Being aware of getting defensive over work

June 5

Mmm. Mistakes in submission. I was getting defensive and start to have attacking tots of my staff. Start to wonder making wrong choice. Guess reacting because of my regional boss email on my staff making blatant mistake.
Then I realised I was attacking myself for not looking good. I know previously I did thorough review but now I don't. But then previously more time given and we don't have such monthly report. And in this case we also not given time.
Time to be hardworking. Can't place reliance on my staff.

With Pa case perhaps lack of technical background and hence not detailed orientated. Instead of gathering more knowledge; his focus should be on becoming detailed oriented. Checking mistakes. At his level he not expected to be good in business but must be good in reporting. Must be detailed orientated to enable good review.
Feel okay now cos can see me worried being judged lacking.

Sadhguru
If within u, ur inner nature has attained fulfilment, there will be no need for action. If the external situation demand some action, u can do it joyously.
When a person has reached a state where there is no need to perform any action, we can say that the person has become unbounded. He is not something because of his actions. He is the same, even without any action.

Soul
Well. Looks like I m far ahead. Mind still ticking bit on the staff issue.
Why am I so defensive. Why do I feel bad that I m judged. Perhaps it's because I have just signed up new loan. Hence fear of security over my corporate role.