Destiny cards - Aces

Jan 31

Aces
They are the prodigal sons seeking to come home.
They are seeking self-acceptance.
Ace of diamond finds conflict between driving ambition and the desire for companionship and marriage
The Ace of heart search for themselves in their relationships wit lovers, family and friends as well.

Sadhguru's msg
Boundless
Home, Home - Home for what!
Is it of brick and mud for security and shelter?
Or is it of love, companionship and comfort?
Homes of shelter and security or love and comfort
No homes for me
Shambho my only Home
Homeless he is and Homeless I am
Boundless

Soul
What a coincidence, same Home message in Sadhguru's poem.
I interpret this as me searching for my Self, my Home. For a long long while, I search for my Self in Career and now finally I know that's not for me. But I still I search for my Self in relationship.
Last 52 days was 3 of diamond - about uncertainty in value; I hav set aside my career for my happiness cos I know my passion is not in my career.
But a part of me is wondering if my Ace of Heart - searching for partner. Am I finally getting It. Part of me knew that getting a partner does not meant I m Home cos there will be work.
So, while I am excited but m also apprehensive. I don't really look forward to it although I want it.
(It is a paradox that Ace that often feel the need to be by themselves also have a great longing for the perfect mate)

Ace of Diamond - desire for money and love
Ace of Heart - desire for love.
Mmm, looks like I finally choose love over money.

Ace of heart - year card
Have strong spiritual inclinations, but they are often tempted off the path by indecision and hidden desire

Soul - I have 3 diamond and now 3 hearts. Talk abt indecisions.

Ace of heart - work
Need to be careful not to let themselves get stretched too far or in too many directions, which could cause great stress and physical problem. (Soul - now only i know. If i had known earlier, i wouldnt have aggravated my immune system)

Quiet time away from their work is healing remedy (Soul _ yea, i like relaxing time)

They are better off structuring their life and work so that they have some flexibility available at all times. (Soul - mmm, correct and I jus negotiated for a 3 days work week.)

Ace of heart - love
Can be selfish and concerned only with their own needs. Fear about having not enough money and 'things' an interfere wit their love life. (Soul - true, my partner has to be rich as not only i have security issue, I also want luxury life :)

To be happy, an Ace of heart would probably need a relationship that had some variety of shared experiences, good communications and opportunities to travel. (Soul - very true, this is the same things I wrote in my Top 5 Passion).

Ace of Heart
The first card in the deck - represent the coming out into the world, of our soul and personality.
It represent stepping out from the unmanifested potential of zero.
As such, it represent word of God being made manifest, sort of like an instruction to go forth and create something.

More into a discovery of their self-identity than anything else.

On the highest level, Ace of Heart means 'love of the self'. If we can first love ourselves, we can then find love everywhere we go.

They need time alone and ask the question, 'What will make me happy?'. It is love of self that brings the truest satisfaction, but how can love of self and love for another co-exist in a human relationship?
Who comes first, our partner or ourself?

First of all, we can realise that the love we feel for another person and the wonderful qualities that we see in them are actually within ourself. They may have been the catalyst that helped us to see those part of ourselves, but in truth, these qualities and feeling belongs to us alone.
(Soul - suddenly tot, cld it work in reverse, like the negative thing we saw in others - isnt this concept is like the mirror/projection mentioned by Krishnamurti)

This is an important part of Ace of Heart's lesson.

In truth, our partner may or may not share the wonderful feelings or qualities that we are experiencing. (Soul - just like when others think negatively of me, I don't even sense it)

Our feelings are jus that, our feelings.

When we come to that realisation, we begin to see that all of our relationships are just mirrors of ourselves.

We can then transfer love we feel back to ourselves and really see just how special we are.
Then we can love our partners without being afraid that they will run away and take all this love we feel with them.

Soul - my issue of abandoment is the lesson.
Now I have loved my spiritual path, giving it all, something that I have never given to anyone or anything. For the first time, I am going all out.

The hidden question, what wil I get? Is is worth it? Will I get the mate that I want? Will I get the succes that I want?

Frankly I don't know where this will lead to. For now, I jus wan to be healed of RA n to be at peace n happy most of d time. I m not seeking enlightenment cos I think the price is too much to pay.

For d first time since I found Isha, I don't know where m heading. Whether up or down.

Actually, I tot I loved A n I tot I given a lot, but compared to my giving now, it is insignificant. But perhaps 10 years ago, that's all I can give. That's all d courage I have.

Ace of heart - year card
Karma card for Ace of heart
- Ace of diamond - planetary ruling for me
- Three of Heart - 52 days cards in this critical period of samyama.

Three of heart
Stepping out into a world of duality and confusion
It is like arriving on some planet for the first time and having to figure everything for urself
However, 3 of heart are eternally inquisitive and mentally self-equipped to evaluate and anaylse the things they observe.

Two of their most important lessons in life are overcoming their fear of poverty and learning to translate value-based indecision into creativity in their work or business.

They are learning to develop faith that the necessary resources will always be there for them when needed.

Much of their own financial lack, whether real or imagined, stems from unclarity about what is most important to them in life.

In this case, their own natural creativity becomes a burden of indecision.
They can come up with so many ideas of what to do and what they might want that they never finish what they start or accumulate enough to feel financially secure.

This same indecision can be at the root of some very challenging and karmic
relationships in which they meet someone who shares these same qualities and leaves them in doubt about whether or not they are loved.

Once the 3 of heart has learned the value of foundation and stability, their creativity becomes a great talent that leads them towards their goals.

Once they learn that it is as good to give as to receive, they find great fulfillment in giving love and truth to others in their life.

Those who spend their later years pursuing metaphysical or religious subjects have more satisfaction and peace. (Soul - definitely the phase I am going thru now)

Of the all the 3s, the 3 of heart can become the most confused mentally and emotionally.
In search of what and whom they love, they can often become uncertain or dissatisfied, even when they find the perfect love standing in front of them.

On a deeper level, the 3 of heart can represent emotional uncertainty, "Will I be loved?" and "Will I be happy in love?" Are question that are often utmost in their minds.
This uncertainty can often be traced to emotionally challenging experiences in childhood.

Soul - this is so true. Same questions I asked earlier.

The Ace of Heart first karma card tells us that what is most needed by the 3 of Heart person is to spend some time with themselves so that they can learn to be more emotionally self-reliant and self-sustaining.

When 3 of heart give some of their abundant energy back to themselves, they feel less needy and less frantic about getting love from others.
Then their love life becomes much more fun and enjoyable, which is how they want it to be. These people love to be light and cheerful.
They are very charming and attractive people and have no trouble attracting others to love.
The challenge comes once they find someone. They generally are attracted to those of wit and high intelligence, but often someone who is just as indecisive as themselves.

A major lesson for most Three is that intimacy needs some form of commitment. Intimacy is what we all want on some level. We want to get so close to another person that we can feel and enjoy the depths of their love and our love for them.

However, when we start to feel this tremendous love, we also become aware of other feelings that have been hidden from our conscious minds, feelings like fear of abandonment or our own rejection of ourselves.

Thus our search for love scares us more than anything else.

It takes a commitment wit another person to give us the courage to hang in there and faced these fears while we are enjoying the love we share wit our partners.

The Queen of Diamond that break this pattern are those who honestly confront themselves and put effort into unraveling their deepest fear. They can then have a successful and longlasting marriage.
With conscious awareness and love, any negative pattern in any Birth card can be transformed into a high expression of profound beauty.
Amen

3 of clubs - Writer card (Queen of Diamond venus card - No wonder, my love is always 'mental' driven)
If they utilise their inheritance of spiritual knowledge, much success can be realised.
They are here to be transformers of energy - worry into creativity and fear into faith.
They can become prominent authors and speakers.
This one of the strongest business card.