Changes

May 15
Father, woke up at 4 am, did my asanas. I
t was fine and then had a long doze. Both Shakti and Shambavi was good. I find tots coming in very little when I focus on the practice.

There was no response from Z. The auto mode of rejection is there but I ignore it. For once I will let it flow on its own. I also remember Z was to buy the hotel voucher for us.

1. Issue
Ripeness
Only if ur meditation has brought u a light that shines in every night will even death not be death to u but a door to the divine.

All u need to do is relax right where u r, and be willing to share ur inner riches.

Soul
Yea, now I realised all my challenges were opportunities. I thanked E for the patience to bring me out of comfort zone. If I don't join new company, I won't be buying new car.


2. Internal influence that u r unable to see
Existence
Existence cares for u. Once u r clean and clear, u can see tremendous love falling on you from all dimensions.
U now know home is not a physical place in the outside world, but an inner quality of relaxation and acceptance.

Soul
Yea, since I settled down internally on new company, I am bringing the external in alignment too. I am bringing my office chair and having a new notebook with new company's email. The old one will now be behind.

3. External Influence
Possibilities
Skies upon skies are available for ur flight. Don't be content easily. Those who remain content easily remain small: small are their joys, small are their ecstasy, small are their being.
Smallness is ur own imposition upon ur freedom, upon ur unlimited possibilities, upon ur unlimited potential.
Enjoy the flight! And celebrate all the varied wonders of the landscape spread before u.

Soul
I know I can make people comfortable. Because I am at home within myself, I create a feeling of home for people too.
Father, thanks to Z. I can see my values. I finally see my talents as it is. I finally see my power.

4. What is needed for resolution?
Sharing
As u reached the center of ur being, suddenly an explosion of love, compassion, joy and blissfulness and benediction arisen in u and it will hit ur heart, open it up.

The Queen of Fire is so rich, she can afford to give. She welcomes all and sundry to partake of the abundance, fertility and light that surrounds her.

You are now in such situation. U will find in sharing, u feel even more full. Everything around u seems to be "coming together" now. Enjoy it, ground urself in it and let the abundance in u and around u overflow.

Soul
Yea, now Six of Spades finally arrives. It has been a whirlpool but the water is now settled.

5. Resolution
Thunderbolt
The inner earthquake was both necessary and tremendously important - u allow it and emerge from the wreckage stronger and more available for new experiences.

After the fire, the earth is replenished; after the storm, the air is clear.

Soul
Yea. Amen. Thanks to meditation and Z and E's support, I was able to go through the whirlpool. The water is finally settled.