or in achieving your other goals in life.  Sometimes this obstacle may take the form of a deep-seated insecurity about your ability to succeed that you acquired in your childhood.  Perhaps the standards that you were expected to meet as a child were too high and this discouraged you.  Perhaps you had poor role models or no role model with regard to discipline and the importance of sustained effort and work ethic.  Perhaps you had been constantly told that you were a failure.  For what ever reason, it is not unusual, during your adolescence and early adult years, for you to feel ill-equipped for success and/or for the pursuit of a career.

            If you make an effort to find out how you can be more successful and apply yourself, however, you will generally be quite successful.  Still, there may be some insecurity that drives you.  Obstacles may also occur later in your career life.  These are likely to be external in nature or there may be some unavoidable or natural limitations to your career path that you may have to confront.
            Another manifestation of Saturn in the Tenth House is that, in most of your endeavors, you must overcome some limitation or obstacle in order to succeed.  Therefore, you are continually faced with challenges in life.  This may motivate you to greater success or it may discourage you from trying.

Soul
Well, my brother did play a big role in undermining my confidence.
I had tot I wasn't smart until I was in my early thirties and realised that I am smart.
I also know that my IQ not as great as their, I don't have photographic memory but I tend to analyse more and good in application.
And my career used to drive me..until my path with Isha..it stopped to be the validator..then it was volunteering...
alas now no more..

Transcendent Potential
            You can realize the transcendent potential of Saturn in the Tenth House when, rather than being focused on achieving material goals and achieving status in the eyes of the world, you look for something of real value to accomplish.  You then become dissatisfied with the lesser goals of life.  You now set the highest standard for yourself and you set as your goal to attain that standard.    This requires a great deal of discipline and even purification.  You must become single-minded in your commitment to your goal.  Nothing must distract you and ultimately, you must have no other goals in your life but the attainment to this Highest of All.  Ultimately, of course, you must give up your own--meaning your ego's--effort and any idea that you can accomplish that Goal.  Only the absolutely Pure can reach to that Level to which you have aspired.
Insecurity
            If you are inwardly insecure, you will feel that you must accomplish great things and that success is the only acceptable outcome of your efforts.  Your self-respect and integrity depend upon this for, in reality, you have no confidence or faith in your own value or even in your own existence.  You are driven to succeed and haunted by failure.  Your accomplishments become the proof of your worth, for you have nothing else to sustain you.

            If you fail, it is disastrous.  Therefore, you put forth all of your effort and more to accomplish your tasks.  If you realize that you cannot live up to your expectations, you may conclude that the burden that has been placed on you is too much to bear.  Then, you may act in an uncharacteristic manner, shirking responsibility, being lazy and courting failure.  In this way you relieve the pressure on yourself and you proove to yourself that you should not be expected to succeed.

Soul
Father..now this on Homeopathy..I want something that align with my Sadhana.
I want something that I am able to apply from my Sadhana.
It is timely, me getting my new condo near my house, then my current big house can be used for the wellness centre.
And I always believed that the owner has to be the "cook", so I will learn.

These few days knowing that the caffeine reduces effect of the homeopathy medication, I am even less willing to drink decaf coffee.
Truly a period of purification.