Uranus in the Fourth House

Jun 19 eve 1

Uranus in the Fourth House
Uranus in the Fourth House often symbolizes a deep existential restlessness of the spirit.  You are searching for your foundation, for your roots, for your cosmic maternal source.  Insight and revelation come to you from deep inside, from your subconscious mind.  These impulses may be disturbing or inspirational, depending upon your receptivity.  Thus, you may engage in a lifelong internal quest for your own True Home, or you may manifest an irritable, erratic and excitable nature, particularly to your own family.

Transcendent Potential
            You can realize the transcendent potential of Uranus in the Fourth House when you inwardly know that you are a stranger in a strange land, an alien in this world who has lost your way Home.  You are restless to find your source and to build a foundation for yourself that you can truly stand on.  This is a foundation built of Idea and not subject to transitory change. 

Soul
So true. It's because I don't reflect such insecurity that it goes into my body.

Uranus in Fourth House
To find your True Home and to build this foundation, you must seclude yourself, must protect yourself against the distractions of the mundane and reestablish yourself with the Fountain of Inspiration that lies within you.  Revelation is to be found within your own heart, for this is the place of your Real Home.

Soul
Yes. Now getting my own place with my own sadhana room. Can now focus on path without constant loud noise from my nephews.

Insecurity
            If you are inwardly insecure, this is because you have no firm foundation in your life.  You feel as if the rug may be pulled out from under you at any time and, therefore, you try to protect yourself against sudden change as much as possible.  You may resist and fear change but, nevertheless, change and instability overwhelm you.
            This is most likely to be true in your family life.  Particularly if you came from an unstable family environment, your own domestic circumstances are likely to be haphazard, unpredictable and/or marked by separations and instability.  Your nature is restless, but you are directionless.  You drift and change with the winds.  You have no internal anchor, no real home.  You may be afraid of being abandoned and you are likely to fear many things, many things lurking and ready to spring from your past and from the bottomlessness of your subconscious mind.

Soul
I truly got loads of suppressed fear.
On the surface I seem fearless. And I don't set any defence mechanism. If anything is inwards.
Alas I m not truly fearless hence my panic attack in the pool.
Father I want to acknowledge all my hidden and suppressed fear. Let my all my fear be out so my inner defence mechanism need not overreact.

Your Focus of Individuation
            Through the process of individuation, you seek a transformation of your core and your foundation.  This is a thorough transformative process from your roots upward. 

The first step in the individuation process is often for you to separate yourself, psychologically, emotionally and sometimes physically, from your family in an effort to define your own independent identity.  Though this is a natural process during adolescence, you may engage in this separation more strongly and/or earlier than normal.  It may even appear to be rebelliousness, but any rebelliousness is, in reality, a search for the real self.  Ultimately, if the individuation process is to complete itself, you must gain conscious awareness of your independence and sufficient confidence in your own identity so that you are able to become, again, a part of your family without any threat felt to the integrity of your own identity. 
            This individuation from the influence of family also often includes a rejection of your background and heritage in your attempt to strip away the conditioning influences of that background.  As with the family, individuation is not complete until you can, once again, come to terms with and appreciate your heritage.  More broadly even, Uranus in the Fourth House symbolizes your attempts to free yourself from all conditioning and collective identity in order to find your own authenticity.

Soul
This did happen with me getting my shrine.
After the shrine now I am finally shifting out to my own place.

Focus of Your New Directions and Insight
            You may attain and implement insights and new ideas that pertain to family and domestic life.  These may involve your home and your domestic surroundings, new ideas about family roles or new ideas about the place of the family in your life.  In modern times, this may translate into a higher tolerance for instability within the family.  Beyond this, you can be receptive to insights into your own emotions and subconscious patterns and to consequent new directions in your approach to your interior self.  For some, the insight and revelation symbolized by Uranus will be fundamental in nature, resulting in firmly rooted and profound changes in direction and life innovations.

Your Focus of Change
            For you, change often occurs within the family or within your domestic life.  You may also want to change your home and surrounding environment.  This may mean redecorating every few years or picking up and moving frequently.  This attention to changing your home is often symbolic of a deeper restlessness of which you may not be fully conscious.  This restlessness may become so intense that you feel that you have no home anymore.  When you pursue this feeling of restlessness, it may result in you desiring to change certain fundamentals about yourself.
Your personality may also express undertones of Uranus aspecting the Moon.

Soul
Truly ruling Ace of Diamonds.
Didn't change the home..but definitely at work.
I constantly changed jobs till in my late thirties.