Both mind and emotion have great power and hence needs to be known and re-directed

Swami Rama (Bal Bhagawan)
When the senses are well controlled and withdrawn from contact with the objects of the world, then sense perception no longer create images in the mind. The mind is then trained in one-pointedness. When the mind no longer recalls thought-patterns from the unconscious, a balanced state of mind leads to a higher state of consciousness.
The practice of meditation and non-attachment are the two keynotes.
Intellect intervenes and blind emotion misguides. Though both are great power, they should be known first, analysed, and then directed towards the source of intuition. Intuition is the only source of true knowledge.
All this - whatever you see in the world - is unreal because of its constantly changing nature. Reality is hidden beneath all these changes.

Soul - Father, I was feeling bit fearful, tot of my boss's threatening stand. This is the first company that I m slightly fearful. I recalled I was bit fearful with my 2nd boss but later it was smooth all the way. My current boss always threaten people - no mistakes allowed.

Then I tot of their issue with their current major customer, the client always threaten to move the account to another competitor.
My boss always issuing threat and here we have the client doing the same thing.

First time, I feel fearful of making little mistakes. First time, I didn't speak out. First time I felt threatened. Alas I now knew what my ex-staff told me about their fear of their bosses. Something, which I have not been able to relate to, cos I am fearless with the bosses :)

Yea, first time I felt afraid. I wasn't even afraid of the bosses from hell.

Yea, alas for the first time, I felt fear, felt threatened by superior.
I am beginning to feel more spectrum of emotion. Bit scary, but God will never gives me anything I can't bear.

Below is my descent of my personality in work
Brash
Confidence
Resentment
Inadequate - reporting
Fearful
Humbled

Father, I now knew what they felt. It makes one afraid to be. I m never afraid at work, afraid only of snatch thief, afraid of falling in love n rejected. Perhaps that was d karma. To make me feel a spectrum of emotion. To balance my fear out to everything. I guess I have conquered reporting, my inadequacy and now to face my fear with my current boss. I guess part of my weakness in communication, was also due to apprehensivenes of my boss. Alas the fear is open.

Fear - a new emotion for me....