Jun 15
My fear. My high auto immune is activated due to fear.
Perhaps instead of fear inside the body. Now fear coming out in water.
After Kailash I can't swim. All my old fear of water came back
Did my Sannidhi Pooja. Silence during guru song. During Brahmananda don't feel like chanting. At a point suddenly all my ailments after Kailash make sense. What was inside now expressed. I cried and calmness came.
I be fine.
Another one and half month I be on my own. May cook my own dinner. May finally start on salad.
They put me on coordinator group chat. They asked for help. I no longer compel to do. No more burden.
Just now after Sannidhi Pooja and Devi chanting I feel my shoulder blades lighter.
Must be the Neck practices that I been doing for past 2 days. Will continue.
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