Sadhguru - first step to see your illness as your responsibility

Jun 23 aft


Today saw the email and feel unfair being judged.
Then I took the courage to make a stand; albeit bit childish. I told my boss that eventhough she doesn't like my response, I still go to say it.

Anyway, later calmed down and explained my issue of resolving defence mechanism to my boss. She said a possible approach.

Father, it okay to have outer defence mechanism. Just need to display it according to situation.

Jun 23 eve
Sadhguru
Whether ur body is well, ur body is ill or whatever, the first thing is to see its my responsibility.
Then energy gets centered in one place. Otherwise life is scattered
 My career is like this; my boss is responsible
Something is like that, somebody else is responsible.

So the first thing is to get it centered so then u see, it's me, nothing else but me.
Whatever may be happening, or whatever not happening, it's just me.
Now you have become straight with life. This is not spirituality, this is just learning to be absolutely straight.

Soul
That's the step I want to take with my body, want to deal with the RA that I have unconsciously created. It's about misplaced defence mechanism.