Exploring options on work

Sept 21 Eve

Father, earlier I said Z will come back to me. I have no faith on him but I have faith that I will be more than fine, no matter the outcome of the rship.

He send his facebook link to me. My first tot was to tell him I am not active and won't accept. Then I recalled that is his small way of reaching out to me. If I don't respond, he will clamp up. I send him the msg on Sunday afternoon which he didn't respond and I called also no response. But I didn't contact him since Sunday and today is Wed afternoon. Looks like I was in his mind.

Father, such irony. Just now when E offered me the job as FD for Asia Pacific, I tot of him. But I said we be fine, what's meant to be will be.

Just got back from volunteer meeting. The energy was great. I did shoonya and laugh non-stop. Later during meeting, energy was flowing and I was moving. When the meeting ended, I had to quickly do plough back to stabilise myself.

Tot of the job offer from E. It sounds interesting and I like the vibes, a growing industry. There has always been a small part of me that wanted Asia Pacific regional role. But alas, I have given up on it cos I tot I couldn't have it. Later, when Ss asked if I am keen, I said nope cos regional hours seems long.

Anyway, my concern is losing out the current comfort of 4 days week and the flexi hours. So, I am still not sure of my decision especially now I knew of my attraction to crisis situation.

But reading this excerpt from Louise Hay
I love myself; therefore I work at a job that I truly enjoy doing, one that uses my creative talents and abilities, working with and for people that I love and that love me, and earning a good income.

Soul
Apart from 4 days week, there is nothing for me.

(Nov 16 - I am still looking.)