Sadhguru - being myself

June 21 eve

Did volunteering for International Yoga day. Did the morning session followed by afternoon. My role mainly on being Interactor.
Just as I have learned to be in the rship at office, in family and now in Local Isha.
I can play certain role there but I m not willing to be hands on and stay there whole day. Volunteering path truly not for me.
The celeb were amazed that I m 48 years old and said I m an inspiration for Isha. Guess that the role I can carry, being Ambassador.

My both feet is in pain due too much walking today. Got to take rest. Again my inner defence mechanism takes over if my outer defence mechanism not in place. But these days it's on. I was able to leave the venue without any feeling of guilt or resentment. I truly can't feel the bliss of volunteering but I m truly happy able to share Isha's tools and Sadhguru.
Me the bliss of sadhana and my shrine. Now at home with Sannidhi.

Neptune 12 may to 2 July

Destiny
Four of Diamonds
This is a good card for money and indicated money made through travel or foreign interest, in the care of others or in some secret way.
U are somewhat protected in all ur business dealings under this influence. This is a card of satisfaction in financial affairs and one which u can take time to enjoy the fruits of ur labor as well.


Ruling
Two of Hearts
King of Spades

Soul
Outwardly my values are now intact. I m seeing that I need to create boundaries cos I can't take what others are taking. By doing that I m consciously creating my outer defence mechanism.

On my emotion. Can't say I m happy that I can be with local Isha but I m not sad. That's a start. Finally learning the rope of maintaining boundary in group relationship. I m learning it's okay to be alone when I want to.

Sadhguru
In the inner journey is to lose that race of trying to be like somebody or in some way trying to be better than somebody.
It is to be out of the race within itself because u are not trying to be like somebody, nor are u trying to be better than somebody else.
U are coming to a state where "being myself" is more than enough.
The very process of spirituality is to become in such a way, I m sitting with u here, I m completely by myself. I don't need to become anything. I don't need to make myself into something. If I simply sit, the entire world is within me. I m absolute, all existence is within me.

Each individual can be in his own way and still be progressing.