Tuesday, August 4, 2015

Dilemma over Homeopathy or Hormon treatment

Jul 14

Was undecided between the hormone and homeopathy medicine.

Sadhguru sent his answer. My colleague invited me for lunch and it turns out that she had just undergone hormone medication. It is quite costly. But then so is the homeopathy.
Not sure why but I felt positive meeting the Homeopathy doctor.
Also glad he saw my blocked nose. He also gave me free medication on the blocked nose.

Cancel my outstation trip with family as I can't walk much.

I m trying to stay positive. This morning was bad. I now understand why RA patients go into depression. What it meant by loss of quality of life. I can't jump out of bed like I used to. I can only slowly inch my way to switch of my alarm. Then crawl towards the bedside and then push myself out of bed.

My right shoulder was all stiff. Difficult to bend. My middle spine also bit painful. Did the Yogaasanas was not easy. It was just okay. Couldn't do my forward bend due to my spine.
Shakti was quite okay but still singing. Shambavi was okay.

In the end I cried. I cried cos I can't even do my Sadhana properly.
Once I decided on the Homeopathy I called for appointment but only free next week. I told my boss and she asked why can't I go today since I m still in pain. At first I was still undecided but I made it. I thanked her for understanding.

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