Thursday, April 23, 2009

Meditation makes us conscious

Swami Rama
Meditation anhilates time and then you are free and can be here and now.

When we are not in touch with our Centre, our Soul, we are constantly afraid and insecure. We become caught up by our emotions. We hardly ever come into contact with our Centre from which consciousness flows.
The little bit of consciousness that we presently experience is only a dim consciousness.

Soul
Father, thank you. I was feeling bit lost and not sure of the meditations. While I enjoyed my meditation and look forward to my session, but so far I haven’t really seen any transformation in me except for stopping chewing gums and massages and my RA reading is good.

But you now by giving me Swami Rama’s book, you have guided me back on track again. I was greedy and in a rush for transformation.

After nearly at the end of F4, I finally got it. One of the reason I identify with the show is that I tot love is very difficult, has to go thru lots of challenges n fire before it can be considered true love. That is why when those guys said they don't want me or when things are difficult, I hold on and instead I should move on.
Finally I know that I want and deserved easy love. Love should be accessible as the air that I breathe. No more complicated guys n no more challenging/tricky situation like too young, too old, too poor, too smart, starting biz, building career., divorce, different race, different religion.

At first I was lamenting why no one for me yet? Of course, part of me was fearful also of receiving since my track record is quite bad even to the state of conning. I m glad, you didn't send anyone cos I wasn't ready. I still am not but I will work on remembering that I deserved easy love. My partner is rich, smart, down to earth and tall.

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