June 1 eve
Just had tumeric. This morning can see my right elbow swelling up. Surprisingly not so painful. Not sure if swelling due to steroids. But impossible just one.
Guess feeling sorry for myself. Luckily got my shrine.
Just now Pooja was nice. Sat quietly during Pooja song. Just feeling contentment and being loved. Brahmananda chanting came with few voices. Towards the end singing and dancing followed by silence. Sat much longer today.
Did one cycle of Devi chanting. During the Devi posture, cry a bit feeling the loneliness. And she answered I m not alone and tears stopped. Amen. Now learning that these moment of loneliness is just past karmic coming up. While I acknowledged I need not dwell on them.
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