Deb Shapiro - itchy skin

jul 3 aft 2
Itchy skin - night time

Ur body speaks ur mind - Deb Shapiro
Dry skin implies withdrawal of emotion, a holding back so u do not have to deal with communication or feeling.
Oily skin implies excess of emotion - often passionate or angry ones - that are not finding release.

Itching
When something is causing ur skin to itch, then either someone or something is scratching ur surface, rubbing u the wrong way or really getting to u and bugging u; or something inside u is itching to get free, to break out of familiar or restrictive old patterns.

Soul
Mmm..my skin has become dry in the last few months.
Itch especially night time despite using very good moisturiser.
Whats is it??
Father, guide me...

Yesterday finally did my physical release, havent' been doing it for the past one month...no free time and also no inclination.

Mmm...could this be me wanting to shift out of my current house.
I first saw the house in late January before Chinese New Year and paid booking deposit. Finally my house is mine in early June..
Throughout this period...current house is not conducive for my sadhana.
Much noises coming from my nephews.
For a few times, when it was unbearable, I have told my nephews to go back to their own house so I can have peace and quiet.
My mom was angry with me for asking me to go back. She said I have mentioned this a couple of times. She said I shouldnt' say especially I am single and unmarried and will need my nephews to take care of me in future.
Me with my progressive RA also not helping..making me fearful.
So been keeping quiet out of respect to mom and also fear of my own old age with RA in future.

Perhaps..I m trying to hold back my emotion of wanting a new place, my own.
Could this be it....
Will know when I shift out in late August.