Moon and Midheaven contacts

Jul 19 aft 1a

From my natal chart
Chiron Semi-Square Moon
MENTORING CHALLENGES INSTINCTS

"INNATALISM - The doctrine that human reproduction ought to be discouraged in favor of radical life extension as a chief means of perpetuating (trans)humanity." Mark Plus.

SPECIAL INITIATION: To simplify for beginners, in the introductory section on the moon, I neglected to point out what you might have inferred, if you had given it thought. The moon is also a symbol for robotics. With so much of our life unconscious we are very much a kind of biological computerized robot. We can learn to program our own programs. Mark Plus has given it a go. This concludes your message on instinctive mentoring.

Excerpt From: Gargatholil. “Depth Astrology: An Astrological Handbook - Volumes 1-4 (Introduction, Planets in Signs, Planets in Houses, Planets in Aspect).” iBooks.

“Moon and Midheaven Contacts
“Moon sextile Midheaven“conscious Function to Assist Ego/Super-ego Complex

The Moon sextile the Midheaven suggests that those functions and constructs that are associated with the Moon can aid you in achieving the goals that are prescribed by your super-ego. You may find that your family, background and/or upbringing have given you certain advantages or opportunities to achieve your career goals or other measures of success in life.
You may also be able to employ your emotions to your advantage in accomplishing your goals. Often, you can take advantage of an innate, subconscious drive that you have to please your super-ego. Your ego, experiencing the satisfaction of success, is generally inclined toward those things that are symbolized by the Moon.
The potential tension implied in the natural opposition between the Midheaven and the Moon-ruled fourth house is generally defused with the sextile. Nevertheless, the sextile suggests that any natural affinity or attachment that you may have to accommodating your super-ego does not automatically come into play. You generally have to work at taking advantage of the opportunities indicated by the sextile.
If either the Moon or the Midheaven has a difficult aspect from another planet, the sextile suggests that you have opportunities to relieve the stress that is associated with the difficult aspect. Your ability to focus on your goals/successes or the structure that you derive from the super-ego may come to your aid (when the difficult aspect is to the Moon). You may find comfort emotionally or through your family when you face disappointment or failure (when the difficult aspect is to the Midheaven).

Transcendent Potential

The transcendent potential of the Moon sextile the Midheaven is realized when you have listened to your intuitive voice within and redefined the meaning of success in life. You may be faced with opportunities in life to explore your subconscious or to explore the basic, feminine, emotional side of your psyche.
The impetus for your redefinition of success could even come through a nurturing experience or through your involvement with family or domestic matters.
Whatever the impetus, you have taken advantage of it to come into closer touch with your subconscious self.
As the unknown regions of your psyche become conscious, you see more of Reality and you rise above the concerns of your ego and super-ego.
You now have the opportunity to control “your behavior guided by your intuition and the Law of Love, rather than reacting to ”“the demands of your super-ego in conformist and conditioned ways.

Insecurity

If your ego is insecure, it will be too attached to the rewards conferred by the super-ego to think of delving into the subconscious or exploring a world beyond the super-ego’s concerns. Thus, you will miss a great opportunity. Instead, you will be satisfied with the success that life may bring to you through your family connections, inner drive or simply through conforming to the routine dictated by the super-ego. You are likely, however, to take credit yourself for your successes, so that gratitude is something that is foreign to you.

Soul
So exactly what I am thinking..the Fool.
It is not logical for me to pursue as I am already 'successful' in the eyes of the world...but not in my eyes.
I am also thinking why need to pay the price for something unknown, something that others may not value..something that I have to work hard for..not even sure of the results.
All these..thats why I said a tall order.
The conflict is within.
So..the trip to Ashram is needed
The miraculous healing from Homeopathy is too amazing for me to dismiss Homeopathy.
Today I just researched and journal 10 pages of issue relating to my new value...of possible new career..
And I spent 4 hours..but somehow it is okay..and there is a certain fulfilment within..
Something seems right..and yet it is scary..but not as scary as this morning..

My card for today in Neptune...very true.
My Daily Card
The Six of Hearts

The Six of Hearts is a powerful influence of balance and peace in personal relationships. How it affects you will largely depend upon your current status in your love life and how responsible you have been in that area. This card will demand that all outstanding love debts be settled and will encourage you to take responsibility for your actions and words in your closest relationships. You may find that you have to make compromises and adjustments to accomplish this as well.

On a more universal level, the Six of Hearts may also reveal to you a special purpose in your life, one of helping others by sharing love with them. You may become aware of a special mission that you are to perform when this card appears. It is the card of peace and of intuitively knowing how to love others in a spiritual sense.

Soul
time to listent to my own calling..