Aug 2 aft 5
Got this...quite appropriate.
Corporate is gone...
http://consciouslifenews.com/rejection-be-blessing/1178430/
We should not take rejection personally.
In other words, when we experience rejection it is actually the universe saving us time and trouble when something is not in alignment with our destination.
We may not see it at the time and pine for what we think we ‘lost out’ on but we need to realign with the truth that it wasn’t meant to be in the first place and something else that is a frequential match is on the way.
Sometimes we are so hung up on the rejection that we miss the opportunity that the rejection made way for.
Embracing Rejection
Try to face rejection with the renewed optimism that it is a divining rod that could possibly lead you to that bountiful spring!
Allow yourself to be a little vulnerable when you need to test the waters of a prospective desire. If rejected then allow yourself to hold your head high as you stride over to the next possible potential.
Rejection ultimately leads to refining your true path.
Let Me Give You a Personal Example:
“Rejection ultimately leads to refining your true path.”Back in 2002 my hubby and I were going through some financial strain. We had both left our jobs to pursue working for ourselves and, after a year, it wasn’t going well.
We were toying with the idea of going to work in the UK but it was a daunting idea for both of us. After much consideration, we decided to ask for our old jobs back. Both of us left on great terms with our employers and both companies assured us that if we should ever need our jobs back, they would be there for us.
Well, as synchronicity would have it, neither one of us got our jobs back.
We were really shocked and surprised but what it actually did for us was push us into going overseas. We eventually did take the plunge and we enjoyed a 3 year working holiday which saw us return with enough money to buy our first property cash.
If we had not been rejected, we wouldn’t have had the joy of living and working abroad in a country that boasted so many unique and rich historical treasures. We wouldn’t have met the most amazing people, travelled all over England and Scotland and we most likely wouldn’t have bought any property.
Thursday, October 8, 2015
Sadhguru - allow everything about you to fall off
Aug 2 aft 4
Was updating my blog for early July and saw this.
Sadhguru
A spiritual person should be 100 times more intense than the most ambitious person in the world. Only then u can conquer inner nature.
I m telling you, Kriya by itself is not going to do anything. It is not the Kriya which is going to transform u. It is the intensity. Only when u are intense, the Kriya is a tremendous support. It intensifies u more and more. This is the whole purpose of doing the purpose of doing the practices.
Step by step, every day u can peel yourself off.
Everything disappears, and what is perfectly real, only that stays.
Everything that can fall off, let it fall off.
U are spending too much of ur life just to hold onto those things which are about to fall off.
U are spending all ur life just trying to support things which are always trying to fall.
What is going to fall, let it fall, let everything fall down.
There is something which cannot fall down. U will approach that very quickly when u allow these things to fall.
Soul
Not sure where I got this.
All these went off
Morning sleep went off
Resistance to detailed reporting
Laziness on fitness went off - now on Angamardhana for the past 1 and half year...license to eat
Resistance to spending money on renovation
Resistance to having a big car
Meat went off..
Coffee went off.
Milk went off
Validation of Isha volunteering went off
Resistance to capital commitment for own condo
Leisure breakfast with reading went off
Arava medication went off
Resistance to Neem and tumeric
Resistance to Rudrash and copper snake ring went off
Corporate work validation went off
Decaf coffee may go off
Alternative medicine
And today this message is quite apt when the other Homeopathy doctor said I shouldn't stretch myself by going back to school in a new field when I am already 48 years old and suffering from RA.
Stress is the greatest key to inflaming RA.
She said I should be considering full retirement..
Soul
Well, thats her..
For me..I knew that everything happens for a reason.
It is normally difficult for me to change..to start new things especially anything that involves my financial security.
My mind will go into major resistance..torn among options..pulling my teeth.
But once I decided, I can let go...thats my second karma card of Nine of Diamonds.
Once I am in..I am truly in I will persevere..
I had so much resistance to Isha..and but I never stopped..slowly deepen...I am a slow one..
Now on Ace of Diamonds
But I already let go of the high profile corporate job.
It is time for new beginnings
I knew it is hard work..but I have Isha tools..I got Devi with me..
Was updating my blog for early July and saw this.
Sadhguru
A spiritual person should be 100 times more intense than the most ambitious person in the world. Only then u can conquer inner nature.
I m telling you, Kriya by itself is not going to do anything. It is not the Kriya which is going to transform u. It is the intensity. Only when u are intense, the Kriya is a tremendous support. It intensifies u more and more. This is the whole purpose of doing the purpose of doing the practices.
Step by step, every day u can peel yourself off.
Everything disappears, and what is perfectly real, only that stays.
Everything that can fall off, let it fall off.
U are spending too much of ur life just to hold onto those things which are about to fall off.
U are spending all ur life just trying to support things which are always trying to fall.
What is going to fall, let it fall, let everything fall down.
There is something which cannot fall down. U will approach that very quickly when u allow these things to fall.
Soul
Not sure where I got this.
All these went off
Morning sleep went off
Resistance to detailed reporting
Laziness on fitness went off - now on Angamardhana for the past 1 and half year...license to eat
Resistance to spending money on renovation
Resistance to having a big car
Meat went off..
Coffee went off.
Milk went off
Validation of Isha volunteering went off
Resistance to capital commitment for own condo
Leisure breakfast with reading went off
Arava medication went off
Resistance to Neem and tumeric
Resistance to Rudrash and copper snake ring went off
Corporate work validation went off
Decaf coffee may go off
Alternative medicine
And today this message is quite apt when the other Homeopathy doctor said I shouldn't stretch myself by going back to school in a new field when I am already 48 years old and suffering from RA.
Stress is the greatest key to inflaming RA.
She said I should be considering full retirement..
Soul
Well, thats her..
For me..I knew that everything happens for a reason.
It is normally difficult for me to change..to start new things especially anything that involves my financial security.
My mind will go into major resistance..torn among options..pulling my teeth.
But once I decided, I can let go...thats my second karma card of Nine of Diamonds.
Once I am in..I am truly in I will persevere..
I had so much resistance to Isha..and but I never stopped..slowly deepen...I am a slow one..
Now on Ace of Diamonds
But I already let go of the high profile corporate job.
It is time for new beginnings
I knew it is hard work..but I have Isha tools..I got Devi with me..
Rheumatoid Arthritis NSAID (Arava)
Aug 2 aft 3
Rheumatoid Arthritis NSAID (Arava) medication rejected by my body..for my good health
Now updating blog and saw this article on Diet for Autoimmune diseases
This seems to reiterate what the Allopathy and Homeopathy doctor was telling me earlier
Instead of being sad..I should be happy that my body is intelligent and I can finally hear its message and follwoing it.
Just like these few days I ate the leafy green..I ate it cos I know it is good for me. While I am eating I can feel body liking it.
I can't say my tongue like it but I am now eating for my body.
https://www.drmcdougall.com/health/education/health-science/featured-articles/articles/diet-only-hope-for-arthritis/
It’s the Whole Diet
The importance of the overall diet cannot be overemphasized.
Proper foods keep the intestinal barriers strong and the immune system in a fighting condition.
Those foods are whole starches, vegetable, and fruits.
In addition to being free of animal products, the diet must be low in fat of all kinds — vegetable oil (even olive oil, corn, safflower, and flaxseed oil) and animal fat.
Soul
Here. I said no to meat..but okay to pork lard..guess must now stop this reasoning.
https://www.drmcdougall.com/health/education/health-science/featured-articles/articles/diet-only-hope-for-arthritis/
It’s the Whole Diet
When it comes to blaming individual foods, dairy products seem to be the most troublesome foods, causing the most common and severe reactions. Many reports indicate grains, such as corn and wheat can also aggravate of symptoms. The truth seems to be almost any food can cause trouble, but few people react to vegetable foods.
Soul
Luckily lactose intolerant but still do take milk in some local coffee.
But these few weeks knowing that coffee reduces the impact of my Homeopathy medication..I am less enthusiatic even for decaf coffee.
https://www.drmcdougall.com/health/education/health-science/featured-articles/articles/diet-only-hope-for-arthritis/
It’s the Whole Diet
My experience and this research has lead me to prescribe for the past 22 years a starch-based diet with the addition of fruits, and vegetables (low-fat and devoid of all animal products).
If no improvement is seen within 2 weeks, I suggest wheat and corn be eliminated.
The final step is to follow an elimination diet based on the foods least likely to cause problems, such as sweet potatoes and brown rice with the addition of noncitrus fruits, and green and yellow vegetables. All thoroughly cooked.
Water is the beverage. If improvement is found (usually within 1 to 2 weeks), then foods are added back one at a time to see if there is an adverse reaction. (A complete description of this diet can be found in The McDougall Program — 12 days to Dynamic Health).
Nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drugs should be stopped, and if necessary, replaced by aspirin or nabumetone (Relafen).Other medications are reduced and/or discontinued as the symptoms improve.
Soul
So glad that my Arava medication was stopped by my body.
Otherwise my doctor won't be releasing it from me.
On steriods i am not taking so it is fine.
Rheumatoid Arthritis NSAID (Arava) medication rejected by my body..for my good health
Now updating blog and saw this article on Diet for Autoimmune diseases
This seems to reiterate what the Allopathy and Homeopathy doctor was telling me earlier
Instead of being sad..I should be happy that my body is intelligent and I can finally hear its message and follwoing it.
Just like these few days I ate the leafy green..I ate it cos I know it is good for me. While I am eating I can feel body liking it.
I can't say my tongue like it but I am now eating for my body.
https://www.drmcdougall.com/health/education/health-science/featured-articles/articles/diet-only-hope-for-arthritis/
It’s the Whole Diet
The importance of the overall diet cannot be overemphasized.
Proper foods keep the intestinal barriers strong and the immune system in a fighting condition.
Those foods are whole starches, vegetable, and fruits.
In addition to being free of animal products, the diet must be low in fat of all kinds — vegetable oil (even olive oil, corn, safflower, and flaxseed oil) and animal fat.
Soul
Here. I said no to meat..but okay to pork lard..guess must now stop this reasoning.
https://www.drmcdougall.com/health/education/health-science/featured-articles/articles/diet-only-hope-for-arthritis/
It’s the Whole Diet
When it comes to blaming individual foods, dairy products seem to be the most troublesome foods, causing the most common and severe reactions. Many reports indicate grains, such as corn and wheat can also aggravate of symptoms. The truth seems to be almost any food can cause trouble, but few people react to vegetable foods.
Soul
Luckily lactose intolerant but still do take milk in some local coffee.
But these few weeks knowing that coffee reduces the impact of my Homeopathy medication..I am less enthusiatic even for decaf coffee.
https://www.drmcdougall.com/health/education/health-science/featured-articles/articles/diet-only-hope-for-arthritis/
It’s the Whole Diet
My experience and this research has lead me to prescribe for the past 22 years a starch-based diet with the addition of fruits, and vegetables (low-fat and devoid of all animal products).
If no improvement is seen within 2 weeks, I suggest wheat and corn be eliminated.
The final step is to follow an elimination diet based on the foods least likely to cause problems, such as sweet potatoes and brown rice with the addition of noncitrus fruits, and green and yellow vegetables. All thoroughly cooked.
Water is the beverage. If improvement is found (usually within 1 to 2 weeks), then foods are added back one at a time to see if there is an adverse reaction. (A complete description of this diet can be found in The McDougall Program — 12 days to Dynamic Health).
Nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drugs should be stopped, and if necessary, replaced by aspirin or nabumetone (Relafen).Other medications are reduced and/or discontinued as the symptoms improve.
Soul
So glad that my Arava medication was stopped by my body.
Otherwise my doctor won't be releasing it from me.
On steriods i am not taking so it is fine.
Nine of Diamonds
Aug 2 aft 1
Nine of Diamonds
Their Supporting Karma Card (+KC), the Nine of Diamonds, naturally encourages their sharing of abundance. If in alignment with a spiritual path, Queen of Diamonds people express their generosity through supporting humanitarian causes, assisting family members and donating to charities.
Cosmic reward card - Nine of diamond
To let go and complete a major chapter in the evolution of their soul and personality.
This entails a lot of giving to others and a willingness to release both people and material things from their life when the time comes.
If they have not heeded the call to give and let go of others, money, rships and love, their life can be filled with disappointment and remorse.
Nine of Diamond - universal values (The Givers)
Once overcome their challenges, they are philanthropic, generous, happy and productive.
Have the opportunity to experience first-hand the heightened consciousness that comes from living a 'universal' life.
They are great at promoting things they believe in.
They r great talkers and communicator.
Many become counsellors, if not professionally, at least wit friends.
One of the challenges is to develop and use their charm and power to do good work.
Many of them are destined to make great contributors to the world, often by leading others to a higher form of knowledge and learning.
They must develop an awareness of the universal laws being manifested in their life.
Those who take a thoughtful approach to the events of their life will realise that for each thing they supposedly lose, new avenues are opening and they are getting more in touch with the cosmic flow.
When they truly release their attachments, spiritual gifts are showered down upon them.
They realise the beauty of releasing things in their life that are holding them back from a new and more beautiful life that is just now emerging.
They begin to identify with a much larger image of themselves, one that includes the need of others as well as their own.
The result is that they are happy and enlightened, having made the transition to a more universal approach to life.
The universal, rather than personal point of view is the ultimate destination.
Nine of Diamonds
Their Supporting Karma Card (+KC), the Nine of Diamonds, naturally encourages their sharing of abundance. If in alignment with a spiritual path, Queen of Diamonds people express their generosity through supporting humanitarian causes, assisting family members and donating to charities.
Cosmic reward card - Nine of diamond
To let go and complete a major chapter in the evolution of their soul and personality.
This entails a lot of giving to others and a willingness to release both people and material things from their life when the time comes.
If they have not heeded the call to give and let go of others, money, rships and love, their life can be filled with disappointment and remorse.
Nine of Diamond - universal values (The Givers)
Once overcome their challenges, they are philanthropic, generous, happy and productive.
Have the opportunity to experience first-hand the heightened consciousness that comes from living a 'universal' life.
They are great at promoting things they believe in.
They r great talkers and communicator.
Many become counsellors, if not professionally, at least wit friends.
One of the challenges is to develop and use their charm and power to do good work.
Many of them are destined to make great contributors to the world, often by leading others to a higher form of knowledge and learning.
They must develop an awareness of the universal laws being manifested in their life.
Those who take a thoughtful approach to the events of their life will realise that for each thing they supposedly lose, new avenues are opening and they are getting more in touch with the cosmic flow.
When they truly release their attachments, spiritual gifts are showered down upon them.
They realise the beauty of releasing things in their life that are holding them back from a new and more beautiful life that is just now emerging.
They begin to identify with a much larger image of themselves, one that includes the need of others as well as their own.
The result is that they are happy and enlightened, having made the transition to a more universal approach to life.
The universal, rather than personal point of view is the ultimate destination.
Last year destiny prepares me for this year Ten of Spades
Aug 2 2015
My last year card already showed the way
2014/15 Ruling
Pluto
Queen of Spades
Somehow connected to ur result card you are attempting to develop a sense of mastery from within, a greater level of organisational ability or both. Self mastery comes from inner knowledge and self control. It is knowing u can have everything u want, not by changing the world but by changing yourself.
U will have to work hard this year and possibly doing work that u find somewhat distasteful. Spades are work and the Queen using her work as karma yoga, a tool to purify her tots and emotions.
This is the goal u have set for urself and u must have good reason for why u want this. Keep this uppermost in ur mind as u progress through the year. U will no doubt have to make changes within and outside of urself to achieve this goal.
Affirmation
I develop my capacity to transform my life by changing my beliefs, ideas, and concepts of the world. I become the master of myself.
Result
Nine of Clubs
Much of ur challenges is to let go of outworn ideas, projects, plans or way of communicating. This is a year of completion that may at times seem like disappointing endings.
The Nine of Clubs says that u are completing a major chapter in ur life and it is time to move on to greener pastures.
Be open to spiritual wisdom in all forms, as this will help make change easier.
Affirmation
I complete projects this year and let go of the past. I broaden my understanding by releasing old ways of thinking.
Environment
Three of Hearts
Benefits will come this year through broadening the scope of ur personal or social relationships. A desire to express urself and ur feelings will bring many good things into ur life. This could be the year that u successfully add to ur list of personal contacts.
U could meet a new lover or two or merely makes some new friends that bring fun and diversity into ur romantic or social life.
Remember to say what u feel.
Displacement
Six of Clubs
This card can have a powerful and positive effects on ur career and work. This could be the year that u become much better known or recognised for ur contribution.
This could be a vital time to devote some of ur resources to advertising or to getting into the media because success in these areas is almost certain. All in all, this should be a hallmark year where work is concerned.
Finally this card points to a need for more focus on one's purpose in life. This could be a year when circumstances cause u to reflect on ur life and make a sincere effort to finding the path best for u. Once that path is found, u are obligated on a spiritual level to follow it to the best of ur ability, regardless of external circumstances.
Following the path u have set for urself or just finding path that is meant for u, may be one the significant challenge of this year.
Soul
No wonder Ten of Clubs and Ten of Spades...in 2015/16
Soul
Last year was the ending..with the unexpected RA pain in June 2015 and followed by recovery of RA pain with Homeopathy in early July. Concluded with me saying no to the high profile job offer in late July. Confirmed ending of corporate growth.
No wonder I had the new beginning at the start of this year in July.
This could be a year when circumstances cause u to reflect on ur life and make a sincere effort to finding the path best for u. Once that path is found, u are obligated on a spiritual level to follow it to the best of ur ability, regardless of external circumstances.
Following the path u have set for urself or just finding path that is meant for u, may be one the significant challenge of this year.
Soul
So true..now
Oct 9
Alas..my journey just started....
My last year card already showed the way
2014/15 Ruling
Pluto
Queen of Spades
Somehow connected to ur result card you are attempting to develop a sense of mastery from within, a greater level of organisational ability or both. Self mastery comes from inner knowledge and self control. It is knowing u can have everything u want, not by changing the world but by changing yourself.
U will have to work hard this year and possibly doing work that u find somewhat distasteful. Spades are work and the Queen using her work as karma yoga, a tool to purify her tots and emotions.
This is the goal u have set for urself and u must have good reason for why u want this. Keep this uppermost in ur mind as u progress through the year. U will no doubt have to make changes within and outside of urself to achieve this goal.
Affirmation
I develop my capacity to transform my life by changing my beliefs, ideas, and concepts of the world. I become the master of myself.
Result
Nine of Clubs
Much of ur challenges is to let go of outworn ideas, projects, plans or way of communicating. This is a year of completion that may at times seem like disappointing endings.
The Nine of Clubs says that u are completing a major chapter in ur life and it is time to move on to greener pastures.
Be open to spiritual wisdom in all forms, as this will help make change easier.
Affirmation
I complete projects this year and let go of the past. I broaden my understanding by releasing old ways of thinking.
Environment
Three of Hearts
Benefits will come this year through broadening the scope of ur personal or social relationships. A desire to express urself and ur feelings will bring many good things into ur life. This could be the year that u successfully add to ur list of personal contacts.
U could meet a new lover or two or merely makes some new friends that bring fun and diversity into ur romantic or social life.
Remember to say what u feel.
Displacement
Six of Clubs
This card can have a powerful and positive effects on ur career and work. This could be the year that u become much better known or recognised for ur contribution.
This could be a vital time to devote some of ur resources to advertising or to getting into the media because success in these areas is almost certain. All in all, this should be a hallmark year where work is concerned.
Finally this card points to a need for more focus on one's purpose in life. This could be a year when circumstances cause u to reflect on ur life and make a sincere effort to finding the path best for u. Once that path is found, u are obligated on a spiritual level to follow it to the best of ur ability, regardless of external circumstances.
Following the path u have set for urself or just finding path that is meant for u, may be one the significant challenge of this year.
Soul
No wonder Ten of Clubs and Ten of Spades...in 2015/16
Soul
Last year was the ending..with the unexpected RA pain in June 2015 and followed by recovery of RA pain with Homeopathy in early July. Concluded with me saying no to the high profile job offer in late July. Confirmed ending of corporate growth.
No wonder I had the new beginning at the start of this year in July.
This could be a year when circumstances cause u to reflect on ur life and make a sincere effort to finding the path best for u. Once that path is found, u are obligated on a spiritual level to follow it to the best of ur ability, regardless of external circumstances.
Following the path u have set for urself or just finding path that is meant for u, may be one the significant challenge of this year.
Soul
So true..now
Oct 9
Alas..my journey just started....
Monday, October 5, 2015
Three of Hearts in Mercury
Aug 2 aft
Truly Three of Hearts in Mercury with Jack of Hearts as Indirect.
Never expected this.
Never looked for this.
But it came when I am ready.
And it comes when I finally said not to bigger corporate career. Just turn down the offer to join former sister company. More lucrative more money, more profile..but won't make me happy...and won't be conducive for my RA. Even before I tot of taking the offer I was already thinking to do for a few years just for the money to settle my condo.
Well, Need not let my fear of financial security to lead my life.
Now want to be guided by what makes me happy.
Mercury 3 July to 23 Aug
Destiny
Three of Hearts
Jack of hearts
Three of Hearts (indecision or variety in love and relationships, expression of feelings)
Don't be surprised if some situation comes up unexpectedly during this period that leaves u perplexed about love or friendship. U may receive two offers at once or someone new may comes in that u find immensely attractive and give u some cause to doubt ur existing rship.
This is also an influence that means immaturity in love and fickleness of the affection. Don't let ur mind run away with ur heart now. It may be hard to catch later.
Ur other Mercury card may indicate the person or situation in which u are feeling indecisive about.
The good side of this card is that u have the desire and motivation to meet new people and to express ur feelings, especially feelings of love and affection.
This is a great influence for getting socially involved and making new contacts in either work or pleasure areas.
Jack of hearts
(Making personal sacrifices for a higher good, initiation into a higher love)
Card of spiritual sacrifice or Christ card
Soul
Well this calling into Homeopathy ..definitely like a Jack of Hearts.
Wellness for myself...but sacrifice in terms of monetary terms and time.
Today card.
My Daily Card
The Two of Clubs
The Two of Clubs means conversation, communication, sharing ideas and cooperation on a communication level. However, it is also known as the card of fear and arguing. When it is present you may feel compelled to talk to others and to establish lines of communication.
Look deeper into yourself and you may discover an inner conflict between your desire to be alone and to be with others. Talking to others may shed more light on who you are. Just make sure that you are being honest with yourself.
Soul
Now that I know I require full time study...
And this study requires me to be on collaborator mode..
And one thing that the doctor point out..I am too excited..
Mmm...maybe time to start on Isha Kriya..
Especially I got Three of Hearts in Mercury this year.
http://thecardsoflife.com/destiny-cards/queen-of-diamonds-person/
Queen of Diamonds
With so many Threes in the their life script, the Queen of Diamonds is bursting with innovative ideas and the drive to see them through. Their Three of Spades card in Mars is a motivator. They may have several different careers in quest for their true expression, but none of that energy is wasted as they build on their experiences from one to the next. They are also influenced by a Three of Clubs in Venus and a Three of Diamonds Challenging Karma Card (-KC). Three Threes is a powerful combination for variety and creativity as well as contributing to worry and indecision.
Soul
True..I feel my corporate stint and also my journey in Isha will help me in my Wellness centre.
I am already good in promoting Isha tools such as hata yoga, meditation, yantras and even those mantras cd.
I am good in promoting 7thunder cards.
Whatever that I have experience greatly I can easily promote.
So Homeopathy is my next one.
I want to learn to cure myself.
I have always said last is body...
So many Threes..need Isha Kriya.
My friend meditator P used to be quite agitated in her conversation..but now has mellowed much. Even able to respond to messages..
She was a Nine of Clubs ruling and since Isha Kriya can help her so much..definitely can help a Three like me.
http://thecardsoflife.com/destiny-cards/queen-of-diamonds-person/
Having a Queen of Spades in Neptune suggests access to intuition and spiritual guidance. Channeling all that creative energy into a strong work ethic nearly assures success after mid-life. There’s a natural ability to synthesize the wisdom gained from a variety of careers and experiences and put it all to good use.
Soul
Yes..I am on the right track to wellness.
http://thecardsoflife.com/destiny-cards/queen-of-diamonds-person/
The Five of Diamonds in Uranus suggests that finances may go through ups and downs throughout life. The Queen of Diamonds makes the most of these transitions by making the necessary changes and taking on a new challenge in the spirit of freedom of movement. Blessed with endless creativity, it sees them through to the next opportunity.
Soul
Yes..now another cycle..through my change of values.
Dropping corporate career to something that fit in my new values..of yoga and energy opening.
I knew Isha volunteering not for me as I want to do something independently on my own.
I am not the type that follows rules and regulation.
I always know I want to do something apart from Isha but never knew what it was.
Until the break down of NSAID medication in me, my first flare of major RA pain, my miraculous recovery of RA pain.
Next step recovery of RA as I believed that if Homeopathy provides only long term medication for chronic illness then no difference with Allopathy medication.
http://thecardsoflife.com/destiny-cards/queen-of-diamonds-person
Queen of Diamonds people enjoy the finer things in life, are able to generate the resources to attain them, but often stress over cash flow and financial reserves. They are keen business people and are quite talented at promoting themselves and their services.
Soul
true..i know i m good in promoting good.
http://thecardsoflife.com/destiny-cards/queen-of-diamonds-person
Their Supporting Karma Card (+KC), the Nine of Diamonds, naturally encourages their sharing of abundance. If in alignment with a spiritual path, Queen of Diamonds people express their generosity through supporting humanitarian causes, assisting family members and donating to charities.
Soul
My Jupiter is in Nine of Hearts
Truly Three of Hearts in Mercury with Jack of Hearts as Indirect.
Never expected this.
Never looked for this.
But it came when I am ready.
And it comes when I finally said not to bigger corporate career. Just turn down the offer to join former sister company. More lucrative more money, more profile..but won't make me happy...and won't be conducive for my RA. Even before I tot of taking the offer I was already thinking to do for a few years just for the money to settle my condo.
Well, Need not let my fear of financial security to lead my life.
Now want to be guided by what makes me happy.
Mercury 3 July to 23 Aug
Destiny
Three of Hearts
Jack of hearts
Three of Hearts (indecision or variety in love and relationships, expression of feelings)
Don't be surprised if some situation comes up unexpectedly during this period that leaves u perplexed about love or friendship. U may receive two offers at once or someone new may comes in that u find immensely attractive and give u some cause to doubt ur existing rship.
This is also an influence that means immaturity in love and fickleness of the affection. Don't let ur mind run away with ur heart now. It may be hard to catch later.
Ur other Mercury card may indicate the person or situation in which u are feeling indecisive about.
The good side of this card is that u have the desire and motivation to meet new people and to express ur feelings, especially feelings of love and affection.
This is a great influence for getting socially involved and making new contacts in either work or pleasure areas.
Jack of hearts
(Making personal sacrifices for a higher good, initiation into a higher love)
Card of spiritual sacrifice or Christ card
Soul
Well this calling into Homeopathy ..definitely like a Jack of Hearts.
Wellness for myself...but sacrifice in terms of monetary terms and time.
Today card.
My Daily Card
The Two of Clubs
The Two of Clubs means conversation, communication, sharing ideas and cooperation on a communication level. However, it is also known as the card of fear and arguing. When it is present you may feel compelled to talk to others and to establish lines of communication.
Look deeper into yourself and you may discover an inner conflict between your desire to be alone and to be with others. Talking to others may shed more light on who you are. Just make sure that you are being honest with yourself.
Soul
Now that I know I require full time study...
And this study requires me to be on collaborator mode..
And one thing that the doctor point out..I am too excited..
Mmm...maybe time to start on Isha Kriya..
Especially I got Three of Hearts in Mercury this year.
http://thecardsoflife.com/destiny-cards/queen-of-diamonds-person/
Queen of Diamonds
With so many Threes in the their life script, the Queen of Diamonds is bursting with innovative ideas and the drive to see them through. Their Three of Spades card in Mars is a motivator. They may have several different careers in quest for their true expression, but none of that energy is wasted as they build on their experiences from one to the next. They are also influenced by a Three of Clubs in Venus and a Three of Diamonds Challenging Karma Card (-KC). Three Threes is a powerful combination for variety and creativity as well as contributing to worry and indecision.
Soul
True..I feel my corporate stint and also my journey in Isha will help me in my Wellness centre.
I am already good in promoting Isha tools such as hata yoga, meditation, yantras and even those mantras cd.
I am good in promoting 7thunder cards.
Whatever that I have experience greatly I can easily promote.
So Homeopathy is my next one.
I want to learn to cure myself.
I have always said last is body...
So many Threes..need Isha Kriya.
My friend meditator P used to be quite agitated in her conversation..but now has mellowed much. Even able to respond to messages..
She was a Nine of Clubs ruling and since Isha Kriya can help her so much..definitely can help a Three like me.
http://thecardsoflife.com/destiny-cards/queen-of-diamonds-person/
Having a Queen of Spades in Neptune suggests access to intuition and spiritual guidance. Channeling all that creative energy into a strong work ethic nearly assures success after mid-life. There’s a natural ability to synthesize the wisdom gained from a variety of careers and experiences and put it all to good use.
Soul
Yes..I am on the right track to wellness.
http://thecardsoflife.com/destiny-cards/queen-of-diamonds-person/
The Five of Diamonds in Uranus suggests that finances may go through ups and downs throughout life. The Queen of Diamonds makes the most of these transitions by making the necessary changes and taking on a new challenge in the spirit of freedom of movement. Blessed with endless creativity, it sees them through to the next opportunity.
Soul
Yes..now another cycle..through my change of values.
Dropping corporate career to something that fit in my new values..of yoga and energy opening.
I knew Isha volunteering not for me as I want to do something independently on my own.
I am not the type that follows rules and regulation.
I always know I want to do something apart from Isha but never knew what it was.
Until the break down of NSAID medication in me, my first flare of major RA pain, my miraculous recovery of RA pain.
Next step recovery of RA as I believed that if Homeopathy provides only long term medication for chronic illness then no difference with Allopathy medication.
http://thecardsoflife.com/destiny-cards/queen-of-diamonds-person
Queen of Diamonds people enjoy the finer things in life, are able to generate the resources to attain them, but often stress over cash flow and financial reserves. They are keen business people and are quite talented at promoting themselves and their services.
Soul
true..i know i m good in promoting good.
http://thecardsoflife.com/destiny-cards/queen-of-diamonds-person
Their Supporting Karma Card (+KC), the Nine of Diamonds, naturally encourages their sharing of abundance. If in alignment with a spiritual path, Queen of Diamonds people express their generosity through supporting humanitarian causes, assisting family members and donating to charities.
Soul
My Jupiter is in Nine of Hearts
Saturday, October 3, 2015
Finding out more information on homeopathy
Aug 2
Woke up fresh before 6 am despite sleeping at 1.30 am yesterday night on full stomach.
Did Bhuta Shuddhi followed by morning walk.
Body aching a bit after doing my first Angamardhana after a lapse of 6 weeks. Yes, the buttock and thigh muscle for the lying down posture.
Did 2 cycle of walk, no staircase today.
Feeling good, still on Homeopathy and wanted Universe to give me more information on Homeopathy.
Will need to find out from more Homeopathy cos my current Homeopathy doctor not giving me any lead I can use.
Then I remember the Homeopathy contact that I got from my colleague N. Perhaps I can call on the said doctor, M
It was the most enlightening call that I had a long time.
Firstly, she said I need to take a local 4 year course with another half year practitioner in India. Otherwise I can't practice locally. Also found out that my current doctor also not legal, and hence will take up the 4.5 years course to make himself legal. The doctor I talked to is now in her final year of study. Both of them full fledged doctor and now taking up homeopathy. M said it is not a lucrative, relatively unknown, not good market perception. Too many low educated persons practising homeopathy and hence Govt has enforced a ruling to legalise only licensed practitioner.
The good news is that the only one licensed is the university, located half an hour drive from my house.
And perhaps I need not trouble myself to learn about German language..that be additional stress.
Then we discussed about my RA.
It didn't start well cos I was too enthuse and voice bit fast and she said that for an RA patient, my first thing to do is to talk slowly with a calm mind. And I shouldn't be get myself stressed into taking Homeopathy as I should be focusing on healing myself.
She then said that while she is glad my RA pain has reduced but there is no such cure as yet for RA and it can flare at any point.
As an RA patient, I must learn that stress is not good for me, I must learn to speak slowly and calmly as she can hear my excited voice.
(While it was bit condescending, I hold myself back and tot perhaps I should do Isha Kriya...and it is true..my mind do get away with me.)
We spoke of the complete autoimmune blood test and also hormone test and even the upper and lower colon scope test that I should be doing.
She also said that there are bad side effects from NSAIDs medication like Arava since I have been taking them for 7 years. She said those drugs got side effects.
Did share with her about Isha yoga and when she was talking about food. I suddenly shared that I am off meat and can't drink coffee and been on decaf. But of late, body also not keen on decaf. I told her I was sad that my body has turned on me, she was so excited to hear this. She said my body is already turning on a healing mode. My body is now rejecting food that is not good for me. I told her I was sad and she said I needed two tight slap. There are very few people whose body can turn on the road of recovery. She said I am so lucky that I am on track on the yoga path and now seeing the result.
I said things start to change around 3 years ago but I ignored all the purging.
But recently, the body feeling is coming as I know I feel ill if I take something not good. I told her about my involuntary letting go of meat..of coffee...and now only drink decaf on some days.
She said to cut it off completely, as decaf is also not good for me.
She said stress, meat, coffee and white sugar should be off for me. I am naturally lactose intolerant
I told her that I read about it and I already lost meat and coffee and I can't afford to lose sugar. But of late body is saying no to white sugar.
I even shared that yesterday when I had the not sweet dessert my body was fine. But when I ate a small piece of cup cake, firstly I can see my tongue body doesn't like it. After I finished the small cup cake, I don't feel good good. I feel bit down.
She is so estatic and she said so happy to hear this from me.
She felt a connection to me. We spoke nearly one hour and I emailed her my contact as she wants to send me a web link on how body recovery leads to intelligent food decision.
I said thanks cos I need it as friends said I m losing rather than gaining since my body rejecting food.
Father, after talking to her..I find myself even more keen on Homeopathy.
Or rather more determined.
Just checked the university web link and send email for more information.
Honestly, if local course, then at least won't be so pricey and dropping out of corporate world and doing full time studying may not be so daunting since money is mus issue.
Saw facebook and saw this:
Its okay to start over.
Its okay to rebuild
Its okay to be scared.
Soul
Truly what I am experiencing.
Msg a friend also from corporate finance who quit her job and went into a full time child psychology course. Would like to know how she came to the final decision.
This period..learning to speak to more people. Need to find out more.
Truly Three of Hearts in Mercury.
Mercury 3 July to 23 Aug
Destiny
Three of Hearts
Jack of hearts
Three of Hearts (indecision or variety in love and relationships, expression of feelings)
Don't be surprised if some situation comes up unexpectedly during this period that leaves u perplexed about love or friendship. U may receive two offers at once or someone new may comes in that u find immensely attractive and give u some cause to doubt ur existing rship.
This is also an influence that means immaturity in love and fickleness of the affection. Don't let ur mind run away with ur heart now. It may be hard to catch later.
Ur other Mercury card may indicate the person or situation in which u are feeling indecisive about.
The good side of this card is that u have the desire and motivation to meet new people and to express ur feelings, especially feelings of love and affection.
This is a great influence for getting socially involved and making new contacts in either work or pleasure areas.
Jack of hearts
(Making personal sacrifices for a higher good, initiation into a higher love)
Card of spiritual sacrifice or Christ card
Soul
Well this calling into Homeopathy ..definitely like a Jack of Hearts.
Wellness for myself...but sacrifice in terms of monetary terms and time.
Today card.
My Daily Card
The Two of Clubs
The Two of Clubs means conversation, communication, sharing ideas and cooperation on a communication level. However, it is also known as the card of fear and arguing. When it is present you may feel compelled to talk to others and to establish lines of communication.
Look deeper into yourself and you may discover an inner conflict between your desire to be alone and to be with others. Talking to others may shed more light on who you are. Just make sure that you are being honest with yourself.
Soul
Now that I know I require full time study...
And this study requires me to be on collobaraty mode..
And one thing that the doctor point out..I am too excited..
Mmm...maybe time to start on Isha Kriya..
Especially I got Three of Hearts in Mercury this year,
Woke up fresh before 6 am despite sleeping at 1.30 am yesterday night on full stomach.
Did Bhuta Shuddhi followed by morning walk.
Body aching a bit after doing my first Angamardhana after a lapse of 6 weeks. Yes, the buttock and thigh muscle for the lying down posture.
Did 2 cycle of walk, no staircase today.
Feeling good, still on Homeopathy and wanted Universe to give me more information on Homeopathy.
Will need to find out from more Homeopathy cos my current Homeopathy doctor not giving me any lead I can use.
Then I remember the Homeopathy contact that I got from my colleague N. Perhaps I can call on the said doctor, M
It was the most enlightening call that I had a long time.
Firstly, she said I need to take a local 4 year course with another half year practitioner in India. Otherwise I can't practice locally. Also found out that my current doctor also not legal, and hence will take up the 4.5 years course to make himself legal. The doctor I talked to is now in her final year of study. Both of them full fledged doctor and now taking up homeopathy. M said it is not a lucrative, relatively unknown, not good market perception. Too many low educated persons practising homeopathy and hence Govt has enforced a ruling to legalise only licensed practitioner.
The good news is that the only one licensed is the university, located half an hour drive from my house.
And perhaps I need not trouble myself to learn about German language..that be additional stress.
Then we discussed about my RA.
It didn't start well cos I was too enthuse and voice bit fast and she said that for an RA patient, my first thing to do is to talk slowly with a calm mind. And I shouldn't be get myself stressed into taking Homeopathy as I should be focusing on healing myself.
She then said that while she is glad my RA pain has reduced but there is no such cure as yet for RA and it can flare at any point.
As an RA patient, I must learn that stress is not good for me, I must learn to speak slowly and calmly as she can hear my excited voice.
(While it was bit condescending, I hold myself back and tot perhaps I should do Isha Kriya...and it is true..my mind do get away with me.)
We spoke of the complete autoimmune blood test and also hormone test and even the upper and lower colon scope test that I should be doing.
She also said that there are bad side effects from NSAIDs medication like Arava since I have been taking them for 7 years. She said those drugs got side effects.
Did share with her about Isha yoga and when she was talking about food. I suddenly shared that I am off meat and can't drink coffee and been on decaf. But of late, body also not keen on decaf. I told her I was sad that my body has turned on me, she was so excited to hear this. She said my body is already turning on a healing mode. My body is now rejecting food that is not good for me. I told her I was sad and she said I needed two tight slap. There are very few people whose body can turn on the road of recovery. She said I am so lucky that I am on track on the yoga path and now seeing the result.
I said things start to change around 3 years ago but I ignored all the purging.
But recently, the body feeling is coming as I know I feel ill if I take something not good. I told her about my involuntary letting go of meat..of coffee...and now only drink decaf on some days.
She said to cut it off completely, as decaf is also not good for me.
She said stress, meat, coffee and white sugar should be off for me. I am naturally lactose intolerant
I told her that I read about it and I already lost meat and coffee and I can't afford to lose sugar. But of late body is saying no to white sugar.
I even shared that yesterday when I had the not sweet dessert my body was fine. But when I ate a small piece of cup cake, firstly I can see my tongue body doesn't like it. After I finished the small cup cake, I don't feel good good. I feel bit down.
She is so estatic and she said so happy to hear this from me.
She felt a connection to me. We spoke nearly one hour and I emailed her my contact as she wants to send me a web link on how body recovery leads to intelligent food decision.
I said thanks cos I need it as friends said I m losing rather than gaining since my body rejecting food.
Father, after talking to her..I find myself even more keen on Homeopathy.
Or rather more determined.
Just checked the university web link and send email for more information.
Honestly, if local course, then at least won't be so pricey and dropping out of corporate world and doing full time studying may not be so daunting since money is mus issue.
Saw facebook and saw this:
Its okay to start over.
Its okay to rebuild
Its okay to be scared.
Soul
Truly what I am experiencing.
Msg a friend also from corporate finance who quit her job and went into a full time child psychology course. Would like to know how she came to the final decision.
This period..learning to speak to more people. Need to find out more.
Truly Three of Hearts in Mercury.
Mercury 3 July to 23 Aug
Destiny
Three of Hearts
Jack of hearts
Three of Hearts (indecision or variety in love and relationships, expression of feelings)
Don't be surprised if some situation comes up unexpectedly during this period that leaves u perplexed about love or friendship. U may receive two offers at once or someone new may comes in that u find immensely attractive and give u some cause to doubt ur existing rship.
This is also an influence that means immaturity in love and fickleness of the affection. Don't let ur mind run away with ur heart now. It may be hard to catch later.
Ur other Mercury card may indicate the person or situation in which u are feeling indecisive about.
The good side of this card is that u have the desire and motivation to meet new people and to express ur feelings, especially feelings of love and affection.
This is a great influence for getting socially involved and making new contacts in either work or pleasure areas.
Jack of hearts
(Making personal sacrifices for a higher good, initiation into a higher love)
Card of spiritual sacrifice or Christ card
Soul
Well this calling into Homeopathy ..definitely like a Jack of Hearts.
Wellness for myself...but sacrifice in terms of monetary terms and time.
Today card.
My Daily Card
The Two of Clubs
The Two of Clubs means conversation, communication, sharing ideas and cooperation on a communication level. However, it is also known as the card of fear and arguing. When it is present you may feel compelled to talk to others and to establish lines of communication.
Look deeper into yourself and you may discover an inner conflict between your desire to be alone and to be with others. Talking to others may shed more light on who you are. Just make sure that you are being honest with yourself.
Soul
Now that I know I require full time study...
And this study requires me to be on collobaraty mode..
And one thing that the doctor point out..I am too excited..
Mmm...maybe time to start on Isha Kriya..
Especially I got Three of Hearts in Mercury this year,
Awesome Guru Purnima
Jul 31
Sadhguru
The first full moon of Dakshinayana is Guru Pournami, when the Adiyogi actually started teaching, and when the first Guru was born. This is about transcendence and liberation, a possibility that human beings never knew, and still most do not know. It does not matter what your genetics are, who your father was, or what limitations you are born with or acquired, you can transcend all of that, “If you are willing to strive.”
It was the best Guru Purnima.
Energy just flow to me when I sat down in the hall. Couldn't stop laughing.
Seeing Sadhguru on video couldn't stop crying. Feel his presence more when he is silent.
Guru meditation was awesome. Felt I was at another level. Loud voice came out and so did some of the strangers voices.
There was a short video he said if the day the mention of Guru, tears just came. U need not worry about how u earn a living. U just be.
This speaks to me as I m going to explore Homeopathy.
Also going to learn German language. I already can see how to position and promote my Homeopathy Center. My target markets is the expat community. Build network with Homeopathy community in Germany; hence urgency for German language.
Sadhguru
The first full moon of Dakshinayana is Guru Pournami, when the Adiyogi actually started teaching, and when the first Guru was born. This is about transcendence and liberation, a possibility that human beings never knew, and still most do not know. It does not matter what your genetics are, who your father was, or what limitations you are born with or acquired, you can transcend all of that, “If you are willing to strive.”
It was the best Guru Purnima.
Energy just flow to me when I sat down in the hall. Couldn't stop laughing.
Seeing Sadhguru on video couldn't stop crying. Feel his presence more when he is silent.
Guru meditation was awesome. Felt I was at another level. Loud voice came out and so did some of the strangers voices.
There was a short video he said if the day the mention of Guru, tears just came. U need not worry about how u earn a living. U just be.
This speaks to me as I m going to explore Homeopathy.
Also going to learn German language. I already can see how to position and promote my Homeopathy Center. My target markets is the expat community. Build network with Homeopathy community in Germany; hence urgency for German language.
Finally able to do Surya Kriya properly
Aug 1
Woke up fresh around 6 plus am. Decided to wake up and do Sadhana.
Did Bhuta Shuddhi followed by preparatory for Surya Kriya.
A very good one, my best Surya Kriya in all these years. Able to do slowly. The mountain pose is great cos for the first time I m able to use my shoulder and elbow to support my body. Able to lying down posture quite effortlessly due to stronger elbow joints. Bit stiff but no more pain.
I m ready for Angamardhana.
Did a quick breathing.
Did Shakti. It was awesome. First time doing a slow 7 breathe counts. Just being in the presence of my breathe.
Kapala Bhakti was bit fast.
Did slow breathing count at the end. My slowest.
In the end a deep silence settled within.
Followed by chanting of Gurur Brahma.
Did a quick preparatory for Shambavi but no time for Fluttering breathe as alarm has rang. So a quick one.
Went for my Angamardhana. I was surprise that I did good despite a 6 weeks no practice. The squatting posture was good. Even able to do jumping albeit slower.
Only the lying down posture I was rusty.
Went to lunch with V and wife. Told them of my sudden interest in Homeopathy for my retirement plan Wellness centre. They too amazed at my miraculous recovery.
V said I can do online course. Both also agree that learning Germany language will be helpful.
So idea is sound.
Now the hard work of learning.
On the promotion I m not so worried.
Guess I m resistant towards hard work, investment in education.
I used to study hard so I need not have to study. But now need to go back to the books. Not only the technical but also the language.
Woke up fresh around 6 plus am. Decided to wake up and do Sadhana.
Did Bhuta Shuddhi followed by preparatory for Surya Kriya.
A very good one, my best Surya Kriya in all these years. Able to do slowly. The mountain pose is great cos for the first time I m able to use my shoulder and elbow to support my body. Able to lying down posture quite effortlessly due to stronger elbow joints. Bit stiff but no more pain.
I m ready for Angamardhana.
Did a quick breathing.
Did Shakti. It was awesome. First time doing a slow 7 breathe counts. Just being in the presence of my breathe.
Kapala Bhakti was bit fast.
Did slow breathing count at the end. My slowest.
In the end a deep silence settled within.
Followed by chanting of Gurur Brahma.
Did a quick preparatory for Shambavi but no time for Fluttering breathe as alarm has rang. So a quick one.
Went for my Angamardhana. I was surprise that I did good despite a 6 weeks no practice. The squatting posture was good. Even able to do jumping albeit slower.
Only the lying down posture I was rusty.
Went to lunch with V and wife. Told them of my sudden interest in Homeopathy for my retirement plan Wellness centre. They too amazed at my miraculous recovery.
V said I can do online course. Both also agree that learning Germany language will be helpful.
So idea is sound.
Now the hard work of learning.
On the promotion I m not so worried.
Guess I m resistant towards hard work, investment in education.
I used to study hard so I need not have to study. But now need to go back to the books. Not only the technical but also the language.
Two of Clubs
Jul 31 aft
Soul
Well, I am definitely looking into it.
Just checked out some internet news..yes..many against Homeopathy. No wonder the doctor asked others to read his articles before coming to see him.Homeopathy doctor said it is tough battle...as there is a lack of positive communication. It took a few years for them to build their clientile and mostly only rich one can afford their medication, so the base is low.
Suddenly recalled my next 7 years card..which is all about communication.
Destiny Age 49 to 55
Long range
Two of Clubs (communications, fear and arguing)
Partnership involved in some Mercury related activities that will play a major role.
Mercury rules written and spoken words and all kinds of mental activities
Studying, teaching, writings, publishing and advertising all falls under his jurisdiction.
Watch out for impatience and a quick temper to get the best results.
U will be wanting to share tots and ideas with other and thus will probably attract a lot of other people in ur life.
Environment
Seven of Hearts (learning unconditional love and non attachment in rships)
This could be the year that u have a real experience of unconditional love.
As u allow others to be who they are, u also allows urself to be urself, and in this way, u will be able to experience a new sense of personal freedom.
To be totally free means having no attachments to others and no worries about whether or not they love us.
It also means having a knowing that there will always be enough love in our life, because it comes from within.
Soul
Yes..a tough battle..now fighting the public..
And since I have to invest money into education..the more I may be defensive.
At least the Homeopathy doctor has his own medical cert to back up his homeopathy cert.
I got nothing...
But I got something he doesnt' have..I am good promoter.. and I can attract people.
He definitely lacked charisma..
Father..tough battle..ahead..
The only thing keeping me going is that I m keen on wellness centre.
I am excited of healing myself..I am excited of learning new things..
I want to do something with my mind.
Displacement
Five of Spades (change in lifestyle or living location, a long trip or change of job)
It is likely that u will move to a new home this year or change jobs. U could even do both under this powerful card of changes.
Expect some significant changes in ur life styles, ones that will lead u to a fuller expression of ur life force in the current cycle.
The actual changes may entail a lot of work and energy on ur part and at times you may feel burdened by them. But this is ur time to make the move.
Make ur adjustments and get on with it.
Spades represents our lifestyle - the things that we actually do each and every day.
This powerful Five tells u that somehow ur lifestyle will change this year in a significant way.
Flow with the changes as best as u can, and u will be led to a better place for urself and those u love.
Soul
Well, I am definitely looking into it.
Just checked out some internet news..yes..many against Homeopathy. No wonder the doctor asked others to read his articles before coming to see him.Homeopathy doctor said it is tough battle...as there is a lack of positive communication. It took a few years for them to build their clientile and mostly only rich one can afford their medication, so the base is low.
Suddenly recalled my next 7 years card..which is all about communication.
Destiny Age 49 to 55
Long range
Two of Clubs (communications, fear and arguing)
Partnership involved in some Mercury related activities that will play a major role.
Mercury rules written and spoken words and all kinds of mental activities
Studying, teaching, writings, publishing and advertising all falls under his jurisdiction.
Watch out for impatience and a quick temper to get the best results.
U will be wanting to share tots and ideas with other and thus will probably attract a lot of other people in ur life.
Environment
Seven of Hearts (learning unconditional love and non attachment in rships)
This could be the year that u have a real experience of unconditional love.
As u allow others to be who they are, u also allows urself to be urself, and in this way, u will be able to experience a new sense of personal freedom.
To be totally free means having no attachments to others and no worries about whether or not they love us.
It also means having a knowing that there will always be enough love in our life, because it comes from within.
Soul
Yes..a tough battle..now fighting the public..
And since I have to invest money into education..the more I may be defensive.
At least the Homeopathy doctor has his own medical cert to back up his homeopathy cert.
I got nothing...
But I got something he doesnt' have..I am good promoter.. and I can attract people.
He definitely lacked charisma..
Father..tough battle..ahead..
The only thing keeping me going is that I m keen on wellness centre.
I am excited of healing myself..I am excited of learning new things..
I want to do something with my mind.
Displacement
Five of Spades (change in lifestyle or living location, a long trip or change of job)
It is likely that u will move to a new home this year or change jobs. U could even do both under this powerful card of changes.
Expect some significant changes in ur life styles, ones that will lead u to a fuller expression of ur life force in the current cycle.
The actual changes may entail a lot of work and energy on ur part and at times you may feel burdened by them. But this is ur time to make the move.
Make ur adjustments and get on with it.
Spades represents our lifestyle - the things that we actually do each and every day.
This powerful Five tells u that somehow ur lifestyle will change this year in a significant way.
Flow with the changes as best as u can, and u will be led to a better place for urself and those u love.
Ace of Spades
Jul 31
Woke up fresh this morning around 6.11 am
Went to toilet and try to sleep back but can't seem to.
Decided to wake up before 6.30 am and do my Sadhana
Did Bhuta Shuddhi followed by Cat stretch.
My misaligned muscle/bones bit painful. Never use to bother me as the pain from RA joints was more than the misaligned muscle or perhaps back then the pain prevent me from moving my elbow properly. Now that there is no pain and when I straightened my elbow, the misaligned muscle/bone at the elbow( with me since I was around 4 years old) bit painful. This could be a part that is blocking the energy.
Want to remove this.
Did a slow cat stretch with a deeper breathing...
Yogaasaanas was good..Love the standing postures...deep into it.
The standing tree posture was effortless.
Laughing at the lifting one leg posture. Now learning to breathe in deeply and slowly for the two legs posture
Able to do lying down posture quite well.
61 points awareness meditation was quite dreamy...just so contented with my body..and lost awareness.
Breathing meditation was lovely..just go into my deep presence...feeling my inner presence..and sensing body as just a casing. Sat for a long while..didn't want ot move.
Shakti was bit fast..cos I was having slight menses and I am excited to meet up the Homeopathy doctor. Did a short Kapala Bhakti cycle but bit too fast. Still I was singing Gurur Brahma in the end.
Shambavi was nice. Feeling my inner presence in stillness.
Later singing Gurur Brahma in the end.
Went to see the doctor..
He already mixed my medicine and even gave me a free supply of sinus medication. Showed me the video which makes sense. He said while my sinus is better it hasn't' cured. Well, I admit I still got left 40% blockage. But I had live with it for so long..and with RA, this wasn't top priority especially since I don't have other sympthons.
Anyway, it is free so I just take his offer.
He also prescribed the cholesterol medication as required by my doctor. Well, 50 bucks so just take it as he himself is taking it.
Anyway, I already messaged my old friend A who had sinus problem. Maybe he will benefit from this.
He asked why I am asking for Homeopathy courses. He said he can conduct if I found others who are keen. I said I m keen to explore this as part of my retirement plan. I told him I had a vision of having a wellness centre that combines Isha hata yoga in my double story link house upper floor and ground floor is Homeopathy medication.
But I am not sure if Homeopathy is for me as I used to sleep in Biology classes in higher secondary school. I am also not sure if I am just having a flash since I was miraculously cured from RA joints pain.
The doctor told me that he and his brother were certified doctors who is near retirement. He has Phd and can easily do lecturing after retirement but thats mean he has to teach. He doesn't want that. So he spend a few hundred thousand doing Homeopathy course in Germany. Since he was a full fledged doctor he was exempted for 2 years and only did 2 and half years.
He came back nearly 8 years ago and it was not an easy start as no one believes in homeopathy. He did it not out of money..he did it because he is happy in helping others. He said he is so happy when I messaged him that my RA pain was 80% gone in a few days.
I told him i m also not doing this for money. I just turned down a big corporate job..I want to find something that fit with my life style of yoga and wellness seems to be it.
I also shared about my visit to the 6 star resorts, the owner who wanted to have a wellness sanctuary and the construction/fishing/fruit trees caretaker.
It is all about passion to do whatever needed in the change of career.
I am not sure if I am really passionate.
He said this journey is not easy...because not many believed in homeopathy.
I said I am promoter and I know I can easily promote Homeopathy as I am cured from it.
My issue is now to gather the knowledge.
He said I can start to learn at the side..and to sell Homeopathy medicine as I can get the supply from him. I said I want to have the proper knowledge and I am willing to invest time to learn.
He said i can learn from single remedy and then further expand.
Yes, I told him thats my tot too..to start from RA and then Osteoarthritis and later Ezcema
today card in Saturn
My Daily Card
The Ace of Spades
The Ace of Spades means a SECRET of some kind. This card was the emblem for many of the secret societies of old, being the 'key to the mysteries'. As such, it represents the 'truth that lies behind the veil of illusion'. So, it has often been the symbol for the study and pursuit of esoteric knowledge and mystical wisdoms.
The Ace of Spades is also one of the traditional cards for death, change and transformation. With this mystical card in your spread, it is certain that you will go through some sort of death and rebirth, or at the least, some important and powerful changes.
Another facet of the Ace of Spades is the desire for work. Since all Aces represent new beginnings, the Ace of Spades can come up when we are preparing to launch a new job or occupation.
Soul
Well, I am definitely looking into it.
Homeopathy doctor said it is tough battle...as there is a lack of positive communication. It took a few years for them to build their clientele and mostly only rich one can afford their medication, so the base is low.
Suddenly recalled my next 7 years card..which is all about communication.
Then checked out some internet news..yes..many against Homeopathy. No wonder the doctor asked others to read his articles before coming to see him.
Destiny Age 49 to 55
Long range
Two of Clubs (communications, fear and arguing)
Partnership involved in some Mercury related activities that will play a major role.
Mercury rules written and spoken words and all kinds of mental activities
Studying, teaching, writings, publishing and advertising all falls under his jurisdiction.
Watch out for impatience and a quick temper to get the best results.
U will be wanting to share tots and ideas with other and thus will probably attract a lot of other people in ur life.
Woke up fresh this morning around 6.11 am
Went to toilet and try to sleep back but can't seem to.
Decided to wake up before 6.30 am and do my Sadhana
Did Bhuta Shuddhi followed by Cat stretch.
My misaligned muscle/bones bit painful. Never use to bother me as the pain from RA joints was more than the misaligned muscle or perhaps back then the pain prevent me from moving my elbow properly. Now that there is no pain and when I straightened my elbow, the misaligned muscle/bone at the elbow( with me since I was around 4 years old) bit painful. This could be a part that is blocking the energy.
Want to remove this.
Did a slow cat stretch with a deeper breathing...
Yogaasaanas was good..Love the standing postures...deep into it.
The standing tree posture was effortless.
Laughing at the lifting one leg posture. Now learning to breathe in deeply and slowly for the two legs posture
Able to do lying down posture quite well.
61 points awareness meditation was quite dreamy...just so contented with my body..and lost awareness.
Breathing meditation was lovely..just go into my deep presence...feeling my inner presence..and sensing body as just a casing. Sat for a long while..didn't want ot move.
Shakti was bit fast..cos I was having slight menses and I am excited to meet up the Homeopathy doctor. Did a short Kapala Bhakti cycle but bit too fast. Still I was singing Gurur Brahma in the end.
Shambavi was nice. Feeling my inner presence in stillness.
Later singing Gurur Brahma in the end.
Went to see the doctor..
He already mixed my medicine and even gave me a free supply of sinus medication. Showed me the video which makes sense. He said while my sinus is better it hasn't' cured. Well, I admit I still got left 40% blockage. But I had live with it for so long..and with RA, this wasn't top priority especially since I don't have other sympthons.
Anyway, it is free so I just take his offer.
He also prescribed the cholesterol medication as required by my doctor. Well, 50 bucks so just take it as he himself is taking it.
Anyway, I already messaged my old friend A who had sinus problem. Maybe he will benefit from this.
He asked why I am asking for Homeopathy courses. He said he can conduct if I found others who are keen. I said I m keen to explore this as part of my retirement plan. I told him I had a vision of having a wellness centre that combines Isha hata yoga in my double story link house upper floor and ground floor is Homeopathy medication.
But I am not sure if Homeopathy is for me as I used to sleep in Biology classes in higher secondary school. I am also not sure if I am just having a flash since I was miraculously cured from RA joints pain.
The doctor told me that he and his brother were certified doctors who is near retirement. He has Phd and can easily do lecturing after retirement but thats mean he has to teach. He doesn't want that. So he spend a few hundred thousand doing Homeopathy course in Germany. Since he was a full fledged doctor he was exempted for 2 years and only did 2 and half years.
He came back nearly 8 years ago and it was not an easy start as no one believes in homeopathy. He did it not out of money..he did it because he is happy in helping others. He said he is so happy when I messaged him that my RA pain was 80% gone in a few days.
I told him i m also not doing this for money. I just turned down a big corporate job..I want to find something that fit with my life style of yoga and wellness seems to be it.
I also shared about my visit to the 6 star resorts, the owner who wanted to have a wellness sanctuary and the construction/fishing/fruit trees caretaker.
It is all about passion to do whatever needed in the change of career.
I am not sure if I am really passionate.
He said this journey is not easy...because not many believed in homeopathy.
I said I am promoter and I know I can easily promote Homeopathy as I am cured from it.
My issue is now to gather the knowledge.
He said I can start to learn at the side..and to sell Homeopathy medicine as I can get the supply from him. I said I want to have the proper knowledge and I am willing to invest time to learn.
He said i can learn from single remedy and then further expand.
Yes, I told him thats my tot too..to start from RA and then Osteoarthritis and later Ezcema
today card in Saturn
My Daily Card
The Ace of Spades
The Ace of Spades means a SECRET of some kind. This card was the emblem for many of the secret societies of old, being the 'key to the mysteries'. As such, it represents the 'truth that lies behind the veil of illusion'. So, it has often been the symbol for the study and pursuit of esoteric knowledge and mystical wisdoms.
The Ace of Spades is also one of the traditional cards for death, change and transformation. With this mystical card in your spread, it is certain that you will go through some sort of death and rebirth, or at the least, some important and powerful changes.
Another facet of the Ace of Spades is the desire for work. Since all Aces represent new beginnings, the Ace of Spades can come up when we are preparing to launch a new job or occupation.
Soul
Well, I am definitely looking into it.
Homeopathy doctor said it is tough battle...as there is a lack of positive communication. It took a few years for them to build their clientele and mostly only rich one can afford their medication, so the base is low.
Suddenly recalled my next 7 years card..which is all about communication.
Then checked out some internet news..yes..many against Homeopathy. No wonder the doctor asked others to read his articles before coming to see him.
Destiny Age 49 to 55
Long range
Two of Clubs (communications, fear and arguing)
Partnership involved in some Mercury related activities that will play a major role.
Mercury rules written and spoken words and all kinds of mental activities
Studying, teaching, writings, publishing and advertising all falls under his jurisdiction.
Watch out for impatience and a quick temper to get the best results.
U will be wanting to share tots and ideas with other and thus will probably attract a lot of other people in ur life.
North Node in the eleventh house
Jul 30 aft 1
North node in the eleventh house life issues include friendships, your relationship to groups who work toward a cause, and your hopes and dreams. It also has to do with your adopted (step, or foster) children, and receiving love in new ways.
Something you should know. An eleventh house soul mission is often revealed through a painful blow to the ego around a love affair. If this happens, know that this was meant to open you up to a more rational view. By willingly seeking a relationship of equals, your love life will also bloom.
Soul
Well the break up with Z definitely was a big blow to my ego; hence it was so difficult for me to accept that it happens
Seven of Hearts life time challenge.
Well, can't say Z was my equal after Y. Even Y not my equal.
North node in the eleventh house life issues include friendships, your relationship to groups who work toward a cause, and your hopes and dreams. It also has to do with your adopted (step, or foster) children, and receiving love in new ways.
Something you should know. An eleventh house soul mission is often revealed through a painful blow to the ego around a love affair. If this happens, know that this was meant to open you up to a more rational view. By willingly seeking a relationship of equals, your love life will also bloom.
Soul
Well the break up with Z definitely was a big blow to my ego; hence it was so difficult for me to accept that it happens
Seven of Hearts life time challenge.
Well, can't say Z was my equal after Y. Even Y not my equal.
Osho tarot cards - true
Jul 30 aft
My Daily Card
The King of Spades
The King of Spades is the final, and most powerful card in the deck, representing both mastery of one's environment and one's self. Whenever this card appears you can bet that you will experience good fortune and results.
It is especially good for legal matters and business but can be applied to any area of life for success. It is truly the card of 'success in all things' but brings the most blessings to those who are ready and willing to take responsibility for their life and work and who can take a leadership position in their work. Remember this is a King we are talking about and every King has a kingdom.
Be prepared to take a leadership role and to live by your own wisdom when this potent card appears. Success is yours for the taking, but you have to stand up and claim it.
soul
Today I took charge.
I go for what makes me happy instead of what I am fearful of.
Whats makes me happy is said no to the job.
Others may have a better time if I take up the job..but I will be the unhappy one.
No more going for validation by others..just need my own validation.
No more making myself sad.
This week card
Issue - Integration
The conflict is in man. Unless it is resolved there, it cannot be resolved anywhere else. The politics is within you; it is between the two parts of the mind. A very small bridge exists. If that bridge is broken through some accident, through some physiological defect or something else, the person becomes split, the person becomes two persons and the phenomenon of schizophrenia or split personality happens. If the bridge is broken - and the bridge is very fragile - then you become two, you behave like two persons.
Soul
I am finally integrated.
Saying no to the past..saying no to what used to validate me.
2. Internal influences that you are unaware
Control
Controlled persons are always nervous because deep down turmoil is still hidden. If you are uncontrolled, flowing, alive, then you are not nervous. There is no question of being nervous - whatsoever happens, happens. You have no expectations for the future, you are not performing.
Soul
Saying no to fear of financial security
Saying no to what makes me unhappy.
Saying yes to to the unknown, to the uncertain..saying yes to Devi.
4. What’s needed for resolution?
Miser
The moment you start clinging to things, you have missed the target--you have missed. Because things are not the target, you, your innermost being, is the target--not a beautiful house, but a beautiful you; not much money, but a rich you; not many things, but an open being, available to millions of things.
Whatever you're holding on to, remember that you can't take it with you. Loosen your grip and feel the freedom and expansiveness sharing can bring.
Soul
No more letting fear of financial security guides my life.
No more letting fear guide me
5. Resolution
Existence
You are not accidental. Existence needs you. Without you something will be missing in existence and nobody can replace it. That's what gives you dignity, that the whole existence will miss you. The stars and sun and moon, the trees and birds and earth - everything in the universe will feel a small place is vacant which cannot be filled by anybody except you. This gives you a tremendous joy, a fulfillment that you are related to existence, and existence cares for you. Once you are clean and clear, you can see tremendous love falling on you from all dimensions.
This naked figure sits on the lotus leaf of perfection, gazing at the beauty of the night sky. She knows that "home" is not a physical place in the outside world, but an inner quality of relaxation and acceptance. The stars, the rocks, the trees, the flowers, fish and birds - all are our brothers and sisters in this dance of life. We human beings tend to forget this, as we pursue our own private agendas and believe we must fight to get what we need. But ultimately, our sense of separateness is just an illusion, manufactured by the narrow preoccupations of the mind. Now is the time to look at whether you are allowing yourself to receive the extraordinary gift of feeling "at "home" wherever you are. If you are, be sure to take time to savor it so it can deepen and remain with you. If on the other hand you've been feeling like the world is out to get you, it's time to take a break. Go outside tonight and look at the stars.
Soul
No more fighting to secure myself
I let the Universe secure me
I let Devi protect me
No need to protect myself.
My Daily Card
The King of Spades
The King of Spades is the final, and most powerful card in the deck, representing both mastery of one's environment and one's self. Whenever this card appears you can bet that you will experience good fortune and results.
It is especially good for legal matters and business but can be applied to any area of life for success. It is truly the card of 'success in all things' but brings the most blessings to those who are ready and willing to take responsibility for their life and work and who can take a leadership position in their work. Remember this is a King we are talking about and every King has a kingdom.
Be prepared to take a leadership role and to live by your own wisdom when this potent card appears. Success is yours for the taking, but you have to stand up and claim it.
soul
Today I took charge.
I go for what makes me happy instead of what I am fearful of.
Whats makes me happy is said no to the job.
Others may have a better time if I take up the job..but I will be the unhappy one.
No more going for validation by others..just need my own validation.
No more making myself sad.
This week card
Issue - Integration
The conflict is in man. Unless it is resolved there, it cannot be resolved anywhere else. The politics is within you; it is between the two parts of the mind. A very small bridge exists. If that bridge is broken through some accident, through some physiological defect or something else, the person becomes split, the person becomes two persons and the phenomenon of schizophrenia or split personality happens. If the bridge is broken - and the bridge is very fragile - then you become two, you behave like two persons.
Soul
I am finally integrated.
Saying no to the past..saying no to what used to validate me.
2. Internal influences that you are unaware
Control
Controlled persons are always nervous because deep down turmoil is still hidden. If you are uncontrolled, flowing, alive, then you are not nervous. There is no question of being nervous - whatsoever happens, happens. You have no expectations for the future, you are not performing.
Soul
Saying no to fear of financial security
Saying no to what makes me unhappy.
Saying yes to to the unknown, to the uncertain..saying yes to Devi.
4. What’s needed for resolution?
Miser
The moment you start clinging to things, you have missed the target--you have missed. Because things are not the target, you, your innermost being, is the target--not a beautiful house, but a beautiful you; not much money, but a rich you; not many things, but an open being, available to millions of things.
Whatever you're holding on to, remember that you can't take it with you. Loosen your grip and feel the freedom and expansiveness sharing can bring.
Soul
No more letting fear of financial security guides my life.
No more letting fear guide me
5. Resolution
Existence
You are not accidental. Existence needs you. Without you something will be missing in existence and nobody can replace it. That's what gives you dignity, that the whole existence will miss you. The stars and sun and moon, the trees and birds and earth - everything in the universe will feel a small place is vacant which cannot be filled by anybody except you. This gives you a tremendous joy, a fulfillment that you are related to existence, and existence cares for you. Once you are clean and clear, you can see tremendous love falling on you from all dimensions.
This naked figure sits on the lotus leaf of perfection, gazing at the beauty of the night sky. She knows that "home" is not a physical place in the outside world, but an inner quality of relaxation and acceptance. The stars, the rocks, the trees, the flowers, fish and birds - all are our brothers and sisters in this dance of life. We human beings tend to forget this, as we pursue our own private agendas and believe we must fight to get what we need. But ultimately, our sense of separateness is just an illusion, manufactured by the narrow preoccupations of the mind. Now is the time to look at whether you are allowing yourself to receive the extraordinary gift of feeling "at "home" wherever you are. If you are, be sure to take time to savor it so it can deepen and remain with you. If on the other hand you've been feeling like the world is out to get you, it's time to take a break. Go outside tonight and look at the stars.
Soul
No more fighting to secure myself
I let the Universe secure me
I let Devi protect me
No need to protect myself.
Decision no more from fear based
Jul 30
Yesterday again receive offer to join the ex-company. The one I quit as I couldn't handle the work pressure and long hours and domineering boss.
For a moment, I tot I may accept the offer due to me wanting more money.
Tot of working for a few years so can pay off my condo loan commitment.
Drove back and when I reached home, I knew that I am not happy if I go.
I m only considering due to fear of financial security,
I just sit with the Devi, listening to Sadhguru chant and transported to Devi's temple.
Had a good sleep, woke up before alarm around 4 plus.
When I woke up I knew that I want to make my decision on being happy, not ruled by fear.
I want money and Devi will bring me new ways to make money.
So will tell my boss that I won't be going for the potential offer.
Did Bhuta Shuddi followed by cat stretch.
My right elbow is bit painful due to the 'odd muscle growth'. All these years I tot it was due to the wrongly joint of ulna and radius but Homeopathy doctor said it is due to abnormal growth. He said I m lucky that I can move my hand normally.
Yogaasanas was quite good. Laughing during the one leg lifting up. On the two legs, managed to breathe longer. As for the rest, I didn't hold up too well.
Plough back is very good
61 points awareness meditation..was bit off..can't focus..just feel good.
Breathing meditation was something else. I was aware of my inner presence. I felt my body was a casing. The presence is ground.
Shakti was good...but bit fast on Kapala Bhakti.
Singing opening invocation at the end of Shakti.
Shambavi is quite okay.
Just feeling the silence presence within.
So glad that I read the age 49 to 55.
I am ready to leave my fear of financial security.
Displacement in Age 49 to 55 (Ruling)
Nine of Spades (loss of jobs, poor health, death, a major ending of some component of our lifestyle)
This is likely to be a crucial year for u in which a major chapter of ur life comes to an end. Some aspects of ur life has reached a point of fulfilment and now must be swept away to make room for new cycle of growth and opportunity.
Be prepared and open to endings in most any area and you will be less likely to suffer the disappointment and frustration generally associated with this card.
Often health matters comes into play with this powerful card. If u have any negative habits that affect ur health adversely, there is a very good chance that these habits will have to be cleared out by this year. In many cases, it can be a matter of life or death - get rid of the bad habits or else.
But for those who are aware of themselves, there will be no surprises and the endings will be seen as the next stage in their evolutionary journey.
Another common manifestation of this card is loss of job or the death of one more people close to us. In any of these cases, regardless of how unfair they may seems to us at the time, whatever is lost was not really a part of us that was good for us anymore.
It is only the fear of the unknown that keeps us clinging on to jobs, rships and other things that we know inside are not good for us. We would rather suffer with the familiar than have to face an uncertain future.
But when the Nine of Spades come along, major housecleaning will occur. Just what areas of ur life are affected, whether it be work, health, lifestyle or rships, will depend upon ur personal circumstances. Life is an always-changing phenomenon and though we are attached to things the way they are, everything must evolve and grow eventually.
This year marks important graduation year for u.
U have come a long way with things they way they are and have now progressed far enough that u are ready for a new future.
All that remains is to clear out the old to make way for the new.
Soul
I am so glad that I m going to Ashram.
Devi will guide me to whatever new ways to make money.
Yesterday again receive offer to join the ex-company. The one I quit as I couldn't handle the work pressure and long hours and domineering boss.
For a moment, I tot I may accept the offer due to me wanting more money.
Tot of working for a few years so can pay off my condo loan commitment.
Drove back and when I reached home, I knew that I am not happy if I go.
I m only considering due to fear of financial security,
I just sit with the Devi, listening to Sadhguru chant and transported to Devi's temple.
Had a good sleep, woke up before alarm around 4 plus.
When I woke up I knew that I want to make my decision on being happy, not ruled by fear.
I want money and Devi will bring me new ways to make money.
So will tell my boss that I won't be going for the potential offer.
Did Bhuta Shuddi followed by cat stretch.
My right elbow is bit painful due to the 'odd muscle growth'. All these years I tot it was due to the wrongly joint of ulna and radius but Homeopathy doctor said it is due to abnormal growth. He said I m lucky that I can move my hand normally.
Yogaasanas was quite good. Laughing during the one leg lifting up. On the two legs, managed to breathe longer. As for the rest, I didn't hold up too well.
Plough back is very good
61 points awareness meditation..was bit off..can't focus..just feel good.
Breathing meditation was something else. I was aware of my inner presence. I felt my body was a casing. The presence is ground.
Shakti was good...but bit fast on Kapala Bhakti.
Singing opening invocation at the end of Shakti.
Shambavi is quite okay.
Just feeling the silence presence within.
So glad that I read the age 49 to 55.
I am ready to leave my fear of financial security.
Displacement in Age 49 to 55 (Ruling)
Nine of Spades (loss of jobs, poor health, death, a major ending of some component of our lifestyle)
This is likely to be a crucial year for u in which a major chapter of ur life comes to an end. Some aspects of ur life has reached a point of fulfilment and now must be swept away to make room for new cycle of growth and opportunity.
Be prepared and open to endings in most any area and you will be less likely to suffer the disappointment and frustration generally associated with this card.
Often health matters comes into play with this powerful card. If u have any negative habits that affect ur health adversely, there is a very good chance that these habits will have to be cleared out by this year. In many cases, it can be a matter of life or death - get rid of the bad habits or else.
But for those who are aware of themselves, there will be no surprises and the endings will be seen as the next stage in their evolutionary journey.
Another common manifestation of this card is loss of job or the death of one more people close to us. In any of these cases, regardless of how unfair they may seems to us at the time, whatever is lost was not really a part of us that was good for us anymore.
It is only the fear of the unknown that keeps us clinging on to jobs, rships and other things that we know inside are not good for us. We would rather suffer with the familiar than have to face an uncertain future.
But when the Nine of Spades come along, major housecleaning will occur. Just what areas of ur life are affected, whether it be work, health, lifestyle or rships, will depend upon ur personal circumstances. Life is an always-changing phenomenon and though we are attached to things the way they are, everything must evolve and grow eventually.
This year marks important graduation year for u.
U have come a long way with things they way they are and have now progressed far enough that u are ready for a new future.
All that remains is to clear out the old to make way for the new.
Soul
I am so glad that I m going to Ashram.
Devi will guide me to whatever new ways to make money.
Sadhguru - sadhana is to provoke your energies
Jul 29
Soul
Bit disappointed that Y doesn't allow his brass Sannidhi to be borrowed. He said can only removed during house shift. Then must do the full moon Pooja. I recalled Ashram said it is good to have Pooja on those days but not mandatory. Also he was the one that said Sannidhi not good to be shared. For me, Sannidhi is also a tool.
I m so glad I decided not to be attached to my Sannidhi. After yesterday Pooja I knew that Sadhguru will be with me wherever I am. My experience of Sathsang becoming more awesome after Sannidhi. My aim is to be a consecrated body myself.
So seeing Y so attached to Sannidhi makes me glad that I made decisions to go to local Guru purnima.
http://www.ishafoundation.org/us/blog/yoga-for-flexibility-of-body-and-mind/
Sadhguru
Since you are not willing to surrender your will, we are prodding you through this sadhana [spiritual practices] to provoke your energies. That is why the path of asana and kriya. Since you are not able to do it by yourself, just activate creation itself in a certain way. If it begins to move, it settles everything. It is like a flood; your centuries-old world is wiped away in only a few hours of fury. So your sadhana is not about getting somewhere. It is just a way, a method to unleash a flood so enormous that it wipes away your petty creations and leaves you as the Creator intended you to be.”
Soul
Bit disappointed that Y doesn't allow his brass Sannidhi to be borrowed. He said can only removed during house shift. Then must do the full moon Pooja. I recalled Ashram said it is good to have Pooja on those days but not mandatory. Also he was the one that said Sannidhi not good to be shared. For me, Sannidhi is also a tool.
I m so glad I decided not to be attached to my Sannidhi. After yesterday Pooja I knew that Sadhguru will be with me wherever I am. My experience of Sathsang becoming more awesome after Sannidhi. My aim is to be a consecrated body myself.
So seeing Y so attached to Sannidhi makes me glad that I made decisions to go to local Guru purnima.
http://www.ishafoundation.org/us/blog/yoga-for-flexibility-of-body-and-mind/
Sadhguru
Since you are not willing to surrender your will, we are prodding you through this sadhana [spiritual practices] to provoke your energies. That is why the path of asana and kriya. Since you are not able to do it by yourself, just activate creation itself in a certain way. If it begins to move, it settles everything. It is like a flood; your centuries-old world is wiped away in only a few hours of fury. So your sadhana is not about getting somewhere. It is just a way, a method to unleash a flood so enormous that it wipes away your petty creations and leaves you as the Creator intended you to be.”
Friday, September 25, 2015
Three of Hearts in Mercury
Jul 28 aft
Mind still have tots on meditator, P no response.
Could be my Three of Hearts period..
My 52-Day Period Card
The Three of Hearts
The Three of Hearts signifies creativity or indecision in affection that can manifest in different ways. This could indicate having two or more love interests at the same time or simply that we are unsure of where to place our affections. This indecision can lead to either more fun or worry and fear, depending upon how we handle it. This card's influence usually occurs at a time when we are wanting to learn about love through experimentation and variety. Its presence usually means that we will not be making any hard and fast relationship commitments until later.
On a positive note, the Three of Hearts is a card of self expression and its presence can indicate that we are talking more, expressing our feelings, and meeting new people.
My Daily Card
The Eight of Spades
The Eight of Spades is the most powerful card of physical and will power. When this card is present, you will find yourself experiencing more power over your health and work matters. Success is indicated by this card, along with the ability to overcome any obstacles that may appear in your way. Power comes from a focusing of our will, a narrowing down of the areas of our interest. Because of this, we often lose focus in less important areas while we gather force in one.
Soul
Today settled with my RA specialist treatment.
She just took my no joints pain as normal and prescribed only cholestrol pill. I asked for blood test report but she wouldn't print. She said liver enzymes reading has reduced much but still need more clearing before she can prescribed RA medication, so back to on need to basis for steroids. I asked for my blood test and she unwilling to give me.
Decided to do a full blood test so can seek advice from Homeopathy.
The con money can't be cancelled.
Never mind, let this be a lesson to me.
This week Osho tarot card...really true..it was unexpected this con job
I2. Internal influences that you are unaware
Control
There is a time and a place for control, but if we put it in charge of our lives we end up totally rigid. The figure is encased in the angles of pyramid shapes that surround him. Light glitters and glints off his shiny surfaces, but does not penetrate. It's as if he is almost mummified inside this structure he's built up around himself. His fists are clenched and his stare is blank, almost blind. The lower part of his body beneath the table is a knife point, a cutting edge that divides and separates. His world is ordered and perfect, but it is not alive - he cannot allow any spontaneity or vulnerability to enter it. The image of the King of Clouds reminds us to take a deep breath, loosen our neckties and take it easy. If mistakes happen, it's okay. If things get a little out of hand, it's probably just what the doctor ordered. There is much, much more to life than being "on top of things."
Soul
Guess thats asking me to let go.
3. External influences that you are aware
Fighting
An explosive temper or a smoldering rage often masks a deep feeling of pain. We think that if we frighten people away, we can avoid being hurt even more. In fact, just the opposite is the case. By covering our wounds with armor we are preventing them from being healed. By lashing out at others we keep ourselves from getting the love and nourishment we need. If this description seems to fit you, it's time to stop fighting. There is so much love available to you if you just let it in. Start by forgiving yourself: you're worth it.
Soul
Thats me crying to Sadhguru and Devi.
I felt I was alone..finally truly alone.
Alone in getting financially capable to own my place and alone in getting conned.
4. What’s needed for resolution?
Miser
This woman has created a fortress around herself, and she is clinging to all the possessions she thinks are her treasures. In fact she has accumulated so much stuff with which to adorn herself--including the feathers and furs of living creatures--that she has made herself ugly in the effort. This card challenges us to look at what we are clinging to, and what we feel we possess that is so valuable it needs to be protected by a fortress. It needn't be a big bank balance or a box full of jewels--it could be something as simple as sharing our time with a friend, or taking the risk of expressing our love to another. Like a well that is sealed up and becomes stagnant from disuse, our treasures become tarnished and worthless if we refuse to share them. Whatever you're holding on to, remember that you can't take it with you. Loosen your grip and feel the freedom and expansiveness sharing can bring.
Soul
Did something today.
Shared about the con job on the online india visa application payment.
I should have been alerted at the high costs and the type of currency.
I did shared on the high cost but not to my close friends..so happen they all not around.
Never mind..its only little money.
Just the ego is dented.
Alas shared on facebook that I was conned.
5. Resolution
Existence
Now is the time to look at whether you are allowing yourself to receive the extraordinary gift of feeling "at "home" wherever you are. If you are, be sure to take time to savor it so it can deepen and remain with you. If on the other hand you've been feeling like the world is out to get you, it's time to take a break. Go outside tonight and look at the stars.
Soul
Well, i have the shrine..i have the Devi's temple with me.
Amen.
Mind still have tots on meditator, P no response.
Could be my Three of Hearts period..
My 52-Day Period Card
The Three of Hearts
The Three of Hearts signifies creativity or indecision in affection that can manifest in different ways. This could indicate having two or more love interests at the same time or simply that we are unsure of where to place our affections. This indecision can lead to either more fun or worry and fear, depending upon how we handle it. This card's influence usually occurs at a time when we are wanting to learn about love through experimentation and variety. Its presence usually means that we will not be making any hard and fast relationship commitments until later.
On a positive note, the Three of Hearts is a card of self expression and its presence can indicate that we are talking more, expressing our feelings, and meeting new people.
My Daily Card
The Eight of Spades
The Eight of Spades is the most powerful card of physical and will power. When this card is present, you will find yourself experiencing more power over your health and work matters. Success is indicated by this card, along with the ability to overcome any obstacles that may appear in your way. Power comes from a focusing of our will, a narrowing down of the areas of our interest. Because of this, we often lose focus in less important areas while we gather force in one.
Soul
Today settled with my RA specialist treatment.
She just took my no joints pain as normal and prescribed only cholestrol pill. I asked for blood test report but she wouldn't print. She said liver enzymes reading has reduced much but still need more clearing before she can prescribed RA medication, so back to on need to basis for steroids. I asked for my blood test and she unwilling to give me.
Decided to do a full blood test so can seek advice from Homeopathy.
The con money can't be cancelled.
Never mind, let this be a lesson to me.
This week Osho tarot card...really true..it was unexpected this con job
I2. Internal influences that you are unaware
Control
There is a time and a place for control, but if we put it in charge of our lives we end up totally rigid. The figure is encased in the angles of pyramid shapes that surround him. Light glitters and glints off his shiny surfaces, but does not penetrate. It's as if he is almost mummified inside this structure he's built up around himself. His fists are clenched and his stare is blank, almost blind. The lower part of his body beneath the table is a knife point, a cutting edge that divides and separates. His world is ordered and perfect, but it is not alive - he cannot allow any spontaneity or vulnerability to enter it. The image of the King of Clouds reminds us to take a deep breath, loosen our neckties and take it easy. If mistakes happen, it's okay. If things get a little out of hand, it's probably just what the doctor ordered. There is much, much more to life than being "on top of things."
Soul
Guess thats asking me to let go.
3. External influences that you are aware
Fighting
An explosive temper or a smoldering rage often masks a deep feeling of pain. We think that if we frighten people away, we can avoid being hurt even more. In fact, just the opposite is the case. By covering our wounds with armor we are preventing them from being healed. By lashing out at others we keep ourselves from getting the love and nourishment we need. If this description seems to fit you, it's time to stop fighting. There is so much love available to you if you just let it in. Start by forgiving yourself: you're worth it.
Soul
Thats me crying to Sadhguru and Devi.
I felt I was alone..finally truly alone.
Alone in getting financially capable to own my place and alone in getting conned.
4. What’s needed for resolution?
Miser
This woman has created a fortress around herself, and she is clinging to all the possessions she thinks are her treasures. In fact she has accumulated so much stuff with which to adorn herself--including the feathers and furs of living creatures--that she has made herself ugly in the effort. This card challenges us to look at what we are clinging to, and what we feel we possess that is so valuable it needs to be protected by a fortress. It needn't be a big bank balance or a box full of jewels--it could be something as simple as sharing our time with a friend, or taking the risk of expressing our love to another. Like a well that is sealed up and becomes stagnant from disuse, our treasures become tarnished and worthless if we refuse to share them. Whatever you're holding on to, remember that you can't take it with you. Loosen your grip and feel the freedom and expansiveness sharing can bring.
Soul
Did something today.
Shared about the con job on the online india visa application payment.
I should have been alerted at the high costs and the type of currency.
I did shared on the high cost but not to my close friends..so happen they all not around.
Never mind..its only little money.
Just the ego is dented.
Alas shared on facebook that I was conned.
5. Resolution
Existence
Now is the time to look at whether you are allowing yourself to receive the extraordinary gift of feeling "at "home" wherever you are. If you are, be sure to take time to savor it so it can deepen and remain with you. If on the other hand you've been feeling like the world is out to get you, it's time to take a break. Go outside tonight and look at the stars.
Soul
Well, i have the shrine..i have the Devi's temple with me.
Amen.
Handling rejection over money
Jul 28 mor
Mars will make you more determined and courageous than ever before. You will be ready to take on any VIP who turns you down. Rather than walk away, you'll come back as strong as ever to present all the reasons why they should reconsider your ideas.
Soul
Got turned down for increment and I asked for reimbursement for homeopathy medication.
Got it and feel much better.
With the reimbursement, I need not pay from my own pocket as homeopathy generally not claimable
Mars will make you more determined and courageous than ever before. You will be ready to take on any VIP who turns you down. Rather than walk away, you'll come back as strong as ever to present all the reasons why they should reconsider your ideas.
Soul
Got turned down for increment and I asked for reimbursement for homeopathy medication.
Got it and feel much better.
With the reimbursement, I need not pay from my own pocket as homeopathy generally not claimable
Sadhguru - crisis is of your own making
Jul 28 mor
Sadhguru
Don’t make life into a double whammy where you lose both ways. If you face a situation that you do not know how to handle, that is when you have to organize your body, mind, emotion, and energy in the best possible way, so that you can figure out how to handle the situation. But you don’t want to organize these aspects of who you are because they have become like a concrete block, which does not want to change. This concrete block wants to go through every stage of life in the same shape and form – this will not work.
When you are forty, and you still want to go about your life as if you were eighteen, you will feel forty is a crisis. Forty is not a crisis, nor is eighty a crisis, nor is death a crisis. It is a natural process of life. Because you get identified with one stage of life, the next stage feels like a crisis. Nothing is a crisis. There are just situations in your life. Life will anyway change. Is it changing the way you want it, or is it changing haphazardly? That is the only question.
If you are involved with life, you will never feel it is a crisis. You are only involved with your thought and emotion, so it is a crisis. It is good that it is a crisis because otherwise, you will never look for a way out of falsehood. You will settle into falsehood for good.
Right now, you need to understand that the crisis is 100% the making of your mind and your emotions – not of nature, not of existence, not of creation – just your making. If you do not realize that, you will go on creating crisis after crisis. If you realize it is your making, you do not have to stop it – it will anyway disappear.
Sadhguru
Don’t make life into a double whammy where you lose both ways. If you face a situation that you do not know how to handle, that is when you have to organize your body, mind, emotion, and energy in the best possible way, so that you can figure out how to handle the situation. But you don’t want to organize these aspects of who you are because they have become like a concrete block, which does not want to change. This concrete block wants to go through every stage of life in the same shape and form – this will not work.
When you are forty, and you still want to go about your life as if you were eighteen, you will feel forty is a crisis. Forty is not a crisis, nor is eighty a crisis, nor is death a crisis. It is a natural process of life. Because you get identified with one stage of life, the next stage feels like a crisis. Nothing is a crisis. There are just situations in your life. Life will anyway change. Is it changing the way you want it, or is it changing haphazardly? That is the only question.
If you are involved with life, you will never feel it is a crisis. You are only involved with your thought and emotion, so it is a crisis. It is good that it is a crisis because otherwise, you will never look for a way out of falsehood. You will settle into falsehood for good.
Right now, you need to understand that the crisis is 100% the making of your mind and your emotions – not of nature, not of existence, not of creation – just your making. If you do not realize that, you will go on creating crisis after crisis. If you realize it is your making, you do not have to stop it – it will anyway disappear.
Seeing my own validation issue
Jul 28
Woke up at alarm at 4.30 am. Still want to sleep. But today I got medical appointment and visa application and not to mention the possible refund on the fake Indian online visa payment.
Clear the room with Moola mantra.
Light the shrine and did Bhuta Shuddhi
Mind still wonder about the meditator friend P not returning my call but a tot came. She had the right not to respond just as I have the right to say no to her request for purchase of turmeric from ashram eventhough she usually offer to buy.
Mmm, for me a friend is words. For her maybe gifts or sharing of things. Definitely not a words person cos she tend to be unsympathetic and can be harsh in her rebuke.
Soul
Good one.
It's ironic.
Last month I tot RA will be my life challenge. Now that RA is put aside; I got to grow ahead. No more having RA as an excuse.
July cancer
Summary
With many planets gathering in Cancer, you are raring to put plans in place and get moving. This is doubly true because you have just welcomed Mars into Cancer, to stay until August 8. To have Mars in your sign is always a big advantage, for Mars will give you unflinching determination to succeed. Your passion will carry you forward, despite any odds, and allow you to magnetize influential people to your cause. The appearance of Mars in Cancer also suggests you are about to start a new chapter in your life, or at the very least, to begin a new two-year cycle that will add a new twist or level of sophistication to an ongoing venture or relationship.
This month has a second full moon this time, in Aquarius on July 31, also referred to as a blue moon that will emphasize money that you hold with another person, for example with your mate or with an entity, such as a credit card company, government department or bank. You will likely clear your desk of bills, but you may also be motivated to study ways to make more money, too. Saturn will be in good angle to make sure the decisions you make will stabilize your financial base and put it on a track for growth
Woke up at alarm at 4.30 am. Still want to sleep. But today I got medical appointment and visa application and not to mention the possible refund on the fake Indian online visa payment.
Clear the room with Moola mantra.
Light the shrine and did Bhuta Shuddhi
Mind still wonder about the meditator friend P not returning my call but a tot came. She had the right not to respond just as I have the right to say no to her request for purchase of turmeric from ashram eventhough she usually offer to buy.
Mmm, for me a friend is words. For her maybe gifts or sharing of things. Definitely not a words person cos she tend to be unsympathetic and can be harsh in her rebuke.
Soul
Good one.
It's ironic.
Last month I tot RA will be my life challenge. Now that RA is put aside; I got to grow ahead. No more having RA as an excuse.
July cancer
Summary
With many planets gathering in Cancer, you are raring to put plans in place and get moving. This is doubly true because you have just welcomed Mars into Cancer, to stay until August 8. To have Mars in your sign is always a big advantage, for Mars will give you unflinching determination to succeed. Your passion will carry you forward, despite any odds, and allow you to magnetize influential people to your cause. The appearance of Mars in Cancer also suggests you are about to start a new chapter in your life, or at the very least, to begin a new two-year cycle that will add a new twist or level of sophistication to an ongoing venture or relationship.
This month has a second full moon this time, in Aquarius on July 31, also referred to as a blue moon that will emphasize money that you hold with another person, for example with your mate or with an entity, such as a credit card company, government department or bank. You will likely clear your desk of bills, but you may also be motivated to study ways to make more money, too. Saturn will be in good angle to make sure the decisions you make will stabilize your financial base and put it on a track for growth
Still seeking validation
Jul 27 eve
Shared with my friend PY on the past remnants of Z is gone. She too faced similar past. She met her ex boyfriend and was surprised it was gone. The past is over. She is glad he is not part of her life now nor future. Yes, me too as I can't see Z with me at all. The guy I had fallen in love was not there. This is just a middle aged guy into material comfort.
Today got conned with online payment for India visa.
Feel foolish since not the first time to apply. But I also realised immediately after payment that something is wrong.
Hope to get refund from credit card after session with India Visa office tomorrow.
(Sept 26 - false alarm, it was a real company; got my refund one month later)
Glad friend P was here, feel better after her sympathy. I did call the other P to warn about others but not only didn't return call, didn't even reply message. That's disappointing. Again reminder that she is just a meditator friend for Isha activities, not a close friend so I won't expect response from her. (Me and my rejection issue)
Sannidhi Pooja started okay. Then later I cried during Brahmananda. Cried cos feel alone with my foolishness.
But do recall the Nine of Diamonds. It's only little money. Hope this means my request for reimbursement of Homepathy medication be approved.
Later did Devi chanting. Cried even more. Then just sat with Devi. Once calmer went into deep Shoonya. Feel cleansed.
Shared with my friend PY on the past remnants of Z is gone. She too faced similar past. She met her ex boyfriend and was surprised it was gone. The past is over. She is glad he is not part of her life now nor future. Yes, me too as I can't see Z with me at all. The guy I had fallen in love was not there. This is just a middle aged guy into material comfort.
Today got conned with online payment for India visa.
Feel foolish since not the first time to apply. But I also realised immediately after payment that something is wrong.
Hope to get refund from credit card after session with India Visa office tomorrow.
(Sept 26 - false alarm, it was a real company; got my refund one month later)
Glad friend P was here, feel better after her sympathy. I did call the other P to warn about others but not only didn't return call, didn't even reply message. That's disappointing. Again reminder that she is just a meditator friend for Isha activities, not a close friend so I won't expect response from her. (Me and my rejection issue)
Sannidhi Pooja started okay. Then later I cried during Brahmananda. Cried cos feel alone with my foolishness.
But do recall the Nine of Diamonds. It's only little money. Hope this means my request for reimbursement of Homepathy medication be approved.
Later did Devi chanting. Cried even more. Then just sat with Devi. Once calmer went into deep Shoonya. Feel cleansed.
Nine of Diamonds
Jul 27 aft
My Cosmic reward card - Nine of diamond
To let go and complete a major chapter in the evolution of their soul and personality.
This entails a lot of giving to others and a willingness to release both people and material things from their life when the time comes.
If they have not heeded the call to give and let go of others, money, rships and love, their life can be filled with disappointment and remorse.
Nine of Diamond - universal values (The Givers)
Once overcome their challenges, they are philanthropic, generous, happy and productive.
Have the opportunity to experience first-hand the heightened consciousness that comes from living a 'universal' life.
They are great at promoting things they believe in.
They r great talkers and communicator.
Many become counsellors, if not professionally, at least wit friends.
One of the challenges is to develop and use their charm and power to do good work.
Many of them are destined to make great contributors to the world, often by leading others to a higher form of knowledge and learning.
Nine of diamond
They must develop an awareness of the universal laws being manifested in their life.
Those who take a thoughtful approach to the events of their life will realise that for each thing they supposedly lose, new avenues are opening and they are getting more in touch with the cosmic flow.
When they truly release their attachments, spiritual gifts are showered down upon them.
They realise the beauty of releasing things in their life that are holding them back from a new and more beautiful life that is just now emerging.
They begin to identify with a much larger image of themselves, one that includes the need of others as well as their own.
The result is that they are happy and enlightened, having made the transition to a more universal approach to life.
The universal, rather than personal point of view is the ultimate destination.
Soul
Suddenly tot of me and my future.
Already released the rship with Z and then local Isha
Then release money for the big car, then new condo with renovation..and high monthly maintenance.
Now..next is my career...I want to do something that tie to my tools I gained in Isha.
Homeopathy seems to be the answer.
This one sounds better to me as it uses the mind..and intuition, both my strength.
The one on counselling takes too much emotional toil on me. Also good that I took the Isha phone handling, just 2 weeks I know it is not for me. Don't have the patience...nor mind set.
Will require learnings..lets see.
My Cosmic reward card - Nine of diamond
To let go and complete a major chapter in the evolution of their soul and personality.
This entails a lot of giving to others and a willingness to release both people and material things from their life when the time comes.
If they have not heeded the call to give and let go of others, money, rships and love, their life can be filled with disappointment and remorse.
Nine of Diamond - universal values (The Givers)
Once overcome their challenges, they are philanthropic, generous, happy and productive.
Have the opportunity to experience first-hand the heightened consciousness that comes from living a 'universal' life.
They are great at promoting things they believe in.
They r great talkers and communicator.
Many become counsellors, if not professionally, at least wit friends.
One of the challenges is to develop and use their charm and power to do good work.
Many of them are destined to make great contributors to the world, often by leading others to a higher form of knowledge and learning.
Nine of diamond
They must develop an awareness of the universal laws being manifested in their life.
Those who take a thoughtful approach to the events of their life will realise that for each thing they supposedly lose, new avenues are opening and they are getting more in touch with the cosmic flow.
When they truly release their attachments, spiritual gifts are showered down upon them.
They realise the beauty of releasing things in their life that are holding them back from a new and more beautiful life that is just now emerging.
They begin to identify with a much larger image of themselves, one that includes the need of others as well as their own.
The result is that they are happy and enlightened, having made the transition to a more universal approach to life.
The universal, rather than personal point of view is the ultimate destination.
Soul
Suddenly tot of me and my future.
Already released the rship with Z and then local Isha
Then release money for the big car, then new condo with renovation..and high monthly maintenance.
Now..next is my career...I want to do something that tie to my tools I gained in Isha.
Homeopathy seems to be the answer.
This one sounds better to me as it uses the mind..and intuition, both my strength.
The one on counselling takes too much emotional toil on me. Also good that I took the Isha phone handling, just 2 weeks I know it is not for me. Don't have the patience...nor mind set.
Will require learnings..lets see.
Ace of Hearts
Jul 27
Slept around 10.45 pm after a 40 minutes session with Sadhguru chant from Devi temple. I feel I am in Devi's temple. So nice...so embraced, so protected.
When I went to bed, the nice energy stays with me; feeling that Devi will give me the abundance of money that I wanted.
Woke up fresh around 4.25 am but just want to sleep, feeling so contented..don't feel like doing Hata Yoga. Don't feel like exerting myself.
Slept back and woke up around 5.40 am.
Switch on Moola mantra to clear the energy while lighting up my shrine.
Did Bhuta Shuddhi followed by Surya Kriya preparatory steps.
Did my first Surya Kriya after more than 1 month. it was the best Surya Kriya I have ever done before. I can now keep the right posture and easing my breathe slowly.
Did 61 points awareness..but not so focus.
Did a nice breathing meditation.
Shakti was good. did 150 cycles of Kapala Bhakti. Some tots come in of mom saying to rent small room instead of big room. Earlier I resisted as I felt a loss of money and tot that she wants to leave the big room to brother. Later I tot she may not be around soon, why make her feel unhappy, give her the big room, let out the small room. And besides then I need not having other people into my new condos in future. A small price to pay. To focus on what I am getting instead of what I am giving.
Shambavi was good..but alas not much time for sitting..
A nice contentment.
My Daily Card
The Ace of Hearts
The Ace of Hearts represents a desire for affection or love that is the stimulus that causes new relationships to be created. For this reason, it can indicate a new love affair or the birth of a child. Though influenced by each planetary period in a specific and unique way, this creative love energy always represents an awakening of love or passion in one's heart.
On a deeper level, the Ace of Hearts, being the very first card in the deck, represents a search for something inside of our self. Perhaps it is the search for self-identity or for those things that help us to love who we are unconditionally. In order to love ourselves, we often find someone to love who reflects back to us what we are seeking within. This is why the Ace of Hearts can represent a new relationship beginning.
Soul
Yes..loving myself.
Slept around 10.45 pm after a 40 minutes session with Sadhguru chant from Devi temple. I feel I am in Devi's temple. So nice...so embraced, so protected.
When I went to bed, the nice energy stays with me; feeling that Devi will give me the abundance of money that I wanted.
Woke up fresh around 4.25 am but just want to sleep, feeling so contented..don't feel like doing Hata Yoga. Don't feel like exerting myself.
Slept back and woke up around 5.40 am.
Switch on Moola mantra to clear the energy while lighting up my shrine.
Did Bhuta Shuddhi followed by Surya Kriya preparatory steps.
Did my first Surya Kriya after more than 1 month. it was the best Surya Kriya I have ever done before. I can now keep the right posture and easing my breathe slowly.
Did 61 points awareness..but not so focus.
Did a nice breathing meditation.
Shakti was good. did 150 cycles of Kapala Bhakti. Some tots come in of mom saying to rent small room instead of big room. Earlier I resisted as I felt a loss of money and tot that she wants to leave the big room to brother. Later I tot she may not be around soon, why make her feel unhappy, give her the big room, let out the small room. And besides then I need not having other people into my new condos in future. A small price to pay. To focus on what I am getting instead of what I am giving.
Shambavi was good..but alas not much time for sitting..
A nice contentment.
My Daily Card
The Ace of Hearts
The Ace of Hearts represents a desire for affection or love that is the stimulus that causes new relationships to be created. For this reason, it can indicate a new love affair or the birth of a child. Though influenced by each planetary period in a specific and unique way, this creative love energy always represents an awakening of love or passion in one's heart.
On a deeper level, the Ace of Hearts, being the very first card in the deck, represents a search for something inside of our self. Perhaps it is the search for self-identity or for those things that help us to love who we are unconditionally. In order to love ourselves, we often find someone to love who reflects back to us what we are seeking within. This is why the Ace of Hearts can represent a new relationship beginning.
Soul
Yes..loving myself.
Abundance of money is what I want this year
Jul 26 eve
Looking at priorities, TV not important cos can wait until year end since me not subscribing net TV yet. Be watching from current house.
TV most likely to be used for Sadhguru YouTube video.
Fridge is settled.
Washing machine also not necessary cos be transferring laundry back home.
So will focus on the furniture first. The sofa, dining and the cosy corner. Looking forward to cosy corner.
In ashram will buy those sitting cloth for Sadhana room. Get 4 of them. Yesterday seeing the friend house using the floor mat for sitting on the floor doesn't look conducive at all.
Jul 26 eve 1
Brought people for Devi visit to Z and wife house.
Remnants of past is gone. He no longer part of me.
Can just see them as new people, new couple I met. The old Z that I was with is no longer there. Or maybe the old me is no longer there.
Still surprised by this.
But a good surprise. Tonight will do Devi temple chant cd.
Abundance of money is what I want this year.
Looking at priorities, TV not important cos can wait until year end since me not subscribing net TV yet. Be watching from current house.
TV most likely to be used for Sadhguru YouTube video.
Fridge is settled.
Washing machine also not necessary cos be transferring laundry back home.
So will focus on the furniture first. The sofa, dining and the cosy corner. Looking forward to cosy corner.
In ashram will buy those sitting cloth for Sadhana room. Get 4 of them. Yesterday seeing the friend house using the floor mat for sitting on the floor doesn't look conducive at all.
Jul 26 eve 1
Brought people for Devi visit to Z and wife house.
Remnants of past is gone. He no longer part of me.
Can just see them as new people, new couple I met. The old Z that I was with is no longer there. Or maybe the old me is no longer there.
Still surprised by this.
But a good surprise. Tonight will do Devi temple chant cd.
Abundance of money is what I want this year.
King of Spades
Jul 26
Today card.
Just finalised the fridge that I m buying for new condo. Mom is great, just saw and know its the right size.
No stocks at the shop, google and make calls, got the refrigerator.
Now planning for my ashram trip.
Found out that my friend's apt in ashram is not central, required walking. So decided to stay in the central cottage till last 2 days and then shift to the apt.
At the same time also get my friend S to stay at the apt till she leaves a few days later since there is no accommodation.
So win win.
My Daily Card
The King of Spades
The King of Spades is the final, and most powerful card in the deck, representing both mastery of one's environment and one's self. Whenever this card appears you can bet that you will experience good fortune and results.
It is especially good for legal matters and business but can be applied to any area of life for success. It is truly the card of 'success in all things' but brings the most blessings to those who are ready and willing to take responsibility for their life and work and who can take a leadership position in their work. Remember this is a King we are talking about and every King has a kingdom.
Be prepared to take a leadership role and to live by your own wisdom when this potent card appears. Success is yours for the taking, but you have to stand up and claim it.
Today card.
Just finalised the fridge that I m buying for new condo. Mom is great, just saw and know its the right size.
No stocks at the shop, google and make calls, got the refrigerator.
Now planning for my ashram trip.
Found out that my friend's apt in ashram is not central, required walking. So decided to stay in the central cottage till last 2 days and then shift to the apt.
At the same time also get my friend S to stay at the apt till she leaves a few days later since there is no accommodation.
So win win.
My Daily Card
The King of Spades
The King of Spades is the final, and most powerful card in the deck, representing both mastery of one's environment and one's self. Whenever this card appears you can bet that you will experience good fortune and results.
It is especially good for legal matters and business but can be applied to any area of life for success. It is truly the card of 'success in all things' but brings the most blessings to those who are ready and willing to take responsibility for their life and work and who can take a leadership position in their work. Remember this is a King we are talking about and every King has a kingdom.
Be prepared to take a leadership role and to live by your own wisdom when this potent card appears. Success is yours for the taking, but you have to stand up and claim it.
Visit Two Devi yantra on same night
Jul 25 eve
Went to Z and wife place. Totally forgot about the past. No longer any remnants of the past. I just see them as a couple with common interest. Both are house proud. I was able to see them with fresh eyes. The past is no more in me. They even shared about them wanting a new bigger house but in the end opted out as they don't want to trouble themselves with much financial commitment.
Their Devi energy also subdued, settled down. Both of them fulfilling their material path. Both fulfilling their Destiny Seven and Ruling Jacks. The wife looks pretty and I complimented her.
Went to S's place. His Devi was intense. Can sense her from downstairs. Went into high mode immediately as I sat down despite the upstair lobby has no aircond and the place not done up for Devi
Today card was Nine of Spades. Truly ended with no remnants.
Two Devi a day. Truly intense. On the way back wanted dessert. Came home and switch on TV and ate a piece of Chiffon cake and chill out at TV for an hour. Suddenly feel my left knee bit pain.
Now after shower, light up my shrine and switch on Moola mantra to cleanse off.
Went to Z and wife place. Totally forgot about the past. No longer any remnants of the past. I just see them as a couple with common interest. Both are house proud. I was able to see them with fresh eyes. The past is no more in me. They even shared about them wanting a new bigger house but in the end opted out as they don't want to trouble themselves with much financial commitment.
Their Devi energy also subdued, settled down. Both of them fulfilling their material path. Both fulfilling their Destiny Seven and Ruling Jacks. The wife looks pretty and I complimented her.
Went to S's place. His Devi was intense. Can sense her from downstairs. Went into high mode immediately as I sat down despite the upstair lobby has no aircond and the place not done up for Devi
Today card was Nine of Spades. Truly ended with no remnants.
Two Devi a day. Truly intense. On the way back wanted dessert. Came home and switch on TV and ate a piece of Chiffon cake and chill out at TV for an hour. Suddenly feel my left knee bit pain.
Now after shower, light up my shrine and switch on Moola mantra to cleanse off.
Darshan with Devi is like being in Devi's temple
Jul 25
Read this yesteday night and did my darshan with Devi.
Feeling bit insecure on the issue of money.
Now wanting the abundance of money..
Sadhguru on Devi
Actually, the temple would become phenomenally popular if we kept it open only at night. She needs night — in the night, she is on. If you enter the Devi temple at night, you will see it is another dimension of life. But we don’t want to take it there because societies everywhere – including India – have become terribly prudish. They are afraid of anything that is fierce and wild. In India, a Devi like this is always depicted riding a tiger to indicate that she is fierce — more fierce than the tiger. But people think wildlife is no good, they want tame, they want be able to play with the tiger. Our idea of civilization is to make everybody tame. People do not even like somebody who looks wild – like me, with a beard. Everything that can be removed has been removed, not with any purpose or awareness, simply removed.
Soul
Just switched on the Devi chant by Sadhguru and within minutes I was transported to Devi's temple. A sense of embrace...
Read this yesteday night and did my darshan with Devi.
Feeling bit insecure on the issue of money.
Now wanting the abundance of money..
Sadhguru on Devi
Actually, the temple would become phenomenally popular if we kept it open only at night. She needs night — in the night, she is on. If you enter the Devi temple at night, you will see it is another dimension of life. But we don’t want to take it there because societies everywhere – including India – have become terribly prudish. They are afraid of anything that is fierce and wild. In India, a Devi like this is always depicted riding a tiger to indicate that she is fierce — more fierce than the tiger. But people think wildlife is no good, they want tame, they want be able to play with the tiger. Our idea of civilization is to make everybody tame. People do not even like somebody who looks wild – like me, with a beard. Everything that can be removed has been removed, not with any purpose or awareness, simply removed.
Soul
Just switched on the Devi chant by Sadhguru and within minutes I was transported to Devi's temple. A sense of embrace...
Sadhguru on Devi being entry point
Jul 24 eve 1
Read this on the blog.
http://www.ishafoundation.org/blog/sadhguru/spot/a-woman-woman/
Dhyanalinga is perfectly aligned with the solar mechanism. That is why we are saying, very confidently, that he will live 5-10,000 years, because he is perfectly aligned to the natural system.
But Devi was not made like that; she is a little crazy, a little offbeat. You must understand the meaning of offbeat – that means that whatever is the natural beat, she is off that. She is offbeat intentionally because her work and her energy are different. The sun is perfectly round every day, but the moon takes on a new phase, so people pay more attention. She is like that too; she is going through her own cycles of two-and-a-half or twenty-seven-and-a-half days.
And because her energies are on a shorter cycle, the spin is bigger and she creates a more easily experience-able energy compared to someone who is perfectly round.
Soul
Hence I always said Devi is put out her energy, she is exuberance..whereas Dhynalinga draw you inward.
Sadhguru
So, Devi will not follow the sandhya kalas or brahma muhurtam – no. She is not aligned to the natural forces because a woman wants to be different one way or the other, and she is distinctly different. That is the draw, beauty and possibility because you cannot help paying attention to her.
If your life energies get drawn and you touch her, you can be on a very ecstatic, orgasmic ride.
If you simply sit with her, she will drive you that way because her energies are mad like that.
Actually, the temple would become phenomenally popular if we kept it open only at night. She needs night — in the night, she is on. If you enter the Devi temple at night, you will see it is another dimension of life. But we don’t want to take it there because societies everywhere – including India – have become terribly prudish. They are afraid of anything that is fierce and wild. In India, a Devi like this is always depicted riding a tiger to indicate that she is fierce — more fierce than the tiger. But people think wildlife is no good, they want tame, they want be able to play with the tiger. Our idea of civilization is to make everybody tame. People do not even like somebody who looks wild – like me, with a beard. Everything that can be removed has been removed, not with any purpose or awareness, simply removed.
Soul
Mmm. Night time Devi more powerful.
Sadhgur
The spiritual process and being on the edge are very directly connected. I believe that in the future, Devi will be the first step for many people. They will bask in that wilderness for some time, and then come into the symmetry of Dhyanalinga. That is how it will become because you cannot ignore that wilderness about her.
Devi Linga Bhairavi is an extension of my Idaa or the left expression of my energy system. The play of Devi has been a phenomenal process and experience for me. May you be touched by her magical ways that are wild and compassionate at once.
Soul
Devi is an entry point.
Devi is stronger at night.
Will try to have Devi cd on tonight. Moola mantra cd is too energetic, after the cure of RA, can't sleep after Moola.
Read this on the blog.
http://www.ishafoundation.org/blog/sadhguru/spot/a-woman-woman/
Dhyanalinga is perfectly aligned with the solar mechanism. That is why we are saying, very confidently, that he will live 5-10,000 years, because he is perfectly aligned to the natural system.
But Devi was not made like that; she is a little crazy, a little offbeat. You must understand the meaning of offbeat – that means that whatever is the natural beat, she is off that. She is offbeat intentionally because her work and her energy are different. The sun is perfectly round every day, but the moon takes on a new phase, so people pay more attention. She is like that too; she is going through her own cycles of two-and-a-half or twenty-seven-and-a-half days.
And because her energies are on a shorter cycle, the spin is bigger and she creates a more easily experience-able energy compared to someone who is perfectly round.
Soul
Hence I always said Devi is put out her energy, she is exuberance..whereas Dhynalinga draw you inward.
Sadhguru
So, Devi will not follow the sandhya kalas or brahma muhurtam – no. She is not aligned to the natural forces because a woman wants to be different one way or the other, and she is distinctly different. That is the draw, beauty and possibility because you cannot help paying attention to her.
If your life energies get drawn and you touch her, you can be on a very ecstatic, orgasmic ride.
If you simply sit with her, she will drive you that way because her energies are mad like that.
Actually, the temple would become phenomenally popular if we kept it open only at night. She needs night — in the night, she is on. If you enter the Devi temple at night, you will see it is another dimension of life. But we don’t want to take it there because societies everywhere – including India – have become terribly prudish. They are afraid of anything that is fierce and wild. In India, a Devi like this is always depicted riding a tiger to indicate that she is fierce — more fierce than the tiger. But people think wildlife is no good, they want tame, they want be able to play with the tiger. Our idea of civilization is to make everybody tame. People do not even like somebody who looks wild – like me, with a beard. Everything that can be removed has been removed, not with any purpose or awareness, simply removed.
Soul
Mmm. Night time Devi more powerful.
Sadhgur
The spiritual process and being on the edge are very directly connected. I believe that in the future, Devi will be the first step for many people. They will bask in that wilderness for some time, and then come into the symmetry of Dhyanalinga. That is how it will become because you cannot ignore that wilderness about her.
Devi Linga Bhairavi is an extension of my Idaa or the left expression of my energy system. The play of Devi has been a phenomenal process and experience for me. May you be touched by her magical ways that are wild and compassionate at once.
Soul
Devi is an entry point.
Devi is stronger at night.
Will try to have Devi cd on tonight. Moola mantra cd is too energetic, after the cure of RA, can't sleep after Moola.
Thinking of money
Jul 24 eve
Today I asked my regional boss whether he is thinking of increment for me. He said he didn't think of it. I told him that I haven't got increment for the past few years. This year with incremental costs made me need the increment. Told him of my condo maintenance and homeopathy medicine that I need to cover so I can be back to square one. He said company performance not good. He asked me to look into bonus instead. I said that's once off and beside next year no bonus.
The old me wouldn't raise this issue of increment in difficult times. But now the new me know I deserve a raise. Five years is a long time. I have been planning increment for others and it's time for me.
Just now did Sannidhi Pooja. Cleansed the room with Moola mantra. Stillness during Sannidhi Pooja song.
Sat for sometime in stillness after Sannidhi Pooja.
Then did Devi chanting. Bit too dark can barely read. During lying down posture I told Devi I want money.
I can make some more money with maintaining my 3 days. Let's see. Maybe can do the recruitment part time.
Today negotiated for commission payment for recommendation of the circulating fan. 50 bucks a unit seems good.
Mercury period in Ruling truly reflects my inner pre-occupation.
Money.
Much money flowing out due to renovation and new condo and Homepathy medicine.
Hope faster news from Income tax. Ten grand be great to cover for extra on the renovation and new fittings such as the breezy fan.
Also now want to furnish the cosy corner. Thinking to make a custom altar cabinet for dad and ancestors. Nice cosy corner for reading too.
Also thinking to buy a washing machine and dryer. About 2700.
Just found out there is washing cum drying machine. 3500.
An extra 1000; but save hassle.
Ruling
Ten of Diamonds
Three of Hearts
Ten of Diamonds (dealing or focusing on a large sum of money)
This card indicates a sudden streak of financial success, perhaps in a speculative venture, related to a brother or sister or while on a short trip.
This is a sudden windfall of money that is possibly just as quickly spent.
This is a very good indicator of financial success in the fields of education, writing, speaking or teaching.
U will be more money minded than usual and this will contribute to ur success and perhaps to ur continuing education
Watch out for a preoccupation with money that could cause short sightedness in other areas.
Three of Hearts
indecision or variety in love and relationships, expression of feelings)
Today I asked my regional boss whether he is thinking of increment for me. He said he didn't think of it. I told him that I haven't got increment for the past few years. This year with incremental costs made me need the increment. Told him of my condo maintenance and homeopathy medicine that I need to cover so I can be back to square one. He said company performance not good. He asked me to look into bonus instead. I said that's once off and beside next year no bonus.
The old me wouldn't raise this issue of increment in difficult times. But now the new me know I deserve a raise. Five years is a long time. I have been planning increment for others and it's time for me.
Just now did Sannidhi Pooja. Cleansed the room with Moola mantra. Stillness during Sannidhi Pooja song.
Sat for sometime in stillness after Sannidhi Pooja.
Then did Devi chanting. Bit too dark can barely read. During lying down posture I told Devi I want money.
I can make some more money with maintaining my 3 days. Let's see. Maybe can do the recruitment part time.
Today negotiated for commission payment for recommendation of the circulating fan. 50 bucks a unit seems good.
Mercury period in Ruling truly reflects my inner pre-occupation.
Money.
Much money flowing out due to renovation and new condo and Homepathy medicine.
Hope faster news from Income tax. Ten grand be great to cover for extra on the renovation and new fittings such as the breezy fan.
Also now want to furnish the cosy corner. Thinking to make a custom altar cabinet for dad and ancestors. Nice cosy corner for reading too.
Also thinking to buy a washing machine and dryer. About 2700.
Just found out there is washing cum drying machine. 3500.
An extra 1000; but save hassle.
Ruling
Ten of Diamonds
Three of Hearts
Ten of Diamonds (dealing or focusing on a large sum of money)
This card indicates a sudden streak of financial success, perhaps in a speculative venture, related to a brother or sister or while on a short trip.
This is a sudden windfall of money that is possibly just as quickly spent.
This is a very good indicator of financial success in the fields of education, writing, speaking or teaching.
U will be more money minded than usual and this will contribute to ur success and perhaps to ur continuing education
Watch out for a preoccupation with money that could cause short sightedness in other areas.
Three of Hearts
indecision or variety in love and relationships, expression of feelings)
Learning to ask for more money for myself
Jul 23 eve
Just received the past and next 3 months maintenance. Quite a big sum.
Truly must asked for a raise. Needed to cover the monthly maintenance of new condo and also the monthly homeopathy medical.
Mom just diagnosed with breast cancer. Will know more how wide spread. I m not surprised as mom tend to keep things to herself.
She is tired of taking care of the children and yet lovingly and responsibly does so. Keep on saying she did cos her son not wealthy enough and hence wife need to work.
But this cancer may force her to evaluate her situation. May be the end of her taking care of grandchildren and cooking.
I recalled when I first bought the Condo she was so excited to shift and then backed off after so much talks from the 2 sons. Well, looks like it may happen soon.
Yes. Will be getting. 9 years and one time increment. It is time. Will asked. I am thinking min 2k. Will cover the medicine and maintenance plus a little extra. Better ask for gross 3k.
Mmm, learning to ask for money
Just received the past and next 3 months maintenance. Quite a big sum.
Truly must asked for a raise. Needed to cover the monthly maintenance of new condo and also the monthly homeopathy medical.
Mom just diagnosed with breast cancer. Will know more how wide spread. I m not surprised as mom tend to keep things to herself.
She is tired of taking care of the children and yet lovingly and responsibly does so. Keep on saying she did cos her son not wealthy enough and hence wife need to work.
But this cancer may force her to evaluate her situation. May be the end of her taking care of grandchildren and cooking.
I recalled when I first bought the Condo she was so excited to shift and then backed off after so much talks from the 2 sons. Well, looks like it may happen soon.
Yes. Will be getting. 9 years and one time increment. It is time. Will asked. I am thinking min 2k. Will cover the medicine and maintenance plus a little extra. Better ask for gross 3k.
Mmm, learning to ask for money
Sadhguru - yoga fastforward your life
Jul 23
http://www.ishafoundation.org/blog/yoga-meditation/demystifying-yoga/hatha-yoga-the-nature-of-sadhanas-progress/
One fundamental goal of yoga is to put your life and your karmic cycle on fast-forward. Today, finding a solution for your backache or some psychological issue may be your focus, but ultimately, the goal is mukti. When you put your karmic cycle on fast-forward, the suffering that you would have had in a diluted form over 20 years may come to you in a concentrated form in 2 years or 2 weeks – and that is good. When you work through that, you will come to a plateau where, if you look back, you cannot believe you went through all these things. Every sadhaka goes through such phases.
If you put in more time, you will see, once you go beyond a certain point, so many things which you thought were a part of you are suddenly not there anymore. This is the nature of the sadhana. So do not compare yourself with someone else and frustrate yourself. That is not necessary at all.
Soul
I tot RA is part of me. I tot I would never get progressive. Unexpectedly due to RA medication; I was put to Steroids which I didn't want. Hence I experience progressive pain for 3 weeks. Wake up with much pain fear to sleep cos make it worse. Was near my breaking point. Cried in the toilets. After Chik Shakti In Sathsang, answer came via Homeopathy.
Within one day pain reduce more than 50%. Within 3 days, pain reduce less than 10%. One week no pain and even my original deformed middle finger reduces in size. Never happen before. So miraculous
Amen. Fast forward.
Sept 25
Alas..it was an illusion..now suffering more
http://www.ishafoundation.org/blog/yoga-meditation/demystifying-yoga/hatha-yoga-the-nature-of-sadhanas-progress/
One fundamental goal of yoga is to put your life and your karmic cycle on fast-forward. Today, finding a solution for your backache or some psychological issue may be your focus, but ultimately, the goal is mukti. When you put your karmic cycle on fast-forward, the suffering that you would have had in a diluted form over 20 years may come to you in a concentrated form in 2 years or 2 weeks – and that is good. When you work through that, you will come to a plateau where, if you look back, you cannot believe you went through all these things. Every sadhaka goes through such phases.
If you put in more time, you will see, once you go beyond a certain point, so many things which you thought were a part of you are suddenly not there anymore. This is the nature of the sadhana. So do not compare yourself with someone else and frustrate yourself. That is not necessary at all.
Soul
I tot RA is part of me. I tot I would never get progressive. Unexpectedly due to RA medication; I was put to Steroids which I didn't want. Hence I experience progressive pain for 3 weeks. Wake up with much pain fear to sleep cos make it worse. Was near my breaking point. Cried in the toilets. After Chik Shakti In Sathsang, answer came via Homeopathy.
Within one day pain reduce more than 50%. Within 3 days, pain reduce less than 10%. One week no pain and even my original deformed middle finger reduces in size. Never happen before. So miraculous
Amen. Fast forward.
Sept 25
Alas..it was an illusion..now suffering more
Sunday, August 30, 2015
Osho tarot - Silence
Jul 23 mor
Today woke up fresh at 4 am. Went to toilet, switch aircond and doze back.
Wake up from alarm at 4.30 am.
Body is okay..mind bit groggy..stay a minute and then woke up as body is fresh.
Clear the room with Moola mantra.
Did Bhuta Shuddhi followed by effortless cat stretch albeit some slight pain to my right elbow.
Both elbow sizes has reduced...
Yogaasanas quite good..can hold postures..no laughing...
Breathing was quite nice.
Shakti was okay with the legs..but Kapala Bhakti bit too fast.. some tots coming in second and third cycle.
Toward the end, just a deep silence.
Shambavi was good..towards the end a long contented silence without movement. Just being with my head slightly tilted. First time for me..such stillness and contentment after Shambavi.
Savouring the silence.
This week Osho tarot card.
Resolution
Silence
The energy of the whole has taken possession of you. You are possessed, you are no more, the whole is. This moment, as the silence penetrates in you, you can understand the significance of it, because it is the same silence that Gautam Buddha experienced. It is the same silence that Chuang Tzu or Bodhidharma or Nansen.... The taste of the silence is the same. Time changes, the world goes on changing, but the experience of silence, the joy of it, remains the same. That is the only thing you can rely upon, the only thing that never dies. It is the only thing that you can call your very being.
The silent, mirrorlike receptiveness of a star-filled night with a full moon is reflected in the misty lake below. The face in the sky is deep in meditation, a goddess of the night who brings depth, peace and understanding. Now is a very precious time. It will be easy for you to rest inside, to plumb the depths of your own inner silence to the point where it meets the silence of the universe. There's nothing to do, nowhere to go, and the quality of your inner silence permeates everything you do. It might make some people uncomfortable, accustomed as they are to all the noise and activity of the world. Never mind; seek out those who can resonate with your silence - or enjoy your aloneness. Now is the time to come home to yourself. The understanding and insights that come to you in these moments will be manifested later on, in a more outgoing phase of your life.
Soul
Just got message that mom breast biopsy is cancerous. But feeling quite calm.
Maybe mom needed this shake up so she can let go of family responsibility.
Today woke up fresh at 4 am. Went to toilet, switch aircond and doze back.
Wake up from alarm at 4.30 am.
Body is okay..mind bit groggy..stay a minute and then woke up as body is fresh.
Clear the room with Moola mantra.
Did Bhuta Shuddhi followed by effortless cat stretch albeit some slight pain to my right elbow.
Both elbow sizes has reduced...
Yogaasanas quite good..can hold postures..no laughing...
Breathing was quite nice.
Shakti was okay with the legs..but Kapala Bhakti bit too fast.. some tots coming in second and third cycle.
Toward the end, just a deep silence.
Shambavi was good..towards the end a long contented silence without movement. Just being with my head slightly tilted. First time for me..such stillness and contentment after Shambavi.
Savouring the silence.
This week Osho tarot card.
Resolution
Silence
The energy of the whole has taken possession of you. You are possessed, you are no more, the whole is. This moment, as the silence penetrates in you, you can understand the significance of it, because it is the same silence that Gautam Buddha experienced. It is the same silence that Chuang Tzu or Bodhidharma or Nansen.... The taste of the silence is the same. Time changes, the world goes on changing, but the experience of silence, the joy of it, remains the same. That is the only thing you can rely upon, the only thing that never dies. It is the only thing that you can call your very being.
The silent, mirrorlike receptiveness of a star-filled night with a full moon is reflected in the misty lake below. The face in the sky is deep in meditation, a goddess of the night who brings depth, peace and understanding. Now is a very precious time. It will be easy for you to rest inside, to plumb the depths of your own inner silence to the point where it meets the silence of the universe. There's nothing to do, nowhere to go, and the quality of your inner silence permeates everything you do. It might make some people uncomfortable, accustomed as they are to all the noise and activity of the world. Never mind; seek out those who can resonate with your silence - or enjoy your aloneness. Now is the time to come home to yourself. The understanding and insights that come to you in these moments will be manifested later on, in a more outgoing phase of your life.
Soul
Just got message that mom breast biopsy is cancerous. But feeling quite calm.
Maybe mom needed this shake up so she can let go of family responsibility.
Pluto in Virgo - complete mental deconditioning
Jul 23
Got this from my blog.
Pluto in 4th house
It is common for you and your parents (and/or parental authority figures) to become polarized. After you have established your own fundamental identity, this polarization can return to balance. If this result is not achieved, the polarization may become permanent, manifested either as alienation or as parental domination if you are too weak to assert your own identity.
Soul
Yes..I used to resist load of Isha tools especially relating to pendants, ring and rudrash.
Now that I have found my space..finally can see them as tools..and now wearing them with reverence.
The same as family, breaking through with Sannidhi and now having my own sadhana room in my new condo. Family has accepted me with my new life stye. Yet, family still plays an important role in my life.
Amen
Insecurity
When crisis results in transformation, you may find your outlook toward family and tradition profoundly altered. After a peak crisis, you may feel that your whole essence has been fundamentally changed and that your sense of personal security is no longer dependent upon external nurturing but is rooted in your own sense of Truth. If you are unable to undergo internal transformation, there is a danger that destructive changes will occur within your family and home environment.
Transcendent Potential
You can realize the transcendent potential of Pluto in the Fourth House when you completely transform yourself from your foundation upward. With little in the way of support or encouragement, you may bootstrap your consciousness and character to a higher level of consciousness. You then overcome any false spiritual pride in the realization that you have never been alone in this struggle but that an Inner Power has supported you and still does so. You develop a profound sensitivity to Truth and you learn to act in accordance with this Truth. This requires a complete mental deconditioning and the resulting experience of the highest freedom--the freedom to act within the Higher Will. The alchemy of suffering breeds compassion in your breast. You learn to tenderly embrace what others hold dear and to "suffer the little children." Your foundation having been transformed, after this struggle, you quickly ascend to the heights of consciousness.
Soul
With the purchase of the lovely energy condo...out of the blue...
With the miraculous cure from RA via Homeopathy, I know now life is magical.
Even with the discovery and purchase of the recirculation fan led me to it.
Now next is my life work to be aligned to my spiritual path.
Homeopathy seems to complement Isha tools.
It also led me to have my own little business for retirement and will give me time for my writing hobby too.
Got this from my blog.
Pluto in 4th house
It is common for you and your parents (and/or parental authority figures) to become polarized. After you have established your own fundamental identity, this polarization can return to balance. If this result is not achieved, the polarization may become permanent, manifested either as alienation or as parental domination if you are too weak to assert your own identity.
Soul
Yes..I used to resist load of Isha tools especially relating to pendants, ring and rudrash.
Now that I have found my space..finally can see them as tools..and now wearing them with reverence.
The same as family, breaking through with Sannidhi and now having my own sadhana room in my new condo. Family has accepted me with my new life stye. Yet, family still plays an important role in my life.
Amen
Insecurity
When crisis results in transformation, you may find your outlook toward family and tradition profoundly altered. After a peak crisis, you may feel that your whole essence has been fundamentally changed and that your sense of personal security is no longer dependent upon external nurturing but is rooted in your own sense of Truth. If you are unable to undergo internal transformation, there is a danger that destructive changes will occur within your family and home environment.
Transcendent Potential
You can realize the transcendent potential of Pluto in the Fourth House when you completely transform yourself from your foundation upward. With little in the way of support or encouragement, you may bootstrap your consciousness and character to a higher level of consciousness. You then overcome any false spiritual pride in the realization that you have never been alone in this struggle but that an Inner Power has supported you and still does so. You develop a profound sensitivity to Truth and you learn to act in accordance with this Truth. This requires a complete mental deconditioning and the resulting experience of the highest freedom--the freedom to act within the Higher Will. The alchemy of suffering breeds compassion in your breast. You learn to tenderly embrace what others hold dear and to "suffer the little children." Your foundation having been transformed, after this struggle, you quickly ascend to the heights of consciousness.
Soul
With the purchase of the lovely energy condo...out of the blue...
With the miraculous cure from RA via Homeopathy, I know now life is magical.
Even with the discovery and purchase of the recirculation fan led me to it.
Now next is my life work to be aligned to my spiritual path.
Homeopathy seems to complement Isha tools.
It also led me to have my own little business for retirement and will give me time for my writing hobby too.
My little ashram - such comfort
Jul 22 eve 2
Today despite my tiredness, was able to go into high mode for Yogaasanas in the morning. I was laughing loads on the one leg lift up lying back asanas.
Breathing was nice.
Shakti was distracted with sis in law lack of urgency over the mirror despite several reminders. Also tot of myself. Despite all these I was still singing after Shakti.
Shambavi was nice.
Today Sannidhi Pooja was not gear cos I was lost in tots during Guru Pooja.
Then Brahmanada I woke up.
Did Devi chanting. Tears came when doing Devi lying down pose. When I got up with eyes open I suddenly singing love songs with Devi.
Shoonya went in deep. Then a short Breathing.
Felt cleansed.
So thankful for my Little Ashram.
Now sure of my new shrine cabinet with both raised platforms for Sadhguru Sannidhi and my Devi, Dhynalinga and Vijii.
Since the Aircond is now at the front right room and also dad at the back room. So decided to put Sadhghuru at left, also coincided with the CD player for Pooja. The little ashram at the right end.
Now settled. Just need L to make the cabinet beautiful.
Today despite my tiredness, was able to go into high mode for Yogaasanas in the morning. I was laughing loads on the one leg lift up lying back asanas.
Breathing was nice.
Shakti was distracted with sis in law lack of urgency over the mirror despite several reminders. Also tot of myself. Despite all these I was still singing after Shakti.
Shambavi was nice.
Today Sannidhi Pooja was not gear cos I was lost in tots during Guru Pooja.
Then Brahmanada I woke up.
Did Devi chanting. Tears came when doing Devi lying down pose. When I got up with eyes open I suddenly singing love songs with Devi.
Shoonya went in deep. Then a short Breathing.
Felt cleansed.
So thankful for my Little Ashram.
Now sure of my new shrine cabinet with both raised platforms for Sadhguru Sannidhi and my Devi, Dhynalinga and Vijii.
Since the Aircond is now at the front right room and also dad at the back room. So decided to put Sadhghuru at left, also coincided with the CD player for Pooja. The little ashram at the right end.
Now settled. Just need L to make the cabinet beautiful.
Erinpavlina - aligning with your higher self's intentions
Jul 22 eve
this is a good motivation for me,
http://www.erinpavlina.com/blog/2014/03/aligning-with-your-higher-selfs-intentions/
Before you incarnated, your higher self had an intention. And you got sent here with that intention coded into your spiritual DNA.
When you align yourself with that intention and begin following its path, you will get massive amounts of support and help from the universe.
Resources, opportunities, lucky breaks, synchronistic meetings, and coincidences will abound in your life.
That’s because the moment you turn towards the path of intention, you ignite. You are on spiritual fire! It’s like lighting a rocket.
Soul
Since I was young, I knew I am meant to be Director in business. Eventhough I start from Accounts based but I never took up accounts.
I work my way up..and things just flow.
The second thing that just flow is Isha..
Its like falling in love.
All the programs, it happens beyond me. It happens eventhough I don't want it and don't know about it.
I had no expectation..no inkling..but it happens.
Sanndhi..it just happens..
So for me, Isha path just happens..
http://www.erinpavlina.com/blog/2014/03/aligning-with-your-higher-selfs-intentions/
When you are going down a path that is not aligned with your intention, your spirit guides have to expend a lot of energy trying to get you moving onto a different path. There are blocks, bad breaks, unfortunate incidences. You are beset and besieged by bad luck. It’s no fun. You start to feel like you’re rowing against the current.
Soul
When I went back to high profile corporate job, I become unhappy.
When I hooked up with Z, then Y..it broke off...Never meant to be.
http://www.erinpavlina.com/blog/2014/03/aligning-with-your-higher-selfs-intentions/
But when you connect with that path of intention, it’s like removing the anchor around your feet. Suddenly you can fly.
My business really took off. That’s what happens when passion and intention collide. I was brought so many opportunities without even trying. That’s what happens when your spirit guides are finally given free rein to help you with the important stuff.
And today, about 8 years later, I feel more on purpose than ever before.
Ask yourself if you are living in alignment with your higher self’s intention for you. I know some of you will send me stories about how you switched careers or ended bad relationships and are now really flying!
And I know some of you are asking, “But how do I know what my higher self’s intention for me was?”
I can tune in to your guides and find out for you, or you can do it yourself.
Do a meditation where you go to a garden. Sit down and ask your higher self to come sit with you. Ask him or her what the intention was. And listen, really listen. It should resonate in your gut. You can even ask how to get onto the path of intention. You may see your spirit guides answer that one.
But the bottom line is that you’ll know it when you hear it or feel it. “Oh my God, yes!” is what you’ll say to yourself. You don’t have to know how you’re going to accomplish this intention. For now, it’s enough to identify it and know it.
Soul
guess for now Homeopathy. Let it sunk in.
http://www.erinpavlina.com/blog/2014/03/aligning-with-your-higher-selfs-intentions/
Then let your spirit guides help move you to a new path if one is required. Don’t resist. Be brave. It often takes courage to leave something we’ve been doing for so long.
It might require major shifts in your life or lifestyle. Maybe a relationship has to go. Maybe some friendships will need adjusting. Maybe healing will come. There may be a new job opportunity.
Go with the flow of your higher self’s goal.
There is nothing more wonderful than living in alignment with your intention. It’s like swimming in bubbles. You’ll get giddy and excited. And then you’ll be flying!
Soul
Amen
this is a good motivation for me,
http://www.erinpavlina.com/blog/2014/03/aligning-with-your-higher-selfs-intentions/
Before you incarnated, your higher self had an intention. And you got sent here with that intention coded into your spiritual DNA.
When you align yourself with that intention and begin following its path, you will get massive amounts of support and help from the universe.
Resources, opportunities, lucky breaks, synchronistic meetings, and coincidences will abound in your life.
That’s because the moment you turn towards the path of intention, you ignite. You are on spiritual fire! It’s like lighting a rocket.
Soul
Since I was young, I knew I am meant to be Director in business. Eventhough I start from Accounts based but I never took up accounts.
I work my way up..and things just flow.
The second thing that just flow is Isha..
Its like falling in love.
All the programs, it happens beyond me. It happens eventhough I don't want it and don't know about it.
I had no expectation..no inkling..but it happens.
Sanndhi..it just happens..
So for me, Isha path just happens..
http://www.erinpavlina.com/blog/2014/03/aligning-with-your-higher-selfs-intentions/
When you are going down a path that is not aligned with your intention, your spirit guides have to expend a lot of energy trying to get you moving onto a different path. There are blocks, bad breaks, unfortunate incidences. You are beset and besieged by bad luck. It’s no fun. You start to feel like you’re rowing against the current.
Soul
When I went back to high profile corporate job, I become unhappy.
When I hooked up with Z, then Y..it broke off...Never meant to be.
http://www.erinpavlina.com/blog/2014/03/aligning-with-your-higher-selfs-intentions/
But when you connect with that path of intention, it’s like removing the anchor around your feet. Suddenly you can fly.
My business really took off. That’s what happens when passion and intention collide. I was brought so many opportunities without even trying. That’s what happens when your spirit guides are finally given free rein to help you with the important stuff.
And today, about 8 years later, I feel more on purpose than ever before.
Ask yourself if you are living in alignment with your higher self’s intention for you. I know some of you will send me stories about how you switched careers or ended bad relationships and are now really flying!
And I know some of you are asking, “But how do I know what my higher self’s intention for me was?”
I can tune in to your guides and find out for you, or you can do it yourself.
Do a meditation where you go to a garden. Sit down and ask your higher self to come sit with you. Ask him or her what the intention was. And listen, really listen. It should resonate in your gut. You can even ask how to get onto the path of intention. You may see your spirit guides answer that one.
But the bottom line is that you’ll know it when you hear it or feel it. “Oh my God, yes!” is what you’ll say to yourself. You don’t have to know how you’re going to accomplish this intention. For now, it’s enough to identify it and know it.
Soul
guess for now Homeopathy. Let it sunk in.
http://www.erinpavlina.com/blog/2014/03/aligning-with-your-higher-selfs-intentions/
Then let your spirit guides help move you to a new path if one is required. Don’t resist. Be brave. It often takes courage to leave something we’ve been doing for so long.
It might require major shifts in your life or lifestyle. Maybe a relationship has to go. Maybe some friendships will need adjusting. Maybe healing will come. There may be a new job opportunity.
Go with the flow of your higher self’s goal.
There is nothing more wonderful than living in alignment with your intention. It’s like swimming in bubbles. You’ll get giddy and excited. And then you’ll be flying!
Soul
Amen
Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it (Howard Thurman)
Jul 22 eve 2
http://www.ask-angels.com/spiritual-guidance/spiritual-career/
I also strongly recommend asking for help!
Ask God and the angels to show you your very next step to align with your highest and best possible spiritual career.
When you do tune into your next step, take it! Then ask for your next best step once again.
Another wonderful question to ask is, “How may I serve?” When the answer to this question is in alignment with something you love and enjoy, and something which will serve others, you’re likely right on track towards living your spiritual calling and aligning with your spiritually based career.
A quote I really love which speaks to this truth is by Howard Thurman, who brilliantly said:
“Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.”
Soul
Like this.
Going to ashram. The idea of Homeopathy still there. No longer scary. Homeopathy combined with Isha Yoga tools will work wonders.
It also align with my blog suffering is blessing. When they come suffering physically, I homeopathy Medicine accelerated by Isha tools.
And I can share of Isha tools. That's me a promoter of Isha tools.
Just as Hata Yoga is an avenue to reach out; homeopathy too is an avenue.
And the best thing both works on body first so easier to be accepted by general public.
Such a paradox I always said my Body last. Yes, truly learning my body.
http://www.ask-angels.com/spiritual-guidance/spiritual-career/
I also strongly recommend asking for help!
Ask God and the angels to show you your very next step to align with your highest and best possible spiritual career.
When you do tune into your next step, take it! Then ask for your next best step once again.
Another wonderful question to ask is, “How may I serve?” When the answer to this question is in alignment with something you love and enjoy, and something which will serve others, you’re likely right on track towards living your spiritual calling and aligning with your spiritually based career.
A quote I really love which speaks to this truth is by Howard Thurman, who brilliantly said:
“Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive.”
Soul
Like this.
Going to ashram. The idea of Homeopathy still there. No longer scary. Homeopathy combined with Isha Yoga tools will work wonders.
It also align with my blog suffering is blessing. When they come suffering physically, I homeopathy Medicine accelerated by Isha tools.
And I can share of Isha tools. That's me a promoter of Isha tools.
Just as Hata Yoga is an avenue to reach out; homeopathy too is an avenue.
And the best thing both works on body first so easier to be accepted by general public.
Such a paradox I always said my Body last. Yes, truly learning my body.
Sadhguru is with me where ever I am, Sannidhi is just a form
Jul 29
Soul
Bit disappointed that Y doesn't allow his brass Sannidhi to be borrowed. He said can only removed during house shift. Then must do the full moon Pooja. I recalled Ashram said it is good to have Pooja on those days but not mandatory. Also he was the one that said Sannidhi not good to be shared. For me, Sannidhi is also a tool.
I m so glad I decided not to be attached to my Sannidhi. After yesterday Pooja I knew that Sadhguru will be with me wherever I am. My experience of Sathsang becoming more awesome after Sannidhi. My aim is to be a consecrated body myself.
So seeing Y so attached to Sannidhi makes me glad that I made decisions to go to local Guru purnima.
http://www.ishafoundation.org/us/blog/yoga-for-flexibility-of-body-and-mind/
Sadhguru
Since you are not willing to surrender your will, we are prodding you through this sadhana [spiritual practices] to provoke your energies. That is why the path of asana and kriya. Since you are not able to do it by yourself, just activate creation itself in a certain way. If it begins to move, it settles everything. It is like a flood; your centuries-old world is wiped away in only a few hours of fury. So your sadhana is not about getting somewhere. It is just a way, a method to unleash a flood so enormous that it wipes away your petty creations and leaves you as the Creator intended you to be.”
Soul
Bit disappointed that Y doesn't allow his brass Sannidhi to be borrowed. He said can only removed during house shift. Then must do the full moon Pooja. I recalled Ashram said it is good to have Pooja on those days but not mandatory. Also he was the one that said Sannidhi not good to be shared. For me, Sannidhi is also a tool.
I m so glad I decided not to be attached to my Sannidhi. After yesterday Pooja I knew that Sadhguru will be with me wherever I am. My experience of Sathsang becoming more awesome after Sannidhi. My aim is to be a consecrated body myself.
So seeing Y so attached to Sannidhi makes me glad that I made decisions to go to local Guru purnima.
http://www.ishafoundation.org/us/blog/yoga-for-flexibility-of-body-and-mind/
Sadhguru
Since you are not willing to surrender your will, we are prodding you through this sadhana [spiritual practices] to provoke your energies. That is why the path of asana and kriya. Since you are not able to do it by yourself, just activate creation itself in a certain way. If it begins to move, it settles everything. It is like a flood; your centuries-old world is wiped away in only a few hours of fury. So your sadhana is not about getting somewhere. It is just a way, a method to unleash a flood so enormous that it wipes away your petty creations and leaves you as the Creator intended you to be.”
Sadhguru on chronic disease - me creating from within
ul 28 eve
Sadhguru
This body is essentially programmed for health. So why would it turn against you? Because somewhere, you are not keeping it happy. You must pay a little more attention. There is a systematic way of paying attention to this, because everything in this body was created from within. When that is so, you can also easily fix it from within.
For the things you create from within, running to the doctor is of no use. The medical profession can only help you manage chronic ailments, they can never rid you of them. When you are creating it, how can they rid you of it? Every day, they will put more chemicals into you but every day you will doggedly create more disease within yourself. Unless you change that basic pattern, health will not happen
When it comes to a chronic ailment, the root cause for it is always on the energy level. As you have a physical body, you also have an energy body or Pranamayakosha. This is the energy infrastructure over which the physical substance comes together as a human body. If your energy body is disturbed – whether because of the atmospheres you live in, the food you eat, the relationships you hold or because of your emotions, attitudes, thoughts and opinions – this naturally manifests physiologically and psychologically.
The basic premise in yoga is that if your energy body is in full flow and properly balanced, there can be no chronic disease. If people are willing to do a certain amount of sadhana to balance and activate their energy body, they can definitely be free of all chronic ailments.
Yoga is a means to build a pathway to the manufacturer so that health is not your business, it is his business.
Soul
I used to lament on this. Why no cure after so much sadhana.
Now with just three weeks of Homeopathy I can see hope.
I did ask for 2 or 3 months to be cured for RA. Miracle happens.
My friend P called me. Looks like she was busy and she couldn't understand my message since her online visa form was prepared by her travel agent.
So it was me seeking validation. But sad. Father when will I get over my validation issue.
Now doing my age 49 to 55 and Seven of Hearts come up. So will learn. Also recalled that Seven of Hearts was my lifetime challenge. So go easy on myself.
Environment
Seven of Hearts (learning unconditional love and non attachment in rships)
This could be the year that u have a real experience of unconditional love.
As u allow others to be who they are, u also allows urself to be urself, and in this way, u will be able to experience a new sense of personal freedom.
To be totally free means having no attachments to others and no worries about whether or not they love us.
It also means having a knowing that there will always be enough love in our life, because it comes from within.
Soul
Also tot the video link on rship is correct for me too.
Watch "The Nature of Human Relationships" on YouTube - https://youtu.be/Dl8MUnLfEsk
Reading my age 49 to 55 led me to see age 48 life path in a more approachable mode. It make sense.
Kailash accelerated the moving of new house with new lifestyle. And in a few years mom will leave us to join dad.
Also I knew that my corporate career path is ending. I need something stimulus that can also align with my Sadhana life style. So wellness is it.
But homeopathy has an uphill tasks ahead in communication. And I may then to be defensive.
Truly everything coming together. Also my sudden attack of major RA pain led me to homeopathy. That was supposed to happen in age 49 to 55 but happen in end age 47 instead.
Sadhguru
This body is essentially programmed for health. So why would it turn against you? Because somewhere, you are not keeping it happy. You must pay a little more attention. There is a systematic way of paying attention to this, because everything in this body was created from within. When that is so, you can also easily fix it from within.
For the things you create from within, running to the doctor is of no use. The medical profession can only help you manage chronic ailments, they can never rid you of them. When you are creating it, how can they rid you of it? Every day, they will put more chemicals into you but every day you will doggedly create more disease within yourself. Unless you change that basic pattern, health will not happen
When it comes to a chronic ailment, the root cause for it is always on the energy level. As you have a physical body, you also have an energy body or Pranamayakosha. This is the energy infrastructure over which the physical substance comes together as a human body. If your energy body is disturbed – whether because of the atmospheres you live in, the food you eat, the relationships you hold or because of your emotions, attitudes, thoughts and opinions – this naturally manifests physiologically and psychologically.
The basic premise in yoga is that if your energy body is in full flow and properly balanced, there can be no chronic disease. If people are willing to do a certain amount of sadhana to balance and activate their energy body, they can definitely be free of all chronic ailments.
Yoga is a means to build a pathway to the manufacturer so that health is not your business, it is his business.
Soul
I used to lament on this. Why no cure after so much sadhana.
Now with just three weeks of Homeopathy I can see hope.
I did ask for 2 or 3 months to be cured for RA. Miracle happens.
My friend P called me. Looks like she was busy and she couldn't understand my message since her online visa form was prepared by her travel agent.
So it was me seeking validation. But sad. Father when will I get over my validation issue.
Now doing my age 49 to 55 and Seven of Hearts come up. So will learn. Also recalled that Seven of Hearts was my lifetime challenge. So go easy on myself.
Environment
Seven of Hearts (learning unconditional love and non attachment in rships)
This could be the year that u have a real experience of unconditional love.
As u allow others to be who they are, u also allows urself to be urself, and in this way, u will be able to experience a new sense of personal freedom.
To be totally free means having no attachments to others and no worries about whether or not they love us.
It also means having a knowing that there will always be enough love in our life, because it comes from within.
Soul
Also tot the video link on rship is correct for me too.
Watch "The Nature of Human Relationships" on YouTube - https://youtu.be/Dl8MUnLfEsk
Reading my age 49 to 55 led me to see age 48 life path in a more approachable mode. It make sense.
Kailash accelerated the moving of new house with new lifestyle. And in a few years mom will leave us to join dad.
Also I knew that my corporate career path is ending. I need something stimulus that can also align with my Sadhana life style. So wellness is it.
But homeopathy has an uphill tasks ahead in communication. And I may then to be defensive.
Truly everything coming together. Also my sudden attack of major RA pain led me to homeopathy. That was supposed to happen in age 49 to 55 but happen in end age 47 instead.
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