Osho - Maturity

June 7

Checking out my this week Osho tarot card.

4. Whats needed for resolution?
Maturity
The distinction between the grasses and the blossoms is the same as between you not knowing that you are a buddha, and the moment you know that you are a buddha. In fact, there is no way to be otherwise. Buddha is completely blossomed, fully opened. His lotuses, his petals, have come to a completion.... Certainly, to be full of spring yourself is far more beautiful than the autumn dew falling on the lotus leaves.

Soul
This is how I feel in yesterday pool when I can't swim again out of fear.
But despite can't swim I was still laughing.
It was then I realised thatt I can be happy even if I deemed failed in the eyes of the world, in my eyes.
I can see now that I tend to judge myself loads.
I am biggest critic...and damn right unfair too. Hence I disliked authority.

And it was then I realised that it is okay i m not the 'good' volunteer..it is okay I only want to volunteer for what I like...It is okay.
I am okay.
Finally I know I am okay.