Motivation for meditation

Sept 19
Father, today suria was effortless. Did my practice and then slept. Was bit tired.

I also realised I still tend to ask that I be strong to face rejection from Z. Or rather, lack of response from Z. Of course, these days I handle it better as I don't take it as a representation of my lovability. What I want is to make sure I asked that Z always respond lovingly. Yea, asked that my joyful time with Z during meetup be extended to weekly basis.

Father, I read the Cosmic Nodes on money and it is reflective of me. I will change. I will keep track of money I have. I like the money game. I am Queen of Diamonds, its time not to suppress my desires to have.

Ask and It is Given
Summon the Energy through the power of ur desire and mold it through the power of ur imagination.

Soul
Both of which I have closed.

Ask and It is Given
Meditation is a process that can give the immediate benefit of changing ur beliefs in a much shorter time.
When u quiet ur mind, u offer no tot; and when u do so, u offer no resistance; and when u have activated no resistant tot, the vibration of ur Being is high and fast and pure.

A decision is the focusing of the vibration of desire, and the desire point happens when the desire is powerful enough. The only discipline that we would like u to exercise is to make a decision that nothing is more important than u feel good, and that u r going to find tots that feel better. Ur natural high vibration is the only thing worthy of discipline.

Once u have released resistance and are soaring in ur natural pure, high vibration - u will feel an involuntary movement in ur body. It may sway slightly from side to side or forward and backward or ur head may roll gently from side to side. Or u may simply feel a sensation of movement or of a yawn. But any or all of these sensations or movement are indicators of ur achievement of a state of Meditation. Ur point of attraction will now have changed and ur state of allowing will be in place.
A big benefit that u will notice right away is that things u have been wanting will begin showing up.
Everything is about relationship with Energy. Everyone u know, who is having every experience that u know, is having it because of the focused desire that their life has brought to them and the state of allowing or resistance that they are in at any moment.