Rheumatoid Arthritis medicine failing me

May 29 aft

RA has worsen.
Confirmed that my liver is inflamed. Reducing the dosage of Arava didn't help me. The liver still inflamed.
So now can only do alternate day steriods. Doc said if I didn't take steroid to manage the inflammation, there is no other medication except pain killer.

With that.. I knew that's the call for Devi Mercury pendant. I told L that I am waiting for the sign if I need Devi. This is the sign.

Despite this bad news, I am still okay..or could be delayed reaction. I will know during Sannidhi Pooja later.

Coincidentally, just found out that my long time friend from Mumbai also got RA. In her case, her painful joints are quite bad that she does acupuncture. I am so thankful that Hata Yoga and meditation contained the inflammation.

From FB
Flow and effortlessness is a result of choosing the path of least resistance. That doesn’t mean choosing an easy path, per se, but to choose a path that has the least internal FEELING of resistance. This is your unique path of flow. Follow the feeling and it will lead you to great places...

Accept, then act.

Whatever the present moment contains, accept it as if you had chosen it...this will miraculously transform your whole life.



Soul
Well, liver inflamed..I can't do much.
For now follow the doctor advise..and Yoga still continue.
Blessing that next week I decided to have 2 days guided practice. One day for Angamardhana and another for Yogaasanas.

I think the way to heal is through the body.
Somehow Hata Yoga affects me...I always said the last is my 'body.


Talked to A, told him I m proud and happy for him.
He said volunteering truly for him..he has grown so much.

I too wish volunteering is my path..In a way, it is acceptable..it is going with the majority of people..it is measurable..there is certainty...but alas it is not for me.

My kriya path...is not the majority inclined. can't see the results..Not sure where it is heading.

Only thing is that when I m in kriya..I am in another world..

Its not a world shared ..but it is mine...sadhana brings me into another realm