Alas am I freed

Alas, I am freed. I have conquered my fear of reporting
Can finally stabilise my work and able to go home before 7.30 pm...Hurray
I am so happy to go back when I can still see bright sky :)

Swami Rama
Samyama - inner transformation through concentration, meditation and samadhi.
Without living in silence for a considerable time, maintaining a deeper state of meditation is not possible.

East/Indian - Free thinkers in terms of spirituality but are in bondage of social laws
West - Free from bondage of social laws but in bondage of certain fixed ideas in their thinking and worshipping.

Inner strength, cheerfulness and selfless service are the basic principles of life.
It is immaterial whether one lives in the East or West. A human being should be a human being first. Every human being is a living institution or a temple.

Messages from the Himalayan sages
1. To get freedom from all fears.
2. To be aware of the reality within.

The purpose of this message is to awaken the divine flame that resides in the reservoir of every human being.
This flame, when perfectly kindled by spiritual discipline, mounts higher and higher into the vast light of truth.
It rises through the vital or nervous mind, passes through our mental sky, and finally enters at the paradise of light, its own supreme home in the eternal truth.
Then the illumined practitioner sits calm in his celestial sessions with the highest powers and drinks the wine of infinite beatitude.
This child of immortality us a child of universal parents, protected all the time by the Mother Divine.
The rapturous child of bliss remains divine-will intoxicated in delight.
He became a sage, a sleepless envoy and ever-wakeful guide for those who tread the path.
Such a leader on the path marches in front of human people to comfort, help and enlighten them.
Om, Shanti, Shanti, Shanti.


Soul - Meditation
Last tuesday, started a new step, head goes down, stomach in n just stayed there - so comfortable. Then later head to touch the ground in salutation.
Later come up.
Yesterday, start to do left right swaying - even during ohm - so comfortable.
The orange light is now glowing brightly.
The white moon light is enveloping.
What bliss.

Since guru pooja, my meditation expanded. Also the head shaking slightly reduce.

My message to myself - loosening the culture of worshipping, loosening my mom's hold of me. Showing that with Willingness, we can be transcended by any form of Guru. I too need to release my hidden fixed idea that hinduism culture vs Chinese culture. I take pride in my Chinese culture and not able to accept Indian culture. Also my fear that I will disappoints my mom. Perhaps that is why guru pooja is brought to me.