Today I jus did one round of Shakti n 2 rounds of Shoonya. Didn't feel like doing the weekend session. Weekday I do becos I have to clear the residue of d day n also too stress. But weekend, no stress, so am not willing to do. Of cos, listening to Yashita who do twice in weekend but once in weekday. So am fine :)
Father, jus now when I did Shoonya, I cried firstly cos I haven't found my partner and secondly judging myself why I still want one, despite having so much, especially after meditation.
I really like d bamboo house - with both living room and master bedroom looking at nature - trees, sky and wind. All Nature's energy.
Today swimming was good, I really feel myself lighter n floating. Did my 6 lapse with less rest. So, is good.
On d partner thingy. Part of me want, part of me don't wan the distressing feeling that comes in rship. I don't wan the feeling of not being in control. I don't like my feelings to affect me. Looks like me still in square 1.
Wonder what's is a better way. To face my fear of rship or to transcend it.
Sadhguru
Nadha Bhramha - Sound of the Divine.
Where there is vibration, there is bound to be sound. The whole existence is just a vibration.
Soul - what a coincidence. Of all the pages, I flip to the section on Nadha Bhramha I bought the cd in India and now listening to Nadha Bhramha. Before I laugh, the stomach muscle contract n then start vibrating and when I open my mouth, it comes out as laughter.
Just sang Nadha Bhramha wit Sadhguru on cd.
Sadhgury
Nature is allowing time for this mango sapling to grow to certain sturdiness, a certain maturity. Only then it flower and bears fruit.
Sufficient space has to be given so that the mind, the body and the emotions develop and mature in a certain way before the other dimension becomes alive in that person.
Soul - Sadhguru answering me to let my Inner Being time before it can converted to Outer Being.
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