Osho - Slowing Down

May 31

Woke up feeling hot before 5. Open the window for fresh air since I didn't switch on aircond.
Slept back and woke up around 5.40 am, wide awake.
Had a good sleep..
Ate the pre-night Tumeric honey followed by Darshan with Shrine.
My left hand fingers bit stiff. My second finger on left hand has mishapen. I just keep my awareness feeling the blood flow through the fingers to reduce stiffness.
Did Bhuta Shuddi...went in deep.
Allowing Bhuta Shuddi to do its work.
Linga Bhairavi mercury pendant coming soon.


This week Osho Tarot card
The issue - Silence
The taste of the silence is the same. 

Time changes, the world goes on changing, but the experience of silence, the joy of it, remains the same. That is the only thing you can rely upon, the only thing that never dies. It is the only thing that you can call your very being.

The silent, mirrorlike receptiveness of a star-filled night with a full moon is reflected in the misty lake below. The face in the sky is deep in meditation, a goddess of the night who brings depth, peace and understanding. 

Now is a very precious time. It will be easy for you to rest inside, to plumb the depths of your own inner silence to the point where it meets the silence of the universe. There's nothing to do, nowhere to go, and the quality of your inner silence permeates everything you do. 

It might make some people uncomfortable, accustomed as they are to all the noise and activity of the world. Never mind; seek out those who can resonate with your silence - or enjoy your aloneness. Now is the time to come home to yourself. The understanding and insights that come to you in these moment

Soul
Amen.
I now learned to go into Silence effortlessly..especially with Sannidhi.

Resolution
Slowing Down
The Knight of Rainbows is a reminder that, just like this tortoise, we carry our home with us wherever we go. There is no need to hurry, no need to seek shelter elsewhere. Even as we move into the depths of the emotional waters, we can remain self-contained and free from attachments. 

It is a time when you are ready to let go of any expectations you have had about yourself or other people, and to take responsibility for any illusions you might have been carrying. There is no need to do anything but rest in the fullness of who you are right now. If desires and hopes and dreams are fading away, so much the better. Their disappearance is making space for a new quality of stillness and acceptance of what is, and you are able to welcome this development in a way you have never been able to before. Savor this quality of slowing down, of coming to rest and recognizing that you are already at home.

Soul
True..I am just being myself now.
I tot nothing coming in..but looks like now I finally ready to deal with RA.
Can't rely on doctor anymore..can't rely on external. Have to deal with it,
I am not sure..but I have faith that I will be fine.
Sadhana, Shrine and Tumeric and Neem will help.
Also learning to express my emotional intensity will allow suppressed energy to flow..blocks removed.